Post by spilledchemicals on Feb 11, 2008 21:07:50 GMT -5
I am a sixteen year old junior in high school. I have lived in three continents; Asia, Europe, and North America. The reason for this is that my father was a colonel in the army, and so he was stationed in several countries. Myself, my sister, and mother followed him. I have trekked all over Europe, and have seen the world large. I see how small everything is in the grand scheme of things, but I also understand how important life is.
I, as so many others are, am not two dimensional. I can wear any mask which is needed for me to wear. I can be whoever you need, a friend, a rival, a teacher, a comedian. Living in so many places allows me to not attach to anything deeply. This allows me to switch masks easily, so I can be the different people others need at the same time. In truth, the only time I can be at peace is when there is chaos all around me, the constant changes force me to find my inner me, so I may help everyone around me.
Helping others, it's what I feel called to do. I have always felt like a supporting role in the drama that is life. Without it, I would not have found psi. It was my wish to ease the pain of others that I found how to control energy. I pushed and pulled, focused energy where there was pain, and I was able to stop it. Unfortunately, I received the portion I reduced in others.
December, 2006, I found a book titled "The Psychic Vampire Codex." While I realized the vampire part was not for me, the energy works chapter put to words what I felt. At that point I pushed myself to learn all I could about energy manipulation. I found a few like minded energy manipulators on the internet. They were preparing for 2012, in case there was a huge change, so I joined in that idea. It was rough training, but I pushed myself pretty far in a short time.
My focus has always been the energy body, everything I do is based off of that. I have only used my experience in combat once, but that drew blood, so I've only helped since. The flesh would be the most malleable element to me, if there were such an element.
With my origins so spiritualistic, I have learned that people, at the very least, have some truth in everything they say, and that you must find what they mean. I summarize with my own rule.
In everything taught, there is a grain of truth, but to learn from it, you must take it with a grain of salt. - The two grain rule.
As for my connection to this site, I joined it some months ago, but did not become active in any sense. I received an email asking me to be active. I joined, but found not an enclave of intellectuals, no insults on those who know what they are doing, but rather a noob training site. I decided here would be a good place to start helping the psionic community, and so here I am.
I, as so many others are, am not two dimensional. I can wear any mask which is needed for me to wear. I can be whoever you need, a friend, a rival, a teacher, a comedian. Living in so many places allows me to not attach to anything deeply. This allows me to switch masks easily, so I can be the different people others need at the same time. In truth, the only time I can be at peace is when there is chaos all around me, the constant changes force me to find my inner me, so I may help everyone around me.
Helping others, it's what I feel called to do. I have always felt like a supporting role in the drama that is life. Without it, I would not have found psi. It was my wish to ease the pain of others that I found how to control energy. I pushed and pulled, focused energy where there was pain, and I was able to stop it. Unfortunately, I received the portion I reduced in others.
December, 2006, I found a book titled "The Psychic Vampire Codex." While I realized the vampire part was not for me, the energy works chapter put to words what I felt. At that point I pushed myself to learn all I could about energy manipulation. I found a few like minded energy manipulators on the internet. They were preparing for 2012, in case there was a huge change, so I joined in that idea. It was rough training, but I pushed myself pretty far in a short time.
My focus has always been the energy body, everything I do is based off of that. I have only used my experience in combat once, but that drew blood, so I've only helped since. The flesh would be the most malleable element to me, if there were such an element.
With my origins so spiritualistic, I have learned that people, at the very least, have some truth in everything they say, and that you must find what they mean. I summarize with my own rule.
In everything taught, there is a grain of truth, but to learn from it, you must take it with a grain of salt. - The two grain rule.
As for my connection to this site, I joined it some months ago, but did not become active in any sense. I received an email asking me to be active. I joined, but found not an enclave of intellectuals, no insults on those who know what they are doing, but rather a noob training site. I decided here would be a good place to start helping the psionic community, and so here I am.
