Post by JediKaren on Apr 7, 2006 8:16:13 GMT -5
Because I've just started my 6th year of training I though I might post what has happened all these years.
My name is Karen. As you can tell from my nickname I love Jedi. It’s not so much that I love Jedi; it’s that I am one. I’m 19 (December 29 is my birthday). My story starts like this.
I was born 3 months early and weighed 2 ½ pounds. I lived alright and not only that, but I’m pretty healthy and normal. You can say that I survived because I had good doctors and how my parents were careful to do all they could and some luck, but what is luck? To me it wasn’t luck. It was my natural and powerful powers that kept me alive and in the health that I am in now. The only time I can remember doing anything as a real little kid was when I was on the couch and I was staring at air. I could feel psi without knowing how I did, what I did, or what I was feeling. I just remember feeling that great warm, comfortable feeling.
When I turned 11 years old. I discovered the Star Wars movies (the old ones of course) and was greatly impressed by them. I even remember saying to myself that I wanted to be a Jedi, but I thought I was too old (this was before ep one came out in theatres) and I was a girl and women wouldn’t be Jedi. A year later ep 1 came out and I was blown away. That summer, right before my dad took me on a trip to the New England states I predicted to myself that I would save the trip. For the most part I was right.
The next year I became deeply interested in Jedi to the point that I wrote a long story about them. It would be around May when I consciously discovered psi, or at the time I called the Force. I was swinging in my back yard singing a very slow and calming song. I was staring at air. It was the perfect way to feel the energy.
My first reaction was totally disbelief. I was a no one. There was no way I could have special powers. It seemed that life presented me with the question of did I want to train to be a Jedi? I wrestled with this question for several weeks before I decided yes. I wish I had thought more about that decision. I had no idea what I was getting into. Also during that summer I once again predicted I would save the yearly beach trip. Again I was right. My dad went out into the ocean with his glasses on and got hit by a wave. I was the one who found his glasses and seriously saved the trip.
My first year was spent getting a routine set up. I had to figure out how to train, go to school, and have a social life all at the same time. I really couldn’t train too much because I couldn’t do much. I could gather energy and sense the temperature outside, but that was it. Sadly I was too immature to know better than to gather too much energy, my first and not the last overload.
The second year was spent sensing objects around me, foreseeing more and gathering energy while moving around. I ran into problems about how to train and get school work done. I felt increase different from my classmates at school because I had powers and they were not like me and would not understand me. I spent the whole year angry and upset. I had no true friend that entire year and as I looked back on it, it was my worse year. During this year, right before 9-11 happened I foresaw something big was going to happen and it was going to happen soon. I had no idea what this was and I still am haunted by that day.
My third year is remembered by my new, natural talent, empathy, coming to the surface. I had no idea what is was called. I just knew I could sense people’s emotions and I had no control over this ability. My first pep rally was ruined because I was very scared by the immense emotions I felt from the crowds. Sometime in the middle of winter I foresaw the death of my grandfather. I only told my new and first boyfriend of this and I could tell he did not believe me until that horrible morning I text messaged him the news that I was right.
My fourth was ayear was spent in a struggle in school, family and my boyfriend. I stopped training for many months as I plunged into deep depression. Finally my boyfriend dumped me and at the same time I discovered the psi community. I seriously thought I was completely alone with these powers. I was shocked beyond belief at the sheer number of people involved. I started doing all the research I could and realized I was considered advance in many areas. I first joined PsiPog and worked my way up in the ranks of respect. Sadly that site has a bad habit of inflating people’s egos and mine swelled to the point I was blind. I never really fit in with the group. They were very hard core psionics and I was a bit on the spiritual side, although I would of never of said that at the time.
I realized I could teach the newbies, and teach them well. I taught so many that I decided to make my own site explaining everything I knew. I had worked with msn sites for over a year and was comfortable with making my own. I was pleased with the results. A lot of people joined my site and some were active. In early September I was caught, I don’t know how, teaching, which is against their rules, in the PsiPog chatroom and was kicked. out. Some months went by and nothing happened. A friend, Matt and I, started talking. He suggested making a better, more serious site for me. I agreed and thanked him. I edited all the articles I had on the old site and wrote new ones. Matt and I worked hard on the site, trying to do everything we could to make it better. Our progress was slow and soon Matt quietly dropped out of the psionic scene. I went in and out of moods and so did my training. I went through some major fights with my father and about two weeks after a huge fight that involved me staying at a friend’s house for a night, I discovered my spirit guide.
I suppose I always knew about Calmista. Well I didn’t know if it was a her or not. During the last few months of the school year I could feel someone. They seemed to show up when I was in my room dancing. This always made me nervous, but I learned to ignore the presence and keep on, which was a good acting skill. The last two weeks before I met her I felt her prensence more often then ever. I felt that something big was going to happen again and for once it wasn’t going to involve the death of someone. I was restless and felt like I was on fire to do something. I had a destiny and I needed to complete it. I didn’t know how though.
It seemed that I was always being watched. There were times, mostly during the evening that I could sense the presence in such detail I could almost “see” them. I started getting interested in more spiritual things. I asked people around and nearly had my friend kill me because I wanted her to talk. I knew she knew something about all of this, but she would not speak. Another friend had mentioned something about a high council and that suddenly clicked. That’s who was watching me, or so I thought. I was pretty close. The two weeks ended and that’s when I started astral projecting to the temple.
My 5th year was year of struggles. I was finishing high school and racing and crawling for the end. My parents were talking and getting serious about moving when I got done with school. I had to get colleges to accept me. If felt like I was being forced to grow up at super speed. All at the same time I had to teach, train and learn.
My 6th year has just started. I know that I one of the few that have made it this far. I’m not sure what has kept me going for so long, so strongly. I have learned so much and done so many impossible things. I’m still dealing with the impossible and I know I have a rough road up ahead. I’m happy that I’ve remade my site that now has 123 members and the site is now a year and three months old. I have learned more about training people after taken two people to train as Jedi.
My temple training is a very long story and if you wish to read it in its entirety you’ll have to email me or catch me online for the story. It has been almost a year since I first aped to the temple. All I can say it very interesting and I have learned more than I have in five years. I have learned more about being Jedi then I ever dreamed of. My path is hard, but it’s worth it if you have the strength. My current abilities consist of astral planning, empathy, telepathy, remote viewing and presence, some telekinesis, precog., a little healing, mind control and of course I can make psi balls.
My name is Karen. As you can tell from my nickname I love Jedi. It’s not so much that I love Jedi; it’s that I am one. I’m 19 (December 29 is my birthday). My story starts like this.
I was born 3 months early and weighed 2 ½ pounds. I lived alright and not only that, but I’m pretty healthy and normal. You can say that I survived because I had good doctors and how my parents were careful to do all they could and some luck, but what is luck? To me it wasn’t luck. It was my natural and powerful powers that kept me alive and in the health that I am in now. The only time I can remember doing anything as a real little kid was when I was on the couch and I was staring at air. I could feel psi without knowing how I did, what I did, or what I was feeling. I just remember feeling that great warm, comfortable feeling.
When I turned 11 years old. I discovered the Star Wars movies (the old ones of course) and was greatly impressed by them. I even remember saying to myself that I wanted to be a Jedi, but I thought I was too old (this was before ep one came out in theatres) and I was a girl and women wouldn’t be Jedi. A year later ep 1 came out and I was blown away. That summer, right before my dad took me on a trip to the New England states I predicted to myself that I would save the trip. For the most part I was right.
The next year I became deeply interested in Jedi to the point that I wrote a long story about them. It would be around May when I consciously discovered psi, or at the time I called the Force. I was swinging in my back yard singing a very slow and calming song. I was staring at air. It was the perfect way to feel the energy.
My first reaction was totally disbelief. I was a no one. There was no way I could have special powers. It seemed that life presented me with the question of did I want to train to be a Jedi? I wrestled with this question for several weeks before I decided yes. I wish I had thought more about that decision. I had no idea what I was getting into. Also during that summer I once again predicted I would save the yearly beach trip. Again I was right. My dad went out into the ocean with his glasses on and got hit by a wave. I was the one who found his glasses and seriously saved the trip.
My first year was spent getting a routine set up. I had to figure out how to train, go to school, and have a social life all at the same time. I really couldn’t train too much because I couldn’t do much. I could gather energy and sense the temperature outside, but that was it. Sadly I was too immature to know better than to gather too much energy, my first and not the last overload.
The second year was spent sensing objects around me, foreseeing more and gathering energy while moving around. I ran into problems about how to train and get school work done. I felt increase different from my classmates at school because I had powers and they were not like me and would not understand me. I spent the whole year angry and upset. I had no true friend that entire year and as I looked back on it, it was my worse year. During this year, right before 9-11 happened I foresaw something big was going to happen and it was going to happen soon. I had no idea what this was and I still am haunted by that day.
My third year is remembered by my new, natural talent, empathy, coming to the surface. I had no idea what is was called. I just knew I could sense people’s emotions and I had no control over this ability. My first pep rally was ruined because I was very scared by the immense emotions I felt from the crowds. Sometime in the middle of winter I foresaw the death of my grandfather. I only told my new and first boyfriend of this and I could tell he did not believe me until that horrible morning I text messaged him the news that I was right.
My fourth was ayear was spent in a struggle in school, family and my boyfriend. I stopped training for many months as I plunged into deep depression. Finally my boyfriend dumped me and at the same time I discovered the psi community. I seriously thought I was completely alone with these powers. I was shocked beyond belief at the sheer number of people involved. I started doing all the research I could and realized I was considered advance in many areas. I first joined PsiPog and worked my way up in the ranks of respect. Sadly that site has a bad habit of inflating people’s egos and mine swelled to the point I was blind. I never really fit in with the group. They were very hard core psionics and I was a bit on the spiritual side, although I would of never of said that at the time.
I realized I could teach the newbies, and teach them well. I taught so many that I decided to make my own site explaining everything I knew. I had worked with msn sites for over a year and was comfortable with making my own. I was pleased with the results. A lot of people joined my site and some were active. In early September I was caught, I don’t know how, teaching, which is against their rules, in the PsiPog chatroom and was kicked. out. Some months went by and nothing happened. A friend, Matt and I, started talking. He suggested making a better, more serious site for me. I agreed and thanked him. I edited all the articles I had on the old site and wrote new ones. Matt and I worked hard on the site, trying to do everything we could to make it better. Our progress was slow and soon Matt quietly dropped out of the psionic scene. I went in and out of moods and so did my training. I went through some major fights with my father and about two weeks after a huge fight that involved me staying at a friend’s house for a night, I discovered my spirit guide.
I suppose I always knew about Calmista. Well I didn’t know if it was a her or not. During the last few months of the school year I could feel someone. They seemed to show up when I was in my room dancing. This always made me nervous, but I learned to ignore the presence and keep on, which was a good acting skill. The last two weeks before I met her I felt her prensence more often then ever. I felt that something big was going to happen again and for once it wasn’t going to involve the death of someone. I was restless and felt like I was on fire to do something. I had a destiny and I needed to complete it. I didn’t know how though.
It seemed that I was always being watched. There were times, mostly during the evening that I could sense the presence in such detail I could almost “see” them. I started getting interested in more spiritual things. I asked people around and nearly had my friend kill me because I wanted her to talk. I knew she knew something about all of this, but she would not speak. Another friend had mentioned something about a high council and that suddenly clicked. That’s who was watching me, or so I thought. I was pretty close. The two weeks ended and that’s when I started astral projecting to the temple.
My 5th year was year of struggles. I was finishing high school and racing and crawling for the end. My parents were talking and getting serious about moving when I got done with school. I had to get colleges to accept me. If felt like I was being forced to grow up at super speed. All at the same time I had to teach, train and learn.
My 6th year has just started. I know that I one of the few that have made it this far. I’m not sure what has kept me going for so long, so strongly. I have learned so much and done so many impossible things. I’m still dealing with the impossible and I know I have a rough road up ahead. I’m happy that I’ve remade my site that now has 123 members and the site is now a year and three months old. I have learned more about training people after taken two people to train as Jedi.
My temple training is a very long story and if you wish to read it in its entirety you’ll have to email me or catch me online for the story. It has been almost a year since I first aped to the temple. All I can say it very interesting and I have learned more than I have in five years. I have learned more about being Jedi then I ever dreamed of. My path is hard, but it’s worth it if you have the strength. My current abilities consist of astral planning, empathy, telepathy, remote viewing and presence, some telekinesis, precog., a little healing, mind control and of course I can make psi balls.
