Post by Fearn on Jan 21, 2008 2:12:49 GMT -5
Salut ! My name is Tyler, although most know me as Fearn or ILuvEire. ILuvEire cam about because I needed a username for Psipog forums and it was the first on that came to mind, because...I love Ireland (Éire is the Irish name for Ireland). My new name means Alder (like the tree), and is pronouced fair-n. It was changed because of the huge change my life just went through.
I was born into a rather rich family, and my childhood was pampered, and sheltered. Looking back it was really amazing how easy my life was back then, compared to most other people's lives. Most people talk about interesting psionic occurrences when they were children, ones were their parents promptly smashed it. I had contact with my spirit guide and totem animals as a child, but instead of smashing my parents coerced and tried to provoke it. Thanks Maman and Perè!
My spirit guide came to me in my dreams quite often as a child. Her name is Silla (see-luh). I remember the first time I saw here I was stunned by how odd she looked. Her hair undulated around her head and her clothes whipped around almost as if she was underwater. Her hair was red-brown and her dress was white, tinged with aquamarine around the edges. She showed me around this place I'd never been to (I think it was in the Astral Plane).
When I was 9 I began to experience empathy. I had random emotions pop out of the blue, for no reason. At first it was just a passing feeling, but sooner than I hoped, it got much worse. I got really sick from an almost constant overload, and the doctors couldn't do anything about it. My mum prayed and did a protective spell over me (a shield...but she did it with magic instead of psi) and it all went away, almost over-night.
Shortly after that the internet was brought to my attention. I started of joining pagan groups (which looking back were really fluffy) and one of them, called DawnoftheNewMoon pointed me to Peabrain's ebook on Psipog. When I found it I almost crapped myself...Omigosh, people actually experience the same thing I do? I was 11 then.
I read every article on the site, and every post in the Q&A. When I discovered the forums I read all the topics there too. Then when I turned 12 I joined the forums too (so, I lied!). The only problem, is that they closed the forums like...a month after I joined. So that was out of the basket.
Back talking about real life, shortly after this I was in an awful car wreck. Our car got thrown off a cliff. Honestly, I shouldn't be here to tell you this story. I had an extremely vivid NDE, I saw the light and everything. Luckily for all of you Silla was there to guide me back to my body.
After this mess I got back online to find that DawnoftheNewMoon had been deleted, and with it my suppository of psionic links. I couldn't find any more psionic sites! I faded back into yahoo groups and became a fluffer. I mean a BIG fluffer. I spent whole afternoons trying to do atmoskinesis. I joined a group called Empathy and started to get back into the psionic community. Unfortunately it was the fluffer psionic community.
I join Dewar Lorx and became quite an active member, until some saviour (I love you, whoever you are!) got me out of that hell hole. They brought me to Psionline, where DA promptly told me to stop being so fluffy and to write in sentences. She said it really forcefully, and it brought me to my senses. That is why I am so hard on those of you who don't type very well.
I had my first brushing with telepathy soon after that. Because I could already shield and do a lot of energy manipulation, at this point it wasn't a problem. I just practised and when I got overloaded it was easy to shield. While telepathy was spontaneously appearing, I began to practise Micro PK.
It was during this period that my social life boomed, so I was unable to actually practise very much. I got my first girlfriend, first kiss, all that good stuff, so there wasn't much time for psi.
This has almost brought us to present day. The only other significant point between then and now was my hiatus from April to September. My abilities suffered a bit for it. I am now where I was when I went on my Hiatus. I'm now 15. I live with my parents in Hyères France. We get along fine I guess. Not bad, although I wouldn't say it is all that great.
I'm a Celtic Reconstructionist; I follow the old Irish gods (the Tuatha de Dadann). I pray mainly to an Morrigan, and an Daghda. If you've heard the Wiccan Crede: An harm none do what ye will; I use a modified version. Don't mess with others until they mess with you, then feel free to mess with them as much as you feel necessary.
My recent life has been pretty interesting. I have begun to research other energies, and I'm currently sticking them together and seeing what they do.
Thanks for reading
~An Fearn (Grá mé Éire)
I was born into a rather rich family, and my childhood was pampered, and sheltered. Looking back it was really amazing how easy my life was back then, compared to most other people's lives. Most people talk about interesting psionic occurrences when they were children, ones were their parents promptly smashed it. I had contact with my spirit guide and totem animals as a child, but instead of smashing my parents coerced and tried to provoke it. Thanks Maman and Perè!
My spirit guide came to me in my dreams quite often as a child. Her name is Silla (see-luh). I remember the first time I saw here I was stunned by how odd she looked. Her hair undulated around her head and her clothes whipped around almost as if she was underwater. Her hair was red-brown and her dress was white, tinged with aquamarine around the edges. She showed me around this place I'd never been to (I think it was in the Astral Plane).
When I was 9 I began to experience empathy. I had random emotions pop out of the blue, for no reason. At first it was just a passing feeling, but sooner than I hoped, it got much worse. I got really sick from an almost constant overload, and the doctors couldn't do anything about it. My mum prayed and did a protective spell over me (a shield...but she did it with magic instead of psi) and it all went away, almost over-night.
Shortly after that the internet was brought to my attention. I started of joining pagan groups (which looking back were really fluffy) and one of them, called DawnoftheNewMoon pointed me to Peabrain's ebook on Psipog. When I found it I almost crapped myself...Omigosh, people actually experience the same thing I do? I was 11 then.
I read every article on the site, and every post in the Q&A. When I discovered the forums I read all the topics there too. Then when I turned 12 I joined the forums too (so, I lied!). The only problem, is that they closed the forums like...a month after I joined. So that was out of the basket.
Back talking about real life, shortly after this I was in an awful car wreck. Our car got thrown off a cliff. Honestly, I shouldn't be here to tell you this story. I had an extremely vivid NDE, I saw the light and everything. Luckily for all of you Silla was there to guide me back to my body.
After this mess I got back online to find that DawnoftheNewMoon had been deleted, and with it my suppository of psionic links. I couldn't find any more psionic sites! I faded back into yahoo groups and became a fluffer. I mean a BIG fluffer. I spent whole afternoons trying to do atmoskinesis. I joined a group called Empathy and started to get back into the psionic community. Unfortunately it was the fluffer psionic community.
I join Dewar Lorx and became quite an active member, until some saviour (I love you, whoever you are!) got me out of that hell hole. They brought me to Psionline, where DA promptly told me to stop being so fluffy and to write in sentences. She said it really forcefully, and it brought me to my senses. That is why I am so hard on those of you who don't type very well.
I had my first brushing with telepathy soon after that. Because I could already shield and do a lot of energy manipulation, at this point it wasn't a problem. I just practised and when I got overloaded it was easy to shield. While telepathy was spontaneously appearing, I began to practise Micro PK.
It was during this period that my social life boomed, so I was unable to actually practise very much. I got my first girlfriend, first kiss, all that good stuff, so there wasn't much time for psi.
This has almost brought us to present day. The only other significant point between then and now was my hiatus from April to September. My abilities suffered a bit for it. I am now where I was when I went on my Hiatus. I'm now 15. I live with my parents in Hyères France. We get along fine I guess. Not bad, although I wouldn't say it is all that great.
I'm a Celtic Reconstructionist; I follow the old Irish gods (the Tuatha de Dadann). I pray mainly to an Morrigan, and an Daghda. If you've heard the Wiccan Crede: An harm none do what ye will; I use a modified version. Don't mess with others until they mess with you, then feel free to mess with them as much as you feel necessary.
My recent life has been pretty interesting. I have begun to research other energies, and I'm currently sticking them together and seeing what they do.
Thanks for reading
~An Fearn (Grá mé Éire)
