Lighter/darker selves

[firesea]

Recently i havent been able to get in touch with my lighter self or darker selves.

My darker self, we dont usually talk but when i have tried to contact her, i can get a lock on the place but not her. The last time i spoke to her i could tell something was wrong, im figuring it wasnt really her but how my conscious would have thought she wouldve been like.

Also my lighter self, Shes been away before for a long period of time and ive never worried but i am this time, i cant sense her, the last time she was with me she just said thankyou ( id just forgiven my boyfreind ) and my wings felt lighter and she left. I thought maybe my wings were lighter because id just got through a test or something but there getting lighter and lighter, makes me feel like they be vanishing instead. Ever since then whenever i try to contact her all i felt was energy inside me swirling and vague love. The last time we spoke she was surrounded by people and seemed happy, she told me to talk to a freind on msn and ask them what was going on, i havent heard form her since, i cant feel any energy or anything. not even when ive been upset. im just not sure whats going on, thats all.

I spoke to this freind and he said she was probably away but that i could ask God to unite us as one being, i told him about my wings and he said it was probably already happening

Because of what he suggested i tried going within myself to find her, i visualised meeting her but nothing came of it. I couldnt contact her, or find any trace of her energy.

Can someone check what is going on please?

[firesea]

hey Lonewolf i was thinking, you know your hanging around for a bit? maybe i cuold try and contcat my lighter/darker selves and you could see if anything does happen that i dont notice! just a thought. Or you could contact them, just a thought

[lonewolf]

hey i wish i could help, but finding higher and lower selfs is something i havnt really learnt to do yet.

sorry

your friend
lonewolf

[xpwarrior3]

I don't understand this concept of a lighter and darker self. It would be nice if someone could explain this to me.

[firesea]

Well for me personally, my lighter/darker selves are spirits that either make me up, or i make them up. They have certain traits that i have, or give me my traits.

[azarel]

Hello,

From what I experienced as light/dark selves, the light self is where your beliefs lie, your foundation, your knowledge and wisdom, your truth, and what you stand for. The Dark self is where your ego lies, your fears, your sadness, and anger.

[lonewolf]

yes that is a very good anolgy. my lower self looks older than i do i know thats a good thing, but still strang.. most peoples lowerself is like a 4 year old child

your friend
lonewolf

[firesea]

Yeha my lower self looks only a few years older- I shouldve posted this when it hapened but i forgot- a friend of mine on msn "summoned" them ( for lack of better words), they came, but not fully, i couldnt se them, only feel them as pillars of energy either side of me- they didnt even speak to me, he said they couldve become parts of me, other people have said that that also but...its all speculation. It was nice to feel them there, but horrible not having them speak, that was really bad, its all i wanted, if theyd known they were going- to have them tell me, its all i wanted.