Im not sure

[Slein]

Hello,

So, Im not sure if Ive made a psi ball, but i think so and Id like you to tell me what you think. Ill describe what happens as best i can.

So first I try to feel psi, which goes very quickly, in my hands at least. Don't relly feel much anywhere else but my hands and feet. Also I don't think it really feels hot or cold, just some kind of pressure. Only sometimes I feel a slight tingling. Not really constant. So first of all Im not even sure if Im feeling psi or if its something else.

Then I put my hands in a bowl, visualise the energy as blue glowing globes coming from my hands and gathering in between into a larger blue ball. Still I don't feel anything really hot or cold, nor tingling. however, when i try to bring my hands together I do feel resistance and once my hand were even pushed further away from each other. Did I make one, or was just imagination or something... feeling what i wanted to feel?

One more thing. Sometimes when I feel the resistance, my breathing seems to affect the somewhat magnetic effect. When I breathe in my hands seem to be pulled towards each other, while when Im breathing out my hands are pushing eachother away.
Anyone know if I can control this somehow?

It feels to me as if Im sucking the energy back in when breathing in, which gets irritating when you want more energy out of your body inside the ball.

Hope you understand and thanks for your time.
-Slein

[Kain]

Yes, you just made a psi ball. You know, that same happend to me. Tingling, but not constant. Warmness, coldness, magnetism, tingling, etc. Those are all signs of psi balls. Congratulations!
A question, how long are you in psi?

[Slein]

Not too long. Just started really, about 2-3 weeks, and I guess that I have now made about 5 weak psiballs and 1 that was becoming quite big, until my concentration was broken by some passersby.

You see, I was sitting by the river at our camping(I was on vacation ;D) it was dark and I think the environment helped me relax. but then some people walked by making noise, so I lost it. when they were gone I tried again, but then I couldn't see my hands, just for a moment, so I figured Id give it a rest.

anywho, why do you ask?

[leethal]

let me just say your quote is not good i mean your signature.

As they said, men fear what they do not know. exactly as your sig says.
That, if followed by all, would lead to the downfall of psions. They do not know how we do it, thus they fear us. (or better put, they'd fear them (psions) cause i'm no where near a psion.)

That is how the inquisition started.

[Slein]

lol, that's pretty much my motto. It's because I don't fear anything, I am however very cautious when it comes to the unknown.
I'm now learning about psi, however, I don't know much about it and Im still cautious, I don't really feel like injuries.

Its hard to explain what I truly mean with it. However, I don't think you should act on fear. Many people kill spiders because theyre afraid of them, however, when you think about it, they catch the mosquitos which bother me a whole lot more
Not that my room is infested with spiders.

People who don't beleive in psi should actually fear psions, for we could do things to them and they have no idea what'd be happening. Although I couldn't do much yet, nor would I if I were better. But Im pretty sure there are people who would use there powers against others.

I hope ive validated my sig


BTW can someone please say something about my breathing in and absorbing energy problem?

[leethal]

well being cautious is not being afraid. if even though you don't know it, you push through, you're facing your fears, which is more than that sentence tells.

There aren't always a lot of spiders, comparing with mosquitoes. when i kill spiders is so they won't attack me in my sleep.

If people fear us, they'll turn on us. You don't understand what you're saying.

What is wrong with your breathing and absorbing?

[Slein]

Well, i do understand what i mean with it, just hard to explain. But Ill delete it, I dont feel like having a discussion about it a hundred more times

about the breathing.
Last I didn't seem to have the problem. But sometimes when I Im making a psi-ball, I breathe in and it feels like I absorb all the energy and my hands are pulled inwards, while when I breathe out again, its like I burst all the energy out very quickly again, pushing my hands apart from eachother again.

I feel like it's quite the problem when trying to make the ball as strong as possible.

[leethal]

lol sorry, please keep it i don't want to be the one to deprive you of something.. i'm sorry i brought it up.

You must visualize the energy while you breathe. The breathing i use, i take in the energy through inhalation, then take it out in my lungs into my body, then exhale the air.

[Slein]

hehe, it's no problem. I don't really have a problem with it. It's better this way, because even though you were the first to bring it up, there probably wouldve been others who'd bring it up too. And Im not here to discuss my sig, Im here to learn about psi. ;D

I think I might be able to control it.
Im gonna try to absorb energy from the air when inhaling into my body instead of absorbing it from my psi-ball. and when I exhale Ill try to put the energy I just absorbed from the air into the ball.

Dont know if I can do it yet, but its gonna have to wait till later today, dont have too much time right now.
thanks for the help! Hope it works

[JediKaren]

yes you did, but it would be better if you learned how to consciously feel psi....this will pay off later.

btw, welcome to the site. You should introduce yourself in the apporiate board.