What am I doing Wrong?

[Havik]

Ok...I have read alot on psi. And I've read personal stories of other peoples expeirences.. They always seem to talk about this Psi Overload. Now i have been doing Psionics for nearly 2 years now. I have never had a Psi Overload. So after thinking about it.. why havnt I expeirenced this yet? Am I doing something wrong?

Not that it is such a bad thing, not ever being overloaded. but, this may sound strange, but i kinda what to have an overload. Just so I know that im doing this right. and also, I want to know (strangly) how it feels.

~ Psychopathic

[snowind]

It doesn't feel good, don't be masoquist! , for me its an immense amount of pain that comes along with out of control auric sight(yes, everything with colours), and it's not pretty... The dizzyness and the headaches and all that... Thank god for grounding...

[leethal]

I'm with you man, I'd like to just know i'm going into overload, to know I have something... But i'm still new.

[kleenex]

Same here, Ive yet to overload, and Ive gathered till my arms felt numb from all the tingles several times. Heheh

[Havik]

Now i want to overload even more, That seems weird to say..

[idzuna]

eh normaly overload happens when your doing some intense chi practice with physical movement. dont worry about overload if you can just stay focused and moved your energy right.

[Dumplins]

Yeah Psychopathic I had the same question for months I haven't had an overload ither and I would like one to experience it my self ^_* and I have been gathering energy also so I can get an overload but I don't

[snowind]

Are you really telling me I'm the only one here with overload problems...? Jeez, you're lucky people stop wanting to hurt yourselves !

[Havik]

Even if it hurts for some reason I really want to have an overload, as a matter of fact... Im push myself to the limit right now. Im going to draw in sooo much energy, and Im going to make like 30 meaningless contructs that are programed to give me even more energy, and the energy they take in Will be coming from, the sun, the moon, and like 8 stars. I will even make a construct to keep making those contructs for me. I cant wait! (Why am i excited to be in serious pain?)

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OK, so nothing happend besides the random headache's which wern't even what I would consider a headache. It was more of an annoying flick to the back of the head. Just it wasnt that noticable. It was probably because the construct couldnt sustain itself on 20% of the energy it drew. Maybe next time Ill do 50/50 instead of 20/80, or maybe I will make it 80/20 and make it draw, and send energy to me more rapidly so I can get the mass amount of energy.

~Psychopathic



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Ok so Ive done that, I dont feel bad yet, I just really really energized, I wanna go for like a run around Canada. And now I am very awake. I made 2 consturcts that are feeding me Mass amount of energy, Here what i did for one of them. It is too, draw energy from the sun, the moon, and the earth and 20 different stars, it is then to make more contructs on my command, that do the same thing except 25 stars. Then it is to give me 80% of what it draws, and keep 20% for itself. So right now im-- Oh sweet, i think im starting to get overloaded, I keep feeling random head ache like things going on, they dont hurt that much, and they are just coming and going. So now, it doesnt really feel painful at all. It probably will soon.

Anyway so I made 2 of the constructs that make other constructs, and now I am soooo energized I am going to do so much tonight
I might try this with our schools terry fox Run tomorow. that way i dont get tired out as easily, i'm an Asthmatic (I think thats how you spell that). anyway I will edit again If I start getting massive Headaches. And thats probably when I will start asking how to stop it, lol.