Post by Leon on Feb 16, 2007 8:14:49 GMT -5
When I was brought into the world of psionics, astral projection, and spiritualism, I was very confused. I wasn't sure what to think of it all. A couple of my friends think I am crazy, none of them have actually looked into this, yet I still know that there is somebody close to me that knows what I do, but is keeping it a secret. I was so excited when I first heard of astral projection. I read an article about it and was slightly confused.
But I remembered my childhood. I remember 2 times when it seemed as though I was standing outside of my body, and looking back at my physical self, once during the day, and once during the night. I also remember when I was youger than even then, when Iwas being taken to school, I'd close my eyes, but I wouldn't see black. I'd see everything around me passing by as it normally would, so I'd open my eyes. Then when I reclosed them, I still saw everything normally.
Karen convinced me to try Astral Projection. Since I've tried to AP, it's always been different. Once, something felt like it was being lifted out of me, like I had just fallen down a rollercoaster without the bar in front of me, but when that happned, I jerked violently and opened my eyes. Each time I've either felt a slight moving in either my hands, or legs, or violent movement in my arms of something trying to get out, but when I was aware of this, it stopped.
Then I'd read a couple articles on spirit guides. I thought this was an interesting subject and wondered when I would meet mine. I'm already 15 and began this stuff not too long ago. So my fear is that when I might need help or guidance the most (more than a parent can give me) during my teenage years, I won't actually meet him/her until I'm out on my own. But I've had events that have lead me to believe that the meeting is closer than I think. A couple times I've heard voices in my head, and don't know what they are. But recently last year, while I was falling asleep on the couch, a voice said my name loud and clearly. "Michael!" I opened my eyes and looked around, only my 2 sisters were there, one was on the computer, and one was reading. Neither had heard my name being called, and it wasn't from the TV.
After looking over all this, some here may know that I've kept this from my mom. She believes in ghosts, aliens, psychics and other things. But my sister, told my mom she is into peganism. My mother didn't take it too well and cried almost the whole day. So I've been keeping this all a secret and not told her. Part of me wants to tell her, but dosn't care what she thinks. But another part of me is scared what she might think of me. I want to tell her about this, but I'm not even sure what she would think, this is the time when I've most wanted to talk to my spirit guide and get an answer about this subject, because I can't keep this secret forever.
But I remembered my childhood. I remember 2 times when it seemed as though I was standing outside of my body, and looking back at my physical self, once during the day, and once during the night. I also remember when I was youger than even then, when Iwas being taken to school, I'd close my eyes, but I wouldn't see black. I'd see everything around me passing by as it normally would, so I'd open my eyes. Then when I reclosed them, I still saw everything normally.
Karen convinced me to try Astral Projection. Since I've tried to AP, it's always been different. Once, something felt like it was being lifted out of me, like I had just fallen down a rollercoaster without the bar in front of me, but when that happned, I jerked violently and opened my eyes. Each time I've either felt a slight moving in either my hands, or legs, or violent movement in my arms of something trying to get out, but when I was aware of this, it stopped.
Then I'd read a couple articles on spirit guides. I thought this was an interesting subject and wondered when I would meet mine. I'm already 15 and began this stuff not too long ago. So my fear is that when I might need help or guidance the most (more than a parent can give me) during my teenage years, I won't actually meet him/her until I'm out on my own. But I've had events that have lead me to believe that the meeting is closer than I think. A couple times I've heard voices in my head, and don't know what they are. But recently last year, while I was falling asleep on the couch, a voice said my name loud and clearly. "Michael!" I opened my eyes and looked around, only my 2 sisters were there, one was on the computer, and one was reading. Neither had heard my name being called, and it wasn't from the TV.
After looking over all this, some here may know that I've kept this from my mom. She believes in ghosts, aliens, psychics and other things. But my sister, told my mom she is into peganism. My mother didn't take it too well and cried almost the whole day. So I've been keeping this all a secret and not told her. Part of me wants to tell her, but dosn't care what she thinks. But another part of me is scared what she might think of me. I want to tell her about this, but I'm not even sure what she would think, this is the time when I've most wanted to talk to my spirit guide and get an answer about this subject, because I can't keep this secret forever.
