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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 11, 2007 23:32:46 GMT -5
Ok, I decided to make a log. Now i'm not the most psionically advanced person, actually, i'm not even that good. I am really going to use this to write some of my dreams, so it's like a dream log, but just online. I hope nobody has a problem with that. Ok...let me think, I'll also use this for anything else I do with psionics.
Ok, last night I had a dream, but I can't remember that much, All I remember, is seeing magneto, and him telling me I have the same power he does, and him trying to teach me stuff. (Don't laugh, I have some messed up dreams I know)
Another thing, tomorrow is my last full day of vacation, we leave on saturday. So, of course I don't want to sleep the day away. I am going to ask my subconcious to wake me up at 7:00. Now, I decided to sleep in the upstairs of the mansion we are in, so that when people wake up in the morning they wake me up too. But I still want to see how close to 7:00 it is when I wake up. I'll post my results tomorrow If I remember. Oh by the way, If you haven't figured it out, or guessed, the point of me recording my dreams is to get better at lucid. I want to lucid dream very bad. A huge reason I want to lucid very bad, is because I want to AP very bad lol. I think of it this way. If I learn AP through lucid dream, I can learn two skills, and after I get the hang of APing through lucid dreaming, then I can try to learn how to do it at any time of day. Wish me luck peoples lol.
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Post by The Adfeng on Oct 12, 2007 16:01:54 GMT -5
Ah, don't worry, I have some wacky dreams that even I don't believe. But, therefore, anyway, good luck with lucid dreaming/Astral Projecting, only if you wish me the same :-). I've been trying to do the same, and since then I've been able to lucid dream almost every night because I just realize I'm usually in a dream 9/10 times I dream.
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 12, 2007 21:36:52 GMT -5
Good luck....
So...I didn't really try much today, but hey it's my last day of vacation, I was pre occupied lol. I was sitting and doing homework though, and flies kept bothering my sister and I. So I quickly tried to make a sheild. I visualized fire going all around the both of us, and when a fly would try and get near it, a flaming hand would reach out and singe it. No more fly's came for a while. Then my sister layed down and one landed on her. If it was the sheild that was keeping them away then she just layed outside of it. But it might have just been a coincidence that they weren't there....although she said when I left, one came back. I want to try and lucid dream tonight but i'm so tired, and I have to wake up early tomorrow for the 10 hour ride home. I hope I sleep the whole trip...The technique I have been trying lately is trying to focus on that ringing noise in your head until you are deep in concentration, then I will try and go into visualizing. I read though that that is a popular technique that works pretty well. I guess i'll try, but i'm already falling asleep as it is. I don't want to leave the beach, but I guess that all good things must come to an end eventually...sucks though.
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 13, 2007 5:41:30 GMT -5
Ok, I know the day barely started yet, but i'm going to write the dream I had last night while it's still in my head, i'll modify this tonight probably with what I did today, even though it probably won't be much since i'll be in the car all day.
Ok, now it's really hard to remember, but what I do remember is I was in germany, and I found a group of people or something that I really thought were cool. I think there was a party of some sort or something that I was going to go to with them...but I can't remember any more.
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Ok, It's night now, I just got out of the car from the long 10 hour drive...ugh. I'm tired believe it or not, even though I slept a good part of the ride. When I got to my home town I tried to keep all the lights green, It seemed like it was working until there was one red light that usually takes forever. It only lasted about 10 seconds...coincidence, maybe, but It was pretty cool to me.
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 14, 2007 18:39:20 GMT -5
Ok, I can't remember my dream from last night. I know I had one and it Irritates me that I can't remember it. But On a rather good note, I had somebody destroy three constructs of mine that I forgot about. Why is this good you ask...well I wanted to start over. I thought that I need to make a construct with more...form...so it's not as easily forgotten. Now, I'm still really new to constructs, but I seem to be pretty good at it. So, I made a grandmaster construct. It's big, and in the shape of a dragon. I programmed it so that I could make modifications as I wish, and to get energy from the sun. Two people scanned me and said that it's definately there, and it's pretty strong. Kudos to me lol.
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Post by The Adfeng on Oct 14, 2007 19:27:17 GMT -5
Great! Meet my psi wolf and psibee. The psibee hurts. It flys like a bee, stings like a bee. So, don't touch it! Very nice though. As soon as you get up, try to remember right what your dream was about. Last night my dream was about the Precursor stuff from Jak and Daxtar, and we were trying to get away from lava rising up. Write down exactly what your dream was about, what you can recall.
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 15, 2007 5:19:09 GMT -5
6:10 AM
Ok...i just woke up. Don't wanna go to school, but what else is new. Really weird dream. I was at a restraunt with like a whole crap load of people I know from school, and we were singing christmas carols. One of the kids that I was near I don't like very much at all.
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5:21 PM
Ok, back from school. Today I was visualizing my dragon flying around the classroom. Made a couple psi chicks (little chickens, not girls) and visualized feeding them to my dragon, wich was pretty entertaining. I also told my sister to sit with her arms out, and when I counted from 3 to 1, when I got to one to tell me what she felt, she said that something kinda heavy, and tingly. So...thats a good thing for me, I know my construct is still there. I'll probably record again tonight...
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 16, 2007 10:35:30 GMT -5
11:36 AM
Ok this sucks, usually I can remember at least pieces of my dreams, but today, I can't remember a single thing from last night. it irritates me so much it's not even funny...I'm in computer class now, so I should probably get off soon...More later
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7:59 PM
I didn't do anything with psi today. I think i have an ear infection and it hurts like hell....The person that was going to help teach me some stuff wasn't on the IRC today, my luck i'm going to go do my homework now, and he'll get on...great. As you can tell my day is going, or went well. I'm going to try and meditate tonight before I go to bed to get rid of some bad thoughts, or feelings. Hopefully I can have a dream tonight and remember it. I'm still ticked about last night...
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 17, 2007 5:47:09 GMT -5
6:47 AM
Ok, this is starting to get me pretty mad, I can't remember my dream from last night either. I think the problem is that I went to bed to late the last two nights. Why you ask?, well I have a good bit of homework to do, and I end up staying in the IRC for too long, XD. Oh well. I'll have my homework done early tonight, but, I might still be up late on the chat room. You'd be amazed how much you can actually learn on there.
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4:55 PM
Ok, I"m going to my mom's soon until 8. When I get home (unless my homework isn't done) I"m going on the Irc for a while. What can I say I'm addicted to that chat room now. I've also made a bunch of friends on there so far (pryrokinetic, idzuna,brilenus,and felidae,and dangpp, you guys freaking rock!). Felidae was teaching me today, but his crappy dial up connection kept failing. I was practicing scanning, and a tad bit of energy manipulation. but only a little bit of that. I made a construct, then destroyed it, nothing much to say there. My dragon is getting stronger and stronger. Felidae scanned it for me and told me stuff that I didn't even know about it. He said that the AI is functioning like that of an Advanced AI construct, and this is the first AI construct I"ve ever made, and the 3rd actual construct I ever made. He also told me that it can do some reprogramming to itself...maybe It's a bit too realistic...nah it's fine. Acoording to what he said it changed it's eye color from Red, to Yellow with blue in it. Thats pretty cool. I might log again tonight after the Irc, maybe maybe not. I would really appreciate it if you guys would leave some comments of what you think...but you don't have to. It would be cool to know that I have some people reading my progress though *hint hint*. Talk to you guys later....
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Ok, My teacher has taught me alot tonight as it is. I have learned more ways to manipulate energy, and other ways to get some of that energy. My scanning has also gotten better. All of this learned....over the chatroom. I love it there lol.
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 18, 2007 22:07:44 GMT -5
I'm positive I had a dream last night, I only saw flashes of it right away this morning, but then I forgot it. I practiced a bit in the IRC...what else is new. Didn't really learn much tonight, a few important concepts but that's about it. I'm sooo tired right now it's not even funny...I'm starting to wonder though whats the point in keeping this log if nobody reads it lol.....oh yeah, dream recording.
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 21, 2007 22:16:29 GMT -5
I don't even know why i'm keeping a log, nobody reads it except me...Last night I had a dream where all my family was on this island and people were killing us...I watched the movie the condemned last night, and it was about people being stuck on an island and have to kill each other to win...that's what did it. I remembered that one really clearly, but because i woke up really sad because i thought my brother was dead  . On a brighter note, today I made a new guardian construct and had my teacher scan it. He said it seemed pretty alive, but not as much as my dragon. That's ok, this one wasn't supposed to be that alive right away, it wasn't the main thing i was trying to inforce into it. This main thing was to guard me and be good at attacking. My teacher said it has a great offense, very good for just the beginning of construction of it. It's still got a lot more programming needed, but when I made it attack my teacher, he said it was a great attack, and coming from him, that's most definately a great complement. |
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 29, 2007 16:27:45 GMT -5
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Post by Brilenus on Oct 29, 2007 18:55:35 GMT -5
Nope, no one at all reads it.  Even if it does not seem like it is being read, there is always someone who will read it. One of the laws of the internet from what I recall. |
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 30, 2007 13:57:22 GMT -5
2:55 PM
I just got home from school. it's really kinda hard to practice at school while i'm doing my work, since I need to concentrate on what we are being taught. I have been playing with TPS lately though in the hallway when i'm trying to get to the next class, getting people to move out of the way....some results, but perhaps just a coincidence. Yesterday though we were watching a movie in class, and I wanted to try and make my teacher fall asleep, and she started to close her eyes, but then turned around in her chair and started checking her email or something....more to come later...possibly
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Post by T_Hornberger on Oct 31, 2007 20:35:55 GMT -5
Well, today i was busy, so not much time to do anything...but on a good note, I used a different method of TPS today in the hallway that my teacher (not school teacher) taught me. I tried to get this girl to move to the left, and she did, but then I tried to get her to get a drink from the waterfountain all the way to the right of her, and she walked straight for it and got a drink ;D. Well that's all for today...happy halloween by the way everybody.
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. On a brighter note, today I made a new guardian construct and had my teacher scan it. He said it seemed pretty alive, but not as much as my dragon. That's ok, this one wasn't supposed to be that alive right away, it wasn't the main thing i was trying to inforce into it. This main thing was to guard me and be good at attacking. My teacher said it has a great offense, very good for just the beginning of construction of it. It's still got a lot more programming needed, but when I made it attack my teacher, he said it was a great attack, and coming from him, that's most definately a great complement.
