Post by kleenex on Aug 31, 2007 20:10:49 GMT -5
OK, I dunno if I am chasing pink elephants with 42 legs or if this was the real thing, but ive never experienced anything like this before. Here's the rundown...
Ok, so it was a thursday night about 3 weeks ago... I was waiting for the new naruto (anime [the fansub from dattebayo btw] ) to download, and I was doin a little tokin... I was about as buzzed as I wanted to be. Now I had allready been experamenting with meditation and spiritual cleansing and whatnot, and I had read quite a lot about energy manipulation, pk, psiballs and the like, so I knew quite a bit about it, tried to feel energy, didnt work.
Anyways as I was sayin' I was buzzed figgered id give it one more toke and put the rest away for later. When I exhaled I felt kinda weird for a second then I swear, I heard this sound like an explosion in my head, and I thought i could feel something rocketing out of the top of my head...even thinking about the feeling makes my scalp tingle. I came to realize that my entire body felt like it was rippling with...energy? I dunno, but there was so much of it, it was weird. For some reason then I felt like testing it, so I tried to push it into my hands, and it felt like I pushed all of it into my right hand. I could feel it nowhere in my body but my hand...then i tried willing it back into my body...it all dispersed all over my body.
So I got the idea to try and make a psiball, pushed all the energy(?) into my hands (btw, I had my eyes closed while I was moving it all to my hands and I could "see" in my head clearly my hands glowing a purple-ish color) and once there I started visualizing the energy flowing out of my palms into a sphere, almost to the letter on the "your first psiball" page. Sure enough when I was done and I stopped visualizing, I could feel the weight of something in my hand, and I could feel it with my other hand, but I couldnt see anything there (I didnt know about flaring then) but I know something was there cause I started rolling it around in my hand...till I dropped it.
I felt it rolling down my arm and I kinda lunged to catch it, which I did, however once I had it back in my palm, it seemed stuck there. I even tried pulling off of my palm with my other hand but it wouldnt let go. It was only about the size of a golfball, maybe a tad smaller, but I pud my hands together, palm to palm and I could feel it changing a little. When I pulled my hands apart, instead of the one, there were two smaller ones, one stuck to each of my palms. I couldnt get either one off of my hands so I willed them to disperse back into my body, and almost instantly, they were gone. I started feeling a little tired so I put my stuff away and watched anime and went to sleep.
Now here's the kicker, I seriously doubt that all that I was doing and feeling was because of the weed, because for almost an entire week after that I could very easily pull quite a bit of energy into my hands and I even made two more psiballs after that. However one day almost a week after that night I just couldnt pull hardly any energy, or feel it, let alone do anything with it, and ever since, then Ive not been able to pull energy, but I can sometimes feel it now though. I cant move it around or anything but I can...sometimes feel it.
Was it real? Or am I goin' nuts? lol (by the way, for me I think the latter is pretty likely ;D )
Ok, so it was a thursday night about 3 weeks ago... I was waiting for the new naruto (anime [the fansub from dattebayo btw] ) to download, and I was doin a little tokin... I was about as buzzed as I wanted to be. Now I had allready been experamenting with meditation and spiritual cleansing and whatnot, and I had read quite a lot about energy manipulation, pk, psiballs and the like, so I knew quite a bit about it, tried to feel energy, didnt work.
Anyways as I was sayin' I was buzzed figgered id give it one more toke and put the rest away for later. When I exhaled I felt kinda weird for a second then I swear, I heard this sound like an explosion in my head, and I thought i could feel something rocketing out of the top of my head...even thinking about the feeling makes my scalp tingle. I came to realize that my entire body felt like it was rippling with...energy? I dunno, but there was so much of it, it was weird. For some reason then I felt like testing it, so I tried to push it into my hands, and it felt like I pushed all of it into my right hand. I could feel it nowhere in my body but my hand...then i tried willing it back into my body...it all dispersed all over my body.
So I got the idea to try and make a psiball, pushed all the energy(?) into my hands (btw, I had my eyes closed while I was moving it all to my hands and I could "see" in my head clearly my hands glowing a purple-ish color) and once there I started visualizing the energy flowing out of my palms into a sphere, almost to the letter on the "your first psiball" page. Sure enough when I was done and I stopped visualizing, I could feel the weight of something in my hand, and I could feel it with my other hand, but I couldnt see anything there (I didnt know about flaring then) but I know something was there cause I started rolling it around in my hand...till I dropped it.
I felt it rolling down my arm and I kinda lunged to catch it, which I did, however once I had it back in my palm, it seemed stuck there. I even tried pulling off of my palm with my other hand but it wouldnt let go. It was only about the size of a golfball, maybe a tad smaller, but I pud my hands together, palm to palm and I could feel it changing a little. When I pulled my hands apart, instead of the one, there were two smaller ones, one stuck to each of my palms. I couldnt get either one off of my hands so I willed them to disperse back into my body, and almost instantly, they were gone. I started feeling a little tired so I put my stuff away and watched anime and went to sleep.
Now here's the kicker, I seriously doubt that all that I was doing and feeling was because of the weed, because for almost an entire week after that I could very easily pull quite a bit of energy into my hands and I even made two more psiballs after that. However one day almost a week after that night I just couldnt pull hardly any energy, or feel it, let alone do anything with it, and ever since, then Ive not been able to pull energy, but I can sometimes feel it now though. I cant move it around or anything but I can...sometimes feel it.
Was it real? Or am I goin' nuts? lol (by the way, for me I think the latter is pretty likely ;D )
