daevl
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Post by daevl on Oct 1, 2007 4:22:13 GMT -5
I'm writing this post because I, well I don't really know, but I've been a total thingy to pretty much everyone for the duration of my stay at psiworld. I try to come across as intelligent and look like I know what I'm talking about but really all I'm doing is acting like an arrogant know it all who has nothing better to do than put people down. I realise that I've upset quite a few people here both on the forum and IRC, I'm not sure why I was ever given operator privaleges on the chat because there are people who could really help this place with the same power. I really don't know as much as a lot of people assume, I'm pretty below average intellectually and socially and the only way I can seem smart is with use of language on the internet.
Anyway, I'm sorry to all of the people I've aimed my abuse at, and I'm sorry for all the stupid crap I've posted. I've deleted all of my stuff from the debate board because it was pretentious and uncalled for, for some reason some threads wouldn't let me delete my posts so I just modified them with "Sorry".
I'm not sure why I have been such a prick to you guys, probably some kind of making up for insecurities, I'm sure you all are better psions than I ever was, and at least you have it in you to stick training out for more than a year. I have a lot of stuff going on in my life at the moment and a lot of emotional problems which manifest in odd ways, but that isn't an excuse to act the way I've acted here.
You can make what you want of this, I will leave the forum for good, if people want me to, but if I stay then I will be more helpful.
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Post by shaolinwutang on Oct 1, 2007 7:38:47 GMT -5
I agree that you was hard many times to people. But your posts seem always to make sense, and you inspirate people looking sceptic at things, when needed.
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Post by legatosama312 on Oct 1, 2007 10:58:11 GMT -5
then I guess you weren't too bad were you?
you can do what you want but always take time to consider things otherwise nothing ever changes. I don't know how clear that was but decipher it how you will.
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.tyler.
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Closer To The Sun
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Post by .tyler. on Oct 1, 2007 14:37:53 GMT -5
I'm writing this post because I, well I don't really know, but I've been a total thingy to pretty much everyone for the duration of my stay at psiworld. I try to come across as intelligent and look like I know what I'm talking about but really all I'm doing is acting like an arrogant know it all who has nothing better to do than put people down. I realise that I've upset quite a few people here both on the forum and IRC, I'm not sure why I was ever given operator privaleges on the chat because there are people who could really help this place with the same power. I really don't know as much as a lot of people assume, I'm pretty below average intellectually and socially and the only way I can seem smart is with use of language on the internet. Anyway, I'm sorry to all of the people I've aimed my abuse at, and I'm sorry for all the stupid crap I've posted. I've deleted all of my stuff from the debate board because it was pretentious and uncalled for, for some reason some threads wouldn't let me delete my posts so I just modified them with "Sorry". I'm not sure why I have been such a prick to you guys, probably some kind of making up for insecurities, I'm sure you all are better psions than I ever was, and at least you have it in you to stick training out for more than a year. I have a lot of stuff going on in my life at the moment and a lot of emotional problems which manifest in odd ways, but that isn't an excuse to act the way I've acted here. You can make what you want of this, I will leave the forum for good, if people want me to, but if I stay then I will be more helpful. atleast you have a cute smile *wink wink*  |
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Post by snowind on Oct 1, 2007 16:22:46 GMT -5
I don't think you should leave.
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Post by leethal on Oct 2, 2007 6:23:49 GMT -5
I don't think you should have modified all those posts.
You should mend for what you think have done by doing better now. And not leave. Leaving is easy. Staying and reforming is hard. Hard makes you learn.
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Post by meep on Oct 2, 2007 6:30:37 GMT -5
I don't think you should have modified all those posts. You should mend for what you think have done by doing better now. And not leave. Leaving is easy. Staying and reforming is hard. Hard makes you learn. Well said. |
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Post by JediKaren on Oct 2, 2007 7:56:58 GMT -5
live, learn, and stay darn it....or I'll take karma points.
(please stay)
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stolide
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Real Eyes Realize Real Lies...
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Post by stolide on Oct 2, 2007 9:51:24 GMT -5
Staying and reforming is hard. Hard makes you learn. Well said. Added to my sig. |
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daevl
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Post by daevl on Oct 2, 2007 11:48:08 GMT -5
This is kind of redundant now, umm, I've always had some problems and it's being exasperated by things going on in my life right now. This is the result of a huge moodswing and isn't really how I feel now that I'm back to normal, though some of it may be true I don't think I would leave even if everyone wanted me to  . Let's just say I wasn't exactly in my right mind when I posted this and did all the other stuff and leave it at that. Thanks for the support anyway, and that's very true Leethal though possibly not applicable to this situation. |
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Cronus
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The tongue like a sharp knife, it kills without drawing blood.
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Post by Cronus on Oct 2, 2007 12:02:59 GMT -5
Glad you are back to yourself again.
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