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Post by danmh on Aug 6, 2006 21:09:12 GMT -5
I've known how to move psi around my body for a long time, but never really knew what it was (or did anything with it). My most recent experience was actually last night. I had read a thing or two about psi and flaring on this board. I had a dream that I was in bed and I felt psi in my bed, like I normally do. But this time, when I looked at my hand, I had the desire to flare it. It did flare a bit, but I didn't see a ball, I saw it flowing from my hand like thick smoke, though it was translucent. The feeling was very extreme, and I was more surprised than anything else. I am going to start seriously training by using meditation to help me visualize....I wrote a small tutorial of sorts in the psi ball section on meditation and psi balls. Well, all for tonight.
-DanMH
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Post by danmh on Aug 7, 2006 22:29:26 GMT -5
Last night I tried feeling and creating a psi ball. I think I went to far as I tried to flare it as well. I found it difficult to feel psi for some reason. I was expecting to feel heat, or cold. I really didnt feel a temp increase, but later on I did feel tiny pricks in my fingers....of course this was after I was done training for the night, so I did something right just took longer than I had thought it would.
Tonight I will be meditating trying to gather psi, nothing more. But there is more to it. I will draw a place that I can go to in my mindscape, I will visualize it first. After I have done this I will gather psi from this place, basically gathering it from myself, letting it flow in a cycle, just feeling the pleasure of my psi in me and around me. Afterwards possibly forcing it outward like a flame around my body....guess I'm not just gathering psi like I said I was ,lol.
-DanMH
BTW: I dont mind if anyone wants to comment in this thread. I'll just use something to seperate my logs from whats conversation.
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Post by danmh on Aug 8, 2006 12:33:40 GMT -5
Log:
Last night I began meditating about midnight, using music (it was a carribean meditation music, its really nice to listen to). I tried to imagine a mindscape that I had drawn (for reinforcement)....I didnt create that one, I forget where the post I saw that is on this forum, lol. It kinda worked, its something I need to practice with. While this was happening I breathed in white light and breathed out blackness, doing this almost caused an OBE, though I held myself back cause of inexperience on my part. About 30 mins in I decided to train with psi balls. I found it hard to really know when I was making psi flow cause I dont feel hot or cold, or tingling...however, I did start to feel a rush of psi a couple mins later and found the space between my hands becoming more "crowded". I tried to make my hands touch, I was able to move them toward each other for maybe 1/4 inch, then they stopped and it felt like they were starting to be pushed away from each other back to where they started. I knew I had created a psi ball! Fortunatley it seems that being excited only helps it, unlike lucid dreaming, in which being excited causes you to wake up, lol. I tried to put a but more into it, put it didnt seem like that was going to happen, so i concentarted on keeping it. That went pretty well, I think I held it for another min or 2, then I threw it toward the ceiling, nothing happened (thankfully and also to my disappointment, lol).
That was all for last night. Tonight: I will try another psi ball, that, meditation, and feel the flow of psi while listening to my music (same as last night)
-DanMH
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Post by danmh on Aug 9, 2006 22:34:01 GMT -5
I need to go about things a different way. I try to do too many things at one time. I need to learn how to meditate better, this will open up everything else for me. I made a psi ball last night, nothing like last night, oh well. I would ove to AP, I saw a couple members are very experienced in the astral, as they are there all the time. i was wondering if they know, or if someone else knows, if someone on the astral can help someone in our plane AP to the astral, like provide a spark for the AP? Ok, meditation tonight, and in the morning, maybe try OBE or psi ball, I'll see.
-DanMH
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