Fas Quies Somnio

[Lady Takara]

Been a little while since I've been on. Anyways I have had the worst problems sleeping, but I am lucid dreaming now o.0;; Which is really interesting!

Well dropping into to say my hellos and keep the updates flowin'

[Lady Takara]

Grounding is a wonderful tool to use. Whenever I get light headed from using so much energy, I ground. If I am angry or just not feeling like my generally 'light' self, I ground. Sometimes I forget about it, but it's something that is simple, easy to use, and can be applicable to a number of situations. That is what makes grounding so great.

[Lady Takara]

I had a really strange dream last night, a couple of 'em. Yeah, mayhaps the information I got was right, mayhaps it's wrong. But one of them, I dreamed my house was like a 'train station' or something or 'way station' maybe it weigh ? Dunno, anyways it's just a place where the spirits come and then they end up leaving this plane.

Now this other dream I had, happened last night. Without my lunesta I only get 3 hours of sleep at most. So that's what happened, except I was woken up. The dream was partially revovling around this island that was like medieval europe and the people were accusing a friend and I of witchcraft. The friend escapes and I on the other hand doesn't for my own personal feelings. That part I am sure is not true, the next part is a bit iffy. My friend is in the forest and calls out my nickname 'Sme-chan !' More like a scream of terror and I pull out this sword and attack with it, sending this huge wave of light at it. The enemy comes and accuses me of hiding in this human form >.> <.< not something that happens every day in my dream. I was a little annoyed and the people, god fearing christians were afraid of me and the enemy. I reacted with adding shields saying the number 21. I woke up and my shields were up, strange as it may be. I mean, yeah I could sense there was something outside and I didn't know what was up. But I mean, the number 21 ? I tried it again today and it works still. I wonder what is so special about the number 21.

[Lady Takara]

So I'm learning Reiki and I've talked to Karen about it, so I'll be writing about Reiki as a healing technique soon after this week. The hard part is focusing on just the healing, because it can so easily go directly into something else or easily relate to something else. It's still energy manipulation but yaaaah.

[Lady Takara]

So to continue on with my Reiki experiences (sp?), my mom's left foot hurts a lot, so I reiki it from time to time and the pain goes away. Um, last night I went the free reiki class. It was.....weird. I stepped into the room and was meeting the other people and I heard, "an angel alone, eh?" I was flabbergasted and didn't know what to say or do, I didn't even talk to the Reiki Master. I was a bit in shock through out. Then somehow when giving it to others >.> <.< some of the emotions I keep "locked down" came up, but in a way, thankfully the next person to be reiki-ed on was me ! It was very calming and soothing and a worthy experience. I near cried, which is a big thing >.> I don't cry. Normally that is. It is rare that I do.

But anyways I was a very nice experience ^_^

Uh when I got my first attunement, my guide revealed a kind of...."true form." I'm not sure if Guides have true forms or not. Maybe it's just the form he prefers the most after all.

I'm going to try to finish my Affirmations article and write the Reiki article soon too, so look for that!

[Lady Takara]

I'm going to be reading some new books, so I'll let you guys know how it goes. Hopefully I can put together lists of books people might be interested in.

Here are books that I am ordering, I'll tell you guys how it goes ^_^:
Light, medicine of the future : how we can use it to heal ourselves now / Jacob Liberman.
Mysticism and the new physics / Michael Talbot.
The field : the quest for the secret force of the universe / Lynne McTaggart.
The self-aware universe : how consciousness creates the material world / Amit Goswami with Richard E
The highly sensitive person : how to thrive when the world overwhelms you / Elaine N. Aron.
Suddenly psychic : a skeptic's journey / Maureen Caudill.
Quantum-touch : the power to heal / by Richard Gordon ; illustrations by Eleanor Barrow.
The four-fold way : walking the paths of the warrior, teacher, healer, and visionary / Angeles Arrie
The conscious universe : the scientific truth of psychic phenomena / Dean I. Radin.
Taking the quantum leap : the new physics for nonscientists / Fred Alan Wolf. --

[Lady Takara]

I've begun reading some of the books, I am not done yet. They are very intersting. Anyways, I'm kinda busy, so I won't be around as much. Stupid college stuff.

[Lady Takara]

Been deathly busy sadly. But I have been doing a lot AP wise. I travel through the various dimensions usually, but I've picked this one to say in for a while. My onii-chan is there too, it's all good.

Anyways dream wise, I've been having a lot of dreams the past week about people leaving me. There is a lot of nightmares that are coming back to me. It is really unpleasant, normally I am not scared of dreams. I guess with out realizing, it was congruent with the guy I love leaving me. Since I don't want to much drama here, I am leaving it at that.

I've discovered that my connection to my "source" keeps me safe from various energies nowadays. I've had someone from PsiWorld who I have gotten to know lately give me a wonderful construct that help keeps the big bads away from me. I hate dealing with spirits. Just imagine a glow-in-the-dark figurine, that is me in the energy/spirit world I guess. I keep it toned down with my shields, but it isnt enough all the time. This construct is really good. I no longer have to lift a finger and I can walk without fear. Sure some beings bother me, but less now.

Someone described how they read/feel about me through an image. irulana.deviantart.com/art/Angel-of-Ice-54605545 That is the image. It made me giggle. I have energy wings >.>

[Mr.Experiment]

Yo.

Welcome back =D
Haven't Seen You Post In A While.


~Jano

[Lady Takara]

kagexcore said:

Yo.

Welcome back =D
Haven't Seen You Post In A While.


~Jano

Thanks.

People, you probably notice, I am no longer a mod. I just cannot do it right now. There is to much going on in my life to be around here as much. I'll be in here and there, coming in like the gust of the wind. This was a personal choice that I discussed with Jedi Karen and decided this was the best choice. I have to take care of myself, you know? I hope you guys all take care of yourselves too.

I had a really cool dream two nights ago. About elves. It has faded a bit, but boy was it an adventure. I was an elf too. It was kind of like the Last Alliance or some event from the Silmarillion. I think I have been reading and watching to much about Lord of the Rings lately. Though, in the dream, I ended up being...corrupted. There was this one spot we no longer went. The various elves had separated, but some darkness was in that part of the ruins. Something from the deep. Awaiting. Yet it was not a creature, it was some kind of force, evil of course, or at least dark, darker than I am in any form or way. I was not entirely corrupted, there is enough light in me to fend myself from any darkness. It is just my soul, the way it is, that way I are (bad english XD but sounds cool).

[Lady Takara]

I'm still kicking around. My grandfather died recently. Before any goes I am sorry, are you okay? I am fine. I miss him. But I can deal with and accept my grief and continue to move on. Besides, I really don't have much regrets, besides not getting to see him as much. Anyways his spirit came around. How did I know? Well everyone has a distinct energy signature and even if I could not describe it, his ghost was it and I just knew. Later on he left and I could tell he moved on. As to where I am not sure, but that is a mystery.

I am getting back into my tarot card readings. My reiki as good as ever. If I ever get the money, I am going to take Reiki 2. That's all for now.

[Lady Takara]

Still around. We know that quite well. I always spend enough time every day attending to myself. Basicly I balance myself out, get rid of any and all negative energy, ground myself, perform reiki on myself. I am trying to learn Tech, which is all in good. I am beginning to meditate. Most of the time, I just center myself. You do not know how many times, that you can be thrown off your 'center.'

Hey if you guys one day see a cafe most likely called "The Tarot Cafe" that'll be mine most likely. I want to have one, one day. I hate cities, but that is not something I would not mind doing. I love doing tarot readings, I love food, coffee, tea, chai, etc. I also love pastries >.> talk about a lovely combination. So if I set myself up enough as a graphic designer, maybe I can one day manage to have that shop/cafe place ^^.

As for everything in my real life - I am done with my graduation portfolio and I am done with the first 1/2 of my AP Art portfolio. I am helping my Auntie set up her buisness and setting myself up as a graphic designer. I have a new website. I am going to Anime Boston. All in all, pretty good. Ups and downs are there too, but nothing I cannot handle.

[Fearn]

Cool! It's nice to see updates from you. Hope you're doing well. We all miss you.