Whats your offline personality like?

[leethal]

Well , spanish is a bad language I'm sorry, you guys i know you speak spanish, but I've gone to spain a bit too much and i hate it now...

Karen, I guess someone has it worse than me.. I hope you can heal yourself. oh , and if you need any help, I think i can say we're here for you.

[hardrock]

Wow Karen you have been through some horrific situations. I am sorry you had to endure hardships in you young life. I am glad you vented out and shared your story with us. A lot of people have no idea what emotional pain is like and can only sympathize. But physical and emotional abuse really cuts deep into your soul. I wish you never had to go through what you did. I hope you keep your chin up and your spirits soaring. I never went through anything until i was 14 and that was through my boyfriend who i married at 19 and continued to endure abuse through out 14 years. Now i did have some nice times, but the bad out weighs the good. I am glad i moved on. Sometimes we end up in a rut and don't know how to take care of ourselves. It took me a long time to physically remove myself. I wish you the best Karen. Glad you started this thread! Karma for your openness!

[Rippy]

Woah, Karen, I'm really sorry you had to have such a hard life. =/ I don't have time to read it all right now but when my internet starts working again I'll finish. I don't think I could have kept my sanity through all that...

Anyway-- it was nice reading about all you guys. =D
Oh, and, yeah, I hate spanish too. I suck at it. xD; I know Sign Language (a little) it's actually the class I'm in now lol.

[JediKaren]

Thanks all. I have moved and healed quite a bit. Everytime my sister (who I now truly accept and love) and I talk on the phone, she says that I sound stronger and happier. For the most part I am, although I do admit of being scared to come home and face the the hell I went through. I suppose if I keep my head down, my spirit controled, and do as told, there will be no fight. I hope you all can understand with that and a full time job that I will be extremely busy and unable to get online much.

[snowind]

Hey, Spanish isn't a bad language!!!, Es la lengua mas bonita why agradable del mundo, why que tus viajes ya te tengan harto no significa que la lengua sea mala.

Je sais un peu de Français, Anglais très bien et ma langue c'est l'espagnol.

I Love languages!, I wanna learn chinese!! maybe next school year.

[leethal]

Desculpa mas nao. Portugues é mais bonito que isso tudo, e é uma das linguas mais complicadas do mundo. ou da europa.

[Dan]

No me gusta espanol... Me gusta ingles.

[JediKaren]

ok let's get back on topic please.

[leethal]

(stands up, takes a step to the right, sits down again. falls on the ground.) I'm on topic now, but it hurts like hell!

[Dan]

Well, mostly I am very quiet and I don't like to talk to everybody. I really don't like social events, I hate getting my picture taken, and I really really hate when someone I don't know sits next to me and talks to me. I hate it. Mostly people think I'm just weird, and that's why I don't talk to anyone. At home, though...wait...same thing. I'm usually locked in my room. That's my offline personality.

[GEOvanne]

well im basiclly the sameway onlineas i am offline, just removed some stuff.

im really funny, and i know when people need me more than i need them, so i use it to my advantage (like my cousins). im flirty with my cousin's friends. im kinda shy around girls i like. and i use my good looks to talk to girl im not attracted to (like if i have to ask them something)

im a germophobe and dont like people touching me (not even shake my hand). i dont like taking the bus, cause i feel all dirty when im on it. im alwas washing my hands and carry a bottle of sanitiser to school with me. i dont like crowds and im very anti-sociall (wonder how i have friends). i dont like little kids that i dont know trying to comunicate with me. like one time i was on the plane and this little girl kept turning around and pushing her hands through the seat and grabbing at me (i was all, why dont her parents contain her or something)

i have several alter egos. Christian is the one that helps me trough church (i dint like the church i go to by the way, id rather go to another), Deceat is the one that lies without feeling bad afterwards, he also plots revenge and stuff.
Rage has violent thoughts. i sed to have thoughts about killing people for no apparent reason, and usually felt bad about it. but now Rage has thoes thoughs so i dont feel anyway (no, im not going to kill anyone), but he also stricks out at people. like my little cousin when shes annoying, or my brother.
The Kid is my childish side that does immature things and laughs at everything. he also plays with toys
Geovanne, also my middle name and what everyone callse me, is the cool guy. theone that helps me through interaction with people and not look weird.
then there is Kaerf (look at it backwards). hes the horny one. nuff said.

at night i study, practice psi and draw. i love drawing, going to be a cartoonist.
i love video games and would rather stay inside all day playing games than go outside and actually do it.

i love food. and hate it when m mother introduces healthy stuff to us, like weath bread. we are going to die anyway, so id rather di happy eating stuff i like, than die unhappy eating healthy stuff. but i dont like salt.

i also like adrenaline. but becaus of where i live, the only time i can get it flowing is when i walk onto a busy street. doging cars is fun. i think i have a guardian angle, thats why i dont get hit down yet, ive come really close to being hit manyimes before (some i dont even know till some one says i was almost hit)
i also like that thing your brain makes when you go to the edge of a high building and think about falling off.

i like getting my parents and grandfather upset over nothing. like they think i dont drink water (it actually tastes bad) but i drink it, they dont know,so they complain about how i should drink water.
i talk alot at home but not much in public. and i used to be a class idiot in high school (like the clown that gets made fun of) not anymore since i left highschool. i hide stuff about my past, and im alot since then, and since Geovanne was created everything is even better, no one would think something like that happened, i still had freinds in highschool (they were normal, didnt get laughed at and stuff, some were even prefects). but every now and then i meet someone from my highschool that still remembers and then they say stuff. then i use jynx on them and feel better.

[legatosama312]

Well, I not as interesting as most of you.
I am a smart person who doesn't apply himself, a strong person whose a little lazy toward acually working (but if something needs to be done i do it) I like helping out my friends and My friends are very dear to me. I have an odd personally/ mindset if I say so myself. I can hang out with any group of people I want whether they're black, white, freshmen, seniors, preps, goths, nerds, outcast, whoever, But I usually stick to the outcast (they're the interesting to be around). I'm a violent person, but if I do hit someone it's not hard. I'm a self taught martial-artist. I'm apparently not bad since I beat my black belt friends who have and still are taking classes. I mostly think that if things don't concern me it doesn't matter and I won't pay attention to it. I love funny things period and love making jokes. And it may sound a little odd but later in life I wish to find "the someone that I should protect". odd huh, well that's just the way I feel, because it seems to me that these menial lives we have here have no purpose. like in terms of religion: okay, I was put on this earth to get a job, pay income tax and eventually return to the earth with a legacy of bills payed on time?

I also think I might be somewhat mentally unstable do to the fact that I have many and I mean many daydreams of randomly injuring and/or killing people. These ideas no matter how cruel just seem to entertain me in a very amusing ways, I have a twisted sense of humor and don't really have concern about peoples feelings. But I think I might know the reason: at the age of five an 18yr. old threw a metal pole at my head and cracked my skull not sure how much damage it actually did due to the fact that I was 5 so with/e.

Anyway that's how I am love me hate me doesn't matter I'll still continue living. (and if you hadn't guessed I'm pretty blunt as far as answers go) ;D *laughs a maniacle laugh* (don't think maniacles spelled right?)

[leethal]

Lol... most of my daydreams involve me driving into a streetlight... out of a ravine... knocking myself senseless against the wall... taking the knife... oh well... sometimes i daydream about slapping my parents. Just slapping, as in "WAKE UP!" but ... it would just make things worse.. so... (lays in inactivity as he's pushed around.)

[GEOvanne]

Rage has thoes daydreams, even about killing family. very few about killing my self. well not me killing myself, just really bad stuff happening, like a bus crushing me.

[leethal]

I like detail. I'd like to learn from all you.