almost there

[GEOvanne]

last night while practising tk, i almost found the tk mind state.
but then i got all excited and lost it.
theres this thing i do when i dont want the doors to slam, but i think its just me not pushing the door hard enough.

in my past tk practises iv been trying to gage between just looking at the objct and adding a little intent. iv tried it on doors.
and last night, i thought of who i felt when i was supposedly "manipulating" the door, and the wheel spun at that exact moment.
i couldnt do it again because in was too excited.


heres a brief history of my tk ability:
i started doing psi late last octuber. i practised with the psi wheel till late november without results.
then onedya i found an article on psipog psipog.net/art-pk-the-gnomish-way.html
and used it on the toothpick in a bowl of water.
and it worked! it took an hour, but it worked.
well, i didnt do it all in an hour. i tried for 30mins, then studied and did homework for 30mins, then went back to tk. and at first i didnt notice, but then i saw that it really was moving.

in january i finally went back to the psiwheel, and made it move just a little, and never moved it again till a few months later.


the problem was, i learned to move the toothpick to quickly and didnt pay attention to how i felt when i was doing it. so now it just feels normal, like if im doing anything else. so theres no feeling to recreate when i want to move other stuff.
so iv been taking the psiwheel slowly, thats why its been taking so long to learn. i can move other stuff on water though.

[GEOvanne]

i can confim that i found the PK mind state.

i find that pk is a second or third thought. when ever i get the wheel to move, im thinking of something else
so while im thinking of the door and how i feel, it causes pk on the psiwheel to become a second thought, and it moves.

im trying to single out the feeling, so i can do it without thinking of the door.

i need to go play with the door now so i can get the feeling again.

ill post my tech on moveing the toothpick soon.

[GEOvanne]

here how i move the toothpick:

fill a container with water. to the brim, so that when you look at it from the side, the water is actually higher than the container (the surface tension is holding it)

dont hold the toothpick by ends, that will cause one end to drop in when you let it go. hold it width wise and drop it in the water.

make sure that a draft isnt moveing it, then go do something till it settles. try meditating. i use chakra meditation, cause it opens your energy so you have more to use.

when everything is settled, cover your mouth and noes with something so that your breathing dosnt move the toothpick.

calm yourself and sit near to the container. put your fingers and opposite end sof the toothpick on opposite sides. becarefull not to let your finger get into the water or touch the toothpick. put them really close to it.

now you have to trick your sunconcious into moveing it.
slowly move your fingers so that it looks as if the toothpick is moving, tell your self that it realy is moving.

just keep doing it and convincing yourself and eventually it will begin moving.
but pay close attention, at first i didnt notice that it was moving untill it had moved a half turn.
now put your fingers the other way and make it turn the other way.





now i dont have to think of the door to move the wheel, i think ifound where the feeling is. its somewhere in my chest. i also feel it when i try to create and emotion strongly. i have to play around with it a bit.