Post by aeropsi on Nov 10, 2006 18:48:09 GMT -5
Alright! This post is for you guys to help me understand what I have gone through and if what I am experiencing is psi or something else! It is gonna be a long read so sit down and gear up your eyes!
Now for a bit of background, sorry this is gonna be a long post.
I am a very logical person but I have also been interested in what the human brain and body is capable of outside our known sciences. In this aspect I think that I may have had several experiences with psi and other phenomenon.
The earliest one that I can remember was in early grade school, I was convinced that I could control the wind. Yes I know that is near impossible but hey I was young. I would stand at the bottom of the hill and moved my arms in the way I wanted the wind to act, and it did normally. Looking back on this it might have been a subconscious look into the future to see what the wind did then I made the action with my arms, but I will let you guys decide that.
My next thing that I remember was the flashes of what seemed to be another life and having deja vu almost daily. I saw an old man with a long white beard on top of a grassy hill holding a wooden hand made cane, next to an old stone house. The deja vu is just that.
Throughout my life I have found that I see things out of the corner of my eye then turn and nothing is there. I used to dismiss it as just my eyes playing tricks on me, but I have always felt as if it were something more. Another thing that has happened throughout my life is often I will be thinking of a song or a phrase and I will walk by my younger brother and hear that song or phrase word for word, and/or the part I was thinking of.
Not very often, but maybe 5-8 times in my life have things just fallen over for no reason, mostly when I am angry. But I have always felt a connection with the wind and fire. I ALWAYS like it warmer then everyone else, and when I am with other people I rarely ever get cold regardless of weather. In fact I generate heat, not bad for hanging around the ladies though,
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Now for the big one, I think I may have caused a large wind storm……yeah I am VERY skeptical about this, but I think I may have influenced it. About 6 years ago my grandpa died. It was the hospitals fault, they effectively killed him. They knew it too. My grandpa was healthy, active and I was very close to him. I was in class when he died, but I knew almost within a minute that something was wrong. Not specifically with him but something just hit me and it felt wrong. When I heard the news that he was dead I felt…a shockwave? Or something release in my body, it may have been a chemical reaction but I had never felt anything like it before. Then I didn’t “feel” anything, no emotion no nothing. The weather report was clear and cold winter skies, for the next 4 days, the way it had been for the past 3 days. The next day, there was a big wind storm, like creaking house, power outages, trees falling over, wind storm, the day after that, nothing, clear cold winter skies, then I cried like a baby, all my emotional feeling returned. Now I may have just been in shock over my grandpa’s death but I find it strange.
Ok now for some of the more recent stuff, after I found this site. Again sorry for the long post.
Alright I have tried to make a psiball, almost immediately I felt a weak one form, that tingly feeling all over my hands, mostly on my right one, then I tried to absorb the psiball. Oh man was that a weird feeling. It felt like a slow shockwave that started on my chest then took about 5 seconds to make it all the way to my fingers and toes, just kind of like a tingly feeling inside. I have off and on meditated, and have learned to somewhat control my body heat by concentrating and visualizing. I tried some pyrokinetics, but I don’t feel that it was in a controlled enough environment to report anything valid. I can’t really move psi, or at least I can’t feel my self move it, but I can seem to gather it, better in my fingertips, and right hand then anywhere else. I plan on continuing practicing and am going to try a psiwheel or something similar in the coming days.
From what I have read I shouldn’t be able to do these things without a LOT of practice. Does this sound like anything to you guys, or is it just all in my head? Any opinions are welcome and I look forward to reading them, oh and for those of you who read this whole thing, kudos.
-Aeropsi
Now for a bit of background, sorry this is gonna be a long post.
I am a very logical person but I have also been interested in what the human brain and body is capable of outside our known sciences. In this aspect I think that I may have had several experiences with psi and other phenomenon.
The earliest one that I can remember was in early grade school, I was convinced that I could control the wind. Yes I know that is near impossible but hey I was young. I would stand at the bottom of the hill and moved my arms in the way I wanted the wind to act, and it did normally. Looking back on this it might have been a subconscious look into the future to see what the wind did then I made the action with my arms, but I will let you guys decide that.
My next thing that I remember was the flashes of what seemed to be another life and having deja vu almost daily. I saw an old man with a long white beard on top of a grassy hill holding a wooden hand made cane, next to an old stone house. The deja vu is just that.
Throughout my life I have found that I see things out of the corner of my eye then turn and nothing is there. I used to dismiss it as just my eyes playing tricks on me, but I have always felt as if it were something more. Another thing that has happened throughout my life is often I will be thinking of a song or a phrase and I will walk by my younger brother and hear that song or phrase word for word, and/or the part I was thinking of.
Not very often, but maybe 5-8 times in my life have things just fallen over for no reason, mostly when I am angry. But I have always felt a connection with the wind and fire. I ALWAYS like it warmer then everyone else, and when I am with other people I rarely ever get cold regardless of weather. In fact I generate heat, not bad for hanging around the ladies though,
.Now for the big one, I think I may have caused a large wind storm……yeah I am VERY skeptical about this, but I think I may have influenced it. About 6 years ago my grandpa died. It was the hospitals fault, they effectively killed him. They knew it too. My grandpa was healthy, active and I was very close to him. I was in class when he died, but I knew almost within a minute that something was wrong. Not specifically with him but something just hit me and it felt wrong. When I heard the news that he was dead I felt…a shockwave? Or something release in my body, it may have been a chemical reaction but I had never felt anything like it before. Then I didn’t “feel” anything, no emotion no nothing. The weather report was clear and cold winter skies, for the next 4 days, the way it had been for the past 3 days. The next day, there was a big wind storm, like creaking house, power outages, trees falling over, wind storm, the day after that, nothing, clear cold winter skies, then I cried like a baby, all my emotional feeling returned. Now I may have just been in shock over my grandpa’s death but I find it strange.
Ok now for some of the more recent stuff, after I found this site. Again sorry for the long post.
Alright I have tried to make a psiball, almost immediately I felt a weak one form, that tingly feeling all over my hands, mostly on my right one, then I tried to absorb the psiball. Oh man was that a weird feeling. It felt like a slow shockwave that started on my chest then took about 5 seconds to make it all the way to my fingers and toes, just kind of like a tingly feeling inside. I have off and on meditated, and have learned to somewhat control my body heat by concentrating and visualizing. I tried some pyrokinetics, but I don’t feel that it was in a controlled enough environment to report anything valid. I can’t really move psi, or at least I can’t feel my self move it, but I can seem to gather it, better in my fingertips, and right hand then anywhere else. I plan on continuing practicing and am going to try a psiwheel or something similar in the coming days.
From what I have read I shouldn’t be able to do these things without a LOT of practice. Does this sound like anything to you guys, or is it just all in my head? Any opinions are welcome and I look forward to reading them, oh and for those of you who read this whole thing, kudos.
-Aeropsi
