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Post by somerandomkid on Aug 26, 2006 21:26:18 GMT -5
Saturday, August 26, 2006.
I've decided to start my own journal log of my training. I'm soon going to try and AP for the first time and I'm kind of excited as to what might happen. Other then that, I tend to continue working on Electokinesis and Psi. Adios for now.
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Post by somerandomkid on Aug 27, 2006 7:07:39 GMT -5
Sunday, August 27, 2006 Yesterday I attempted my first AP; I couldn't "separate" from my physical body. But, I think I did manage to slip out a little, because my whole vision was engulfed in a dense blue fog-like-thing (looked similar to a blue PSI Ball but the color was everywhere) Once I opened my eyes, realizing I may have separated, I had a massive headache. Today, I woke up and started my day creating a PSI Ball to get my PSI moving. And I decided to try and AP again, cept I read that it was easier to sit up and AP rather then lay so I sat up straight. Meditated for a while, then I tried to AP to the edge of my bed. Didn't work, there was no blue fog, no massive tingling feeling, nothing. But, my cat interrupted me  Maybe that was the reason. I dunno, but I will today begin RV training as I'm starting to read on in forums, seems RV is an important ability that goes with Projection. And if anyone actually reads this, could you answer this question please? Every time I open my eyes from an attempt to AP, I feel stiff and have a massive headache, is this normal? [you]SomeRandomKid[/you] |
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Post by somerandomkid on Aug 28, 2006 18:27:01 GMT -5
Monday, August 28, 2006 Again I tried to AP at like 11PM last night. I felt like my upper body was trying to separate and be pulled out, as when I was finished trying it was stiff and I could barely move my arms and. Except, there was no headache, yay! Bothers me that I can't separate, but I've read it takes quite some time before being to successfully separate.  I hope I'll get to separate later in the year. I want to be able to see all of these Temples and Planes, and I want the adventure that everyone talks about so much when they AP. But, I also want to learn about the Astral Planes and Temples and what they are. [you] SomeRandomKid[/you] |
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Post by somerandomkid on Aug 29, 2006 5:52:27 GMT -5
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 *sigh* I didn't do anything last night do to the fact I was tired from school. Felt disappointed that I didn't practice. But, I'll get back at it tonight. Well, I'm off to school. EDIT: Mkay, in class about 7:25(was waiting for first period to start) was working on shielding, and failed. So I just played around making PSI balls and seeing if I was able to move a pencil or something of mine, also failed  . Oh well, I'll get there ^^. [you]SomeRandomKid[/you] |
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Post by somerandomkid on Aug 30, 2006 5:44:21 GMT -5
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Last night again I tried to AP. Accidentally fell asleep… I was upset when I woke up, but there is also tonight. I just can’t make a habit of not practicing. So, I think I’m gonna make a few PSI balls at school and on a bus (yes, I ride a big yellow bus lol) and see what I can do with it. Other then that I haven’t been doing anything else. I really wanna AP, and I wont stop till I do >,<
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Post by somerandomkid on Aug 31, 2006 15:21:04 GMT -5
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Well, today I worked on PSI balls my 1st period and didn’t really do anything else to day. Got crap loads of homework and band really tires me out so when I finally get to the point when I regularly AP I’m so tired mentally and physically that I just fall asleep. Mom is telling me to get off and do it so I’m off. I’ll update tomorrow morning.
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 2, 2006 16:21:36 GMT -5
Sorry for not posting in a while, for anyone interested in reading my crap >.> PSI training- Still making plenty of PSI balls... Make like 4-10 a day now without meditation, always a plus. I'm thinking of making a PSI wheel soon because I moved a freaking pen cap with my tk! Was soooooo excited that I could move stuff!!! So tonight, making a PSI wheel and practice practice practice  Electrokinesis- Really need to start back up on maintaining and keeping the though of electricity surging through my body when i don't need it >.< Just not to long ago, was browsing in JediKarens AP Log, love your old journal entries and thinking of sending you an e-mail about your newer ones ;D , and my whole fudging hand got zapped by my mouse and my hand was numb for like 10 mins. *sigh* I still want to be able to control it so once I get into the Astral Plane, might ask if I can get help for it. Astral Projection, OBE's- None...Still trying hard to separate from my body. Once that happens, I'll be flipping out. Other Stuff- First week of school is over ( thank goodness...) And the New Phila Quakers are kicking some butt in football last night was close though, 20-21. The marching band is trying me out mentally, physically, and emotionally. But, I'll get passed it. Updating tomorrow. Au demain! (rofl I'm taking French in High School) [you]SomeRandomKid[/you] |
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 3, 2006 21:10:06 GMT -5
I'm taking the week off for psi because I got a fricken huge headache that won't go away. Dunno if it's empathy since my mom had a migraine this morning. We'll see tomorrow.
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 4, 2006 11:54:23 GMT -5
Monday, September 04, 2006
Okay, still got a major headache, and so does my mom. I HATE IT AND I WANT IT TO GO AWAY!!! *cough* Hehe…I’m dling the Hemi-Sync program to see if it works. If it does, sweet, if it doesn’t, I really don’t care. But, from reading on PsiPog and other websites, I’ve heard great results. So we’ll see, got about 4 hours more of dling to go (stupid thing is 1.57 G O.O)
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 5, 2006 18:20:07 GMT -5
Tuesday, September 5, 2006
Okay then, well. I started the Hemi Sync program and it works DIVINELY. I strongly recommend it for the newer people to OBE and Astral Projection. Although I’m not to OBE’s yet, I have experienced many new things. Time for a cap of me training ^^.
PSI Training- Still making PSI balls, made my first shield yesterday with help of hem sync. Felt really warm and I felt safe, was awesomeness and a half.
Electrokinesis- No new updates.
Astral, OBE- Well, I’m on focus 10 in the hemi sync program (means the physical body is asleep, but the mind is aware and awake.) I THINK I felt the vibrations everyone talks about, they were faint, but still. Can’t wait for tonight and other wonderful adventures await me in the program. *claps excitedly*
Other Stuff- I have a first band competition is tomorrow, wish me luck…We need it.
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 6, 2006 15:31:57 GMT -5
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Weee!!! I'm off to a band show in a few mins and my sister has some friends coming over soon so I'm going to make this quick and brief.
Psi Training- Yet again, more psi balls, last night I made another shield which completely drains me. I got to work on that...
Electrokinesis- My fingers begin to tingle around electronic stuff, at the moment, I feel nothing. But, at school I feel it around like fans and the projectors.
Pyrokinesis- Holy crap, today in Science class we did an experiment that involved fire and we had to light stuff. I was holding an used match like a foot away from the original flame. My lab partner, who is one of my friends and has NO CLUE how to light a match, and I said in my mind "come-on light you stupid thing!" and the match that I was holding lit! I was like "OH MY GOSH!!!" So that’s something exciting that happened today.
OBE, Astral- Still pumping out programs from Hemi-Sync. Nothing yet, but I gave two of my friends the program and asked them to join PSIWorld. Don’t know if they will but we'll see. Also, I think I'm starting to hear my guide... I keep hearing like noises and stuff in my head, and it felt like someone had there hand on mine on the bus ride home...Kind of freaked me out.
Other Stuff- JediKaren, I left you a message in your hotmail about stuff and I don't think you read it yet >.>
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 8, 2006 15:14:58 GMT -5
M’kay, well I got one of my friends to like the program, now I’ll ask her about psiworld. She’s ecstatic with the Hemi-Sync program so far. So she wants me to burn copies for her. Now for updates we!
Psi Training- You know, same ole, same ole. Psi balls, psi shield, moving stuff.
Electrokinesis- Trying to shock stuff, isn’t working out as well as it used to.
Empathy- I think I’m getting in touch with empathy and healing. My mom is having headache/ migraines, and I think they are rubbing off on me. My reasoning, I’m fine once I wake up and once I see her, my head just begins to feel like its gonna explode. Same with my other friends, they had a headache or stomach ache or some other pain, and I get it… It’s starting to become annoying.
OBE, Astral- Starting on Wave II of the program. I’m going to do some more research on the different focus levels and that stuff.
Other-Football game tonight, driving 2 hours in a bus will be heck of a lot of fun…
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 10, 2006 9:39:04 GMT -5
Sunday, September 10, 2006 I’ll be waiting for the question answer section on the 13th. Until then, I’ll try to answer my questions about the astral myself. But, until then, read some updates Psi Training- Can now make a psi shield without mentally draining myself. I said I was going to make a psi wheel, and never did, so tonight I’m gonna make one and see if I can move it. (no new updates for electro, pyro, aero, or empathy) OBE, Astral- Two of my friends are now using Hemi-Sync and they love the calm feeling they get when they go to focus 10 (or the 10 state.) On the two hour bus ride home from wherever we went too…Can’t remember nor want to give out the name… My friend saw a black wolf with piercing yellow eyes running across the bus then it lashed out at him (note: he saw all of this with his eyes closed) I’m not sure what it was, but he didn’t keep his eyes closed long enough to find out. Other then that, nothing new and exciting. Other- Only got 3rd place at the band competition I talked about in OBE, Astral. |
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 11, 2006 20:23:54 GMT -5
Monday, September 11, 2006
We all know what today is, 5 year anniversary of 9/11/01, two trade marks of USA fall down before two terrorists who sacrificed there lives to kill thousands of innocent civilians. But, that day is over, and it’s time to put it in the back of our minds.
PSI Training- You know, PSI balls, PSI shields, PSI wheel…
Empathy- Some stupid person at lunch bit my left shoulder today…Been trying to heal it so it won’t scar. Don’t think that’s necessarily empathy, but I’ve healed myself before.
Telepathy- I’m starting to perceive messages a lot easier and frequently then before. <3 Hemi-Sync.
Thermokinesis- I don’t even think this is a true kinesis or not, but it’s the ability to warm and cool yourself. I’ve been doing this very frequently as I was inspired by the book The Giver to see if I could use my memories to obtain the feeling of warmth. It works so I was happy. Means I can heat myself up if I’m freezing my butt off.
OBE Astral- By the end of this week I should be done with Wave II. I’m actually feeling like my body is trying to separate, which is awesome. And I have a question if anyone could please answer. What are the “vibrations” and what do they feel like. When I’m in Focus 10 (mind awake body asleep) it feels like my body is on a waterbed. It bounces back and forth from my feet, to my shoulders and repeats. Dunno if these are actual “vibrations.” Please, if someone could tell me, that’d be much appreciated.
Other- School stinks, life’s boring, and I have two front teeth puncture wounds on my arm…
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Post by somerandomkid on Sept 12, 2006 18:58:03 GMT -5
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Downloading the Hemi-Sync program on her CD’s at the moment, so I’ll just pass time by writing in my log . PSI Training- Shield, Wheel, Ball…Ya know… Empathy/Healing-Today, I let one of my friends cut my arm (stupid as it sounds and no, I’m not emo.) She dug into my arm made it bleed, was expecting and wanting that to happen. Wanted to see if I could actually heal my physical wounds, I think it worked. After about a half hour there were signs of skin already trying to cover up and close the wound. Ecstatic as I was I continued and got almost half the cut gone. Maybe I am a natural empath/healer? We’ll see, but for now, I’m not gonna do any more damage to my body…Also, that bite mark from yesterday is bout a quarter ways healed, it’s pretty deep so I can’t really handle that much >.> So, in conclusion, I guess I can heal like scratches and that kinda stuff. OBE, Astral- Feeling vibrations I guess is a sign of almost to projection, so in a few CD’s and training/practicing I should be there . Other-Can’t wait till the chatroom thing about warrior hall and Jedi Temple ^.^ Got lots and lots of questions about both. |
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Maybe that was the reason. I dunno, but I will today begin RV training as I'm starting to read on in forums, seems RV is an important ability that goes with Projection. 
I hope I'll get to separate later in the year. I want to be able to see all of these Temples and Planes, and I want the adventure that everyone talks about so much when they AP. But, I also want to learn about the Astral Planes and Temples and what they are.
. Oh well, I'll get there ^^.