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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 16, 2006 23:55:26 GMT -5
Sunday, September 17, 2006 Bout to go do Hemi-Sync and I haven’t updated in a while so. PSI Training- At this point do I even need to say what I’m doing? Electrokinesis- Whole arm went numb and I got shocked by the sink. So that was kind of sweet. OBE, Astral- Kind of stopped practicing seeing as my mom just went into chemotherapy. I’m worried about her and stuff, plus I’m caught up in band, AND my dad is being a jackass about staying at our house. So, all the stress would affect my performance, and I want to get 110% out of this training. Empathy/Healing- The cut that my “friend” gave me is healing up slower then when I was doing it, so that’s good. Bad thing was, the healing affect backfired a lil bit. Around the cut there were smaller cuts that weren’t there before. So I guess I cut myself on accident trying to heal the original cut >,< . Really want to start to make a Empathy Shield, I hate these freaking headaches I’m getting everyday. Can’t tell if there from other people or if it’s I’m overtraining. Other-<3 PsiWorld 4 eva! [you] SomeRandomKid[/you] EDIT: Lol, bumped to page 2!
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 19, 2006 20:23:01 GMT -5
Quick updates here before I go down to do my AP training...
Psi Training-Psi ball, psi shield, psi wheel...Man this is starting to get boring.
Electro-Starting to feel it better and better, I think I made a very thin string of electricity between my index and thumb.
Empathy- no new experiences
OBE Astral- Third day now that I have attempted to OBE...And I fall asleep...Starting to get a little frustrated with myself. But tonight, I will do it.
Other- I have a dislike for school...
[you]SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 20, 2006 5:29:05 GMT -5
Wednesday, September 20, 2006. 6:24 A.M.
Not the full blown update like normal, which will be later tonight.
Okay, I was SOOOOOO close to having my first AP. I had a dream about being at school fighting with this jerk around my band friends. He pushed me, but I didn’t feel it…So then I thought “This isn’t real-life, it’s a dream…” And kept repeating this to myself, I opened my eyes to find out my hemi-sync cd was playing, and I had some MASSIVE vibrations that I have never felt before. Then, I couldn’t sleep the rest of the night, angry at myself for moving around and not even thinking out trying to AP. Tonight, I’m going to try it sooner, like at 8:00 PM rather than my normal 10:00 PM this way, I won’t be so tired and stuff, plus everyone is asleep so I won’t be interrupted. Off to school!
[you]SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 27, 2006 19:22:50 GMT -5
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
I’ve been gone for some time now, semi-frustrated at myself for not being able to “float out of my body in my REBAL.” But, now I fall asleep without fear, knowing that if I snap out of a dream, I have a sliver of a chance to OBE.
Psi Training- Few days have gone by and I’ve had some nice results. PSI wheel isn’t moving to swell…But, before band started, I made an extremely dense PSI ball. I held it in my hand is wind rushed by, on the top of my hand, I felt the wind fly across my skin. But, in my palm, where I held the PSI Ball, no wind came. It was as if the wind was moving around it. Delighted by the fact I achieved this, I held it in my hand until band started, getting to know the feeling. I tried hard to make it flare, but I saw nothing. Once band started, I had this massive most outrageous headache, probably my worst overload yet. One small step to mastering PSI, one giant leap of my belief in PSI.
Electrokinesis- Another few awesome things happened here, one, I drained almost all the battery from my cell phone (note: the thing was off…and it had like, half a bar of battery left.) After like 10 minutes of trying to calm myself down by clenching tight on my phone, I started to feel something push my hand away from my cell phone. Then, I felt a surges of energy, flowing throughout my body. Once my mom showed up, I flipped open the phone and saw that the battery had like, a little sliver of energy left. ME 1, Phone 0. Also, this morning I was getting prepared going to school, searching desperately for my drill (was gonna get a detention if I forgot it another day) and saw the T.V. was on. I rushed over to turn it on and as soon as my hand touched it, a loud *CRACK* noise boomed out of the speakers, followed by ripples of the black and white dots for about 10 seconds. I looked awkwardly at it, and continued my searching. Later on the bus, I asked myself…Why would that of happened? How did I do it? Can I do it again? I haven’t tried yet, but once people aren’t at the house, I’ll try it on our little T.V. upstairs.
Aero- Trying hard to call wind and move it around. Going to try to move the PSI Wheel with Aero tonight.
Empathy/Healing- I’m find cut marks and scratches of the same wounds I’ve healed…The cut my “friend” gave me a week ago that’s on the bottom of my wrist, and identical shape of cut has appeared on my left knuckle. I measured each cut and examined it, they both look the same. I’m dumbfounded by how this has happened. I’ve given up healing for a while, so my stupid emotions won’t cause anymore “backfires.”
OBE/Astral- Last night…Had a funky dream…I really don’t wanna talk about it. If you want to know, msg me on AIM/YIM.
Other-I’m gonna get grounded soon because I don’t have the greatest grades in the world…So don’t wonder why I’m off for a while.
[you]SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 30, 2006 20:41:28 GMT -5
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Just got back from BOA Competitions, we didn’t even place.
PSI Training- none
Electrokinesis- Started to storm this fine afternoon, decided to put my electro skills to the test. I wanted to make a bolt of lightning to hit close to the bus I was in, had a few problems show up. One: The bus is moving and it’s extremely hard to concentrate on the ground, so I was trying to focus on trees and stuff. Two: The bus is EXTREMELY LOUD, so it was really hard to concentrate. Three: I was doubting myself. BUT, I managed to pull it off. First attempt: Wanted the sky to flare up right above the bus, success. Second attempt: Bring a lightning bolt down to the ground, I saw a lightning bolt hit the ground where I was looking, but not sure if it was mere coincidence. Third attempt: Rapid flares of lightning in the general area I’m looking, the sky lit up at least 3 times in a minute. At this point, my head is pounding, and I fall asleep. After a half hour, we are home ( Trip from BOA’s to the school was about a 2 hour ride.) My dad pick us up and begins to drive us home, it starts to POOOOOOUR!!! So, I’m just messing around and I concentrate on this old house that is at this stop light. Focusing…Focusing…Light turns green, off we go. 10 seconds later, lightning bolt flares and looks like it made contact with the house, I just kind of smile, and we make a turn. Fun fun day.
OBE/ Astral- None
Other- Grades are coming in soon…I’m ready for the worst…
[you]SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Oct 6, 2006 23:08:15 GMT -5
Been sick with the flu, soar throat, and a very deep migrane. Sorry for not updating. Dunno what it is, empathy kicking in feeling my mom's pain, or natural pain from stupid crap I've done. The headache was random, I know I didn't overload doing anything, so it just must've been from something stupid as well. Well, now I'm back, and going to start my training back up.
[you]SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Oct 11, 2006 18:50:47 GMT -5
Got my braces off yesterday, and the fact that I keep having crap loads of homework, band, and visitation with my dad, I really am having a hard time with finding time for any PSI stuff. I really want to get back on schedule with training, like they say 'Once you stop, it's hard to do. Once it's hard to do, you quit. The second you quit, it's gone.' Well, I'm off to go practice.
[you]SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Oct 18, 2006 17:37:41 GMT -5
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 An actual real update for once in a few weeks. I¡¦m not sure what the heck has happened to me, but I¡¦ve seen many people's auras today. Cool, but freaky at the same time. PSI Training- Coming smooth, I'm feeling the PSI ball better and trying to move the PSI wheel more, right now I can only kind of shake it. I'm also able to see the aura of it with my eyes closed. Electro- Still working on some stuff like getting static electricity without rubbing or hooking myself up to stuff. The Storm thing still gets me ;D Empathy/Healing- Nothing Aero- Still trying call wind and all that greatness, have yet to have a successful attempt as I did with it at school that one day. Astral/OBE-Can now do the barrel roll with my astral body lol. I rolled around for like 10 minutes straight, so much fun. Also, almost got out again, but this time I was awake. I felt my astral body seeping out of my skull, like a gas or a cloud if you will. And I was just so excited I opened my eyes, thinking I would open my astral. EXCEPT, I opened my physical eyes, it BURNNNNNNNNNNNED like a mofo and I had to get out of the trance for I couldn't concentrate anymore and my eyes were watering. So close, yet so far . Other Stuff- Hey, any of you band peoples in Ohio, I hope you come to the band competition thing Saturday at Tusc. County [you] SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Nov 5, 2006 4:00:30 GMT -5
Sunday, November 05, 2006 4 o’clock AM
Wow, it has been forever since I’ve updated… Much to talk about.
PSI Training- attempting now to get the PSI wheel to move in two complete circles clock-wise and then counter clock-wise under a glass jar. Doing well, I just need a bigger freaking jar.
Aero- Wind calling doesn’t work as well as it did that one day. I can only get a slight breeze, it feels like someone has one of them mini fans by my hand.
Electro- My hand keeps on numbing up around electric stuff it’s not even funny. I was listening to Hemi-Sync on my IPod Nano during my lunch period, was massively loud but I got some good out of it. And once I woke up from focus 12, my head felt like it could float away, and my arm felt like I just got a huge jolt of electricity through it.
OBE/Astral- I actually stopped doing this because of school and that crap. But now, I’m gonna get back to my daily “Let’s try and get out of body” thing going on again. I don’t wanna get to attached to Hemi-Sync so every other day I go through the process minus the music. I find it to be a lot easier.
And, something happened to one of my friends. Apparently, she had an OBE as she was watching that new celebrity ghost hunting show. She possibly jumped out of body and was looking directly at her body. I don’t know all the details yet, she’s suppose to send me an e-mail about it.
Other- MARCHING BAND IS OVER!!! So happy, no more after school practice. We scored a 2 at the state competition for those of you who know what that means. And, my mom is done with chemotherapy and my dad and I are going to build me a brand new computer, so I might not be on for a while.
Might update this later tonight. [you] SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Nov 25, 2006 16:12:14 GMT -5
Hehe, I keep going inactive. Sorry about that, schools been killing me and my dad and I just got my new computer hooked up. So now I'm back and here are my massive updates. PSI Training- Can finally see the PSI ball. It looks like an outline of either air or blue. My hand either gets really cold or really warm depending on the weather outside. The only really nice flare I got was in my English class. I was playing around with my pencil trying to get it to budge, then outta nowhere, a decent sized flare of blue energy erupted from my hand and pushed the pencil. Was amazing experience, wish I could get it to flare again.I also can move the PSI wheel easily now. Still need to find a bigger jar though. Psychokinesis-Manipulating electricity is getting easier. My arm keeps numbing up on me when I'm sitting around electronics, kind of annoying. Haven't tried anything with air lately, although I can still call it to my hand. Manipulating fire hasn't gone anywhere seeing as I can't play with it. And ya... Astral Projection- Had my "First" Projection in a conscious state. Was laying on my bed going to Focus 12 on my own. And decided to give pushing my astral self out, best part is it worked. I was standing in my room, but it was dark and I could only see outlines of objects. I was going to turn around and see if my body was there, but I decided against it and just stood there awestruck that it worked. So, yay for me. Other Stuff- I found a really nice book on Astral Projection called: Astral Projection and the Nature of Reality: Exploring the Out-of-Body State By: John Magnus Clicky for Pic, Price, etcI'm only a little ways in, but its a nice read. [you] SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Dec 17, 2006 19:52:03 GMT -5
Sunday, December 17, 2006
I've been really inactive for a really long time, and I appologize for that. Between school, band, lessons, I really don't have a whole lot of time to do anything. I promise myself this time to stay active on this site. So, updates.
PSI Training- I keep playing with this in classes while I'm bored. I make the ball and feel the "magnetic field" in my hand. I heat it up, cool it down, try to make a breeze, all sorts of stuff. I've actually made a construct that is a Fire Dog I guess you could say. He goes around, heats me when I'm cold, gathers energy, and just stay's by my side. It's pretty sweet. ;D
Psychokinesis-Manipulating electricty has been brutal to me when I go into Circut City or Best Buy. I constantly shock stuff like myself, my folks, electronic equitment, all sorts of things. Manipulating fire I haven't worked a whole lot on. Manipulating wind is sweet to do. Every now and then I'll try to make a draft and blow someones paper on the floor or something.
Healing- Kind of gave up on it for a little while. Many unknown brusies have been showing up on my body. It's weird.
Astral Projection- Finished the book. Some of the guys idea's work some don't. He has a great outlook of how OBE's work and he has had some decent one's himself. He talks about "Rolling Out" a lot. I might post how to do it later in Astral Projection section.
Other- 5 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS BREAK (For me atleast!) ;D
[you]SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Jan 3, 2007 20:45:24 GMT -5
Wendsday, January 3, 2007Wow, well, Happy New Year to everyone here at PSI World. Always feel kind of bad when I come here because I say I'm gonna try and keep in touch but never do. Not like I'm of importance here anyway . PSI Training-Going back to the PSI Wheel, and it moves easier and easier every time I try it. I'm desperately trying to make flaring PSI balls, not to show off, but to get people to believe in PSI. Also, I am teaching myself how to "Blast" people. I know it's against what we are all about here, but it is also to prove a point, much like flaring. Psychokinesis-Other than the fact my arm is constantly numbing up when I'm around electronics, nothing new. Astral Projection/OBE's/Dreams- I've added "Dreams" to the log for they are, I guess, a type of OBE. Astral Projection isn't coming so hot as I haven't done any exercises, but I am doing a lot of Imagery exersices such as walking around in fields, standing under a waterfall, that kind of stuff. I've been having dreams a lot more frequently then usual. Sweet thing is, I can remember my dreams because I know they are important so files them as "Important" where other people just throw out the their memory. A very weird dream I had the other day was I was at some high tech, space fortress thing. I had no idea what was going on other than something was attacking us. I was equiped with this heavy like spacesuit armour and some big freaking gun. Half-way thorugh this, after I had just been shot by something, I realized there is no freaking way I could of lived through that and I was dreaming. I then took control of the dream and started floating. And off I was to try and fly to the outter edges of this dream where's I may have a chance for an OBE. Then, outta nowhere, I started had a precog dream, where I found some website on the internet, and the cool thing is, I found it! www.metagifted.org/The site is about Indigo Children, probabbly influenced by me reading Karen's report about them. I'm currently reading about it so I may be able to help one of my friends decide if she is an indigo child. She has the aura, and she basicly matches all the characteristics of one, so I believe she could be one. Other- I may be moving, so ya. [you] SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Feb 8, 2007 22:53:53 GMT -5
Thursday, February 8, 2007 I've moved into a new home, closer to where my grandpa lives. Lovely little house, big living room, 3 bedrooms, kitchen, dining room, big basement, I'm loving it ;D . Psychokinesis- Everything is going crazy...I haven't meditated for like 2 weeks (school needs to go somewhere outta my life) I'm shocking anything and everything I touch. From people to metal, and it's pissing the **** outta me. At first I was messing around, zapping my cat all around the house, then I couldn't get it to stop. I can still make PSI Balls, spin the PSI wheel and all that great shiz, but I just wanna stop shocking people/getting shocked. Astral/OBE's/Dreams-I haven't been trying to Astral Project at all (again, thanks school) but I still really want to try and visit the astral planes, I have lots of questions that I would like to be answered. Empathy/Healing- This, has also been driving me nuts. Today, two of my friends really got into a big fight, I will not go into detail with it because of all of the swearing that went on, but in the end my one of them had a half a cup of milk on his head. Besides the point, during all of this craziness I was overwhelmed with a series of emotions, from anger to embarrassment, sad to hyper, it was nuts. Tonight I'm going to see if I can set up a construct that will be able to stop it. Werewolf/lycanthropy..?-If anyone knows anything about this, please please please, PM me. I have just been , I guess, "Awakened" by a series of weird emotions, pains, blood-lusts, and other sorts of things I can't put into words. As most of you may know, a full moon was just a few days ago. During the 3 day period the moon was full, I was in pain in the morning (legs, arms, neck, head) and full of energy at night. Also, during the night, it felt like something wanted to be free. The one friend I talked about above (Mr. Milk on his Head) is supposibly also a werewolf. We've been talking about stuff such as this and clarified these were symptoms of a werewolf. So again, anyone who may be or thinks they may be a werewolf, please PM me and maybe we can converse over some Instant Messenger or something. Thanks all who read this. [you] SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Feb 11, 2007 20:33:54 GMT -5
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Nothing much to talk about, I've been at my dad's place all over the weekend. Tonight though I'm gonna stay up, meditate, try to Astral Project, or try and create a mind scape I can train in. Ya...
[you]SomeRandomKid[/you]
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Post by somerandomkid on Feb 15, 2007 20:41:32 GMT -5
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Been a good week, had three snow days in a row, gave me some time for meditation and socializing with friends.
Psychokinesis- Little bit of everything. PSI ball wise, I've made about 10 of them and tried to hit a piece of paper I stood up. Fell down half of the time, only thing that I don't know about is if the wind or I knocked it down. Electrokinesis has calmed down a little, only time I tweaked was I went to grab some wood for the fire we had going, and I sent a jolt of electricity out of my hand into the wood. It was a little damp from the snow, so I could see why that happened. Also, I'm started to be able to read peoples minds, I'm finishing peoples sentences without even meaning too. It's kind of funny.
Astral/OBE's/Dreams- Two nights ago I almost had a successful pull out of my body. I went down to my bedroom to go to sleep and went to Focus 10. Instead of just trying to float up to the 90 degree angle that I normally try, I tried moving one body part at a time. First I raised my right arm, and it felt like it had a giant rubber band on it that was trying to pull it back in. I got my astral arm straight up in the air, and then did my left arm. I felt the same resistance here. Then I tried my torso, and I snapped out of the trance. My physical arms were still on my bed, but my torso was up in the air. I fell back on my bed, a little discouraged, and dozed off to sleep. When I was going to wake up, I got blasted with about 5 different dreams that I couldn't recall any of them. This has been happening ever since I started doing Lucid Dreams. It's really annoying, but I'm not starting to do Dream Recall, so I can go through the dreams that I "Missed."
Werewolf/lycanthropy- The pain has gone away, but about a day ago, I went on this crazy blood lust thing where I lost control and cut a big deep cut in my arm and drank it. It didn't hurt at all when I was cutting it, and no this wasn't because I am emo. And I also know that your own blood should not satisfy you if you are a Blood Vampire/ Werewolf, but it just was so good I can't describe it. I'm trying to research about werewolves, but there is scarce amounts of information about them. So again, if you have any information about them, please PM me or contact via MSN.
Other- Lol@Anne Nicole Smith for dieing. (Sorry, but I find it hysterical)
[you]SomeRandomKid[/you]
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