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Post by neopsychic on Sept 11, 2006 22:42:38 GMT -5
Log entry Number one Day 9-11-06 Last night I AP'd to the Meridian Temple after checking out JediKarens post I got a little worried. First of all there was now check in for me. But then again I didn't have the control to stay in on place. Since gravity seemed to have a mind of its own a tried to ask for help. An old man cam to talk with me. I asked him where I could find the temple of psychic training or a temple of training. He told me it was a temple with a tree for a door. I quickly entered the temple, being very curious as I was, I tried to walk down a corridor only to have random gravitational shifts through me from wall to wall. This place was filled with many people and 1 black snake, there might have been other creaters there too but come on now, its a snake for gods sake . Well I tried to ask for help once more. And once again the same old man came to help me. He came close to my face then everything sort of disappeared, well actually just the people. With random gravity still in place I asked if he could help me train my psionic abilities. I think he was thinking but then I noticed that I started to randomly be thrown about his close proximity (I had a little more control). As I awaited an answer the Hemi-sync tape started to say: its time to come back to focus 12 (i was in 21). Then I was kind of strapped for time as I was trying to keep from snapping back too early. I could most definitely feel myself bi locating at this point. In my physical body I felt a strong tingling sensation. In my astral body I looked to see what it was. The old man said it was a special item called a moon pendent that was used for psychic training. Before I snapped back to my physical body I took a good look at this moon necklace/pendant. I kind of had the feeling that I seen it before. I tried to "use" it when I awoke this morning but got nothing. I'm completely unsure as to how I should use it. Hopefully tonight I might be able to figure something out.
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Post by neopsychic on Sept 14, 2006 21:39:54 GMT -5
Log entry Number 2 Day 9-14-06
Grrrr, Well I've been trying to ween myself from the hemisync programs so that I can have a natural OBE without the electronics. Unfortuanatly without any outside noise (ie. Music, Hemi-sync signals) its been a real pain in the arse to keep myself from falling asleep. The best I can do is achieve Focus 12 with the help of some really low volume music. But still, I really can't find another way to remove the program and AP at night too. It just goes to show you that you can't have your cake and eat it too. I'm real curoius as to how everyone else is APing without fancy programs. I remember try to AP without noise and just ending up with the good old vibes. Thankfully I don't get scared by the vibes like I used to, but I doubt that I can stay up with nothing to focus on. It's not that I can't meditate or anything like that while I'm in bed, it's the fact that I just can't get into that "zone" of sleep/awareness/awakness and keep myself from passing out on the spot... From the looks of it I'll just keep the Hemi-Sync prog for OBE's in the night, other wise I'll just naturally do it during the day. If I ever get time, I'll try to AP during the day to make sure that the Hemi-Sync program is nothing more then a helpfull tool and not a crutch. God I hope it's not a crutch.
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Post by neopsychic on Sept 16, 2006 18:53:04 GMT -5
Log entry Number 3 Day 9-16-06
Success! I have been able to reach Focus 12 with some music at a midnight!!! Ah everything is going great. I figure it might take another week or 2 before I can OBE with just regular music like I am already trying.
As of now I'm kind of OBE deprived and I'm just going to throw on another Hemi-Sync track tonight. I still haven't figured out how to use that stupid Moon Pendent >:0
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Post by neopsychic on Sept 19, 2006 9:17:34 GMT -5
Log entry Number 4 Day 9-19-06 Getting excellent results with just using music to AP. I just really want to AP without the help of the stupid Hemi-sync program >.> Well I also had an OBE last night. I just HAD to go to back to the training temple. I was going to ask the old man about the item he gave me (even though he was standing on the ceiling.) But instead when I was talking to him a bit. Everything just sort of faded then a "angel" flew into sight. At first he was glowing then he kind of became visible. During this time I could see it was a man dressed in black with sunglasses and a pair of wings. Before I could say anything he announced that he was my spirit guide. Then 2 more people appeared out of now where, one was a woman and one was a old man that had a severe hunchback. The winged guide told me he was the one that watched over me. He said the woman also watched over me and mostly helped me with learning Japanese and other skills. The old man was supposed to give me wisdom, even though he never said more then 1 word at a time. I noticed I wasn't in the training temple anymore so I was going to ask where I was. But the winged guy just pulled out a sword and went crazy. Some how I made one appear as well. We fought for like 5-10 seconds before he stopped. He said he loved to fight, and told me I was injured. This was after my real hand started to hurt. I sent some psi there to stop the pain and after a minuet or so it became dulled. I then proceeded to ask about the moon pendent. The winged man spoke again and told me it would help me move psi around and feel it better. I was kind of disappointed but then I thought, whatever, as long as it works. Before I left the winged man gave me what looked like a flask and said that when I return (to the astral plane) if I want to call a council with my guides I'll I need do is to grab it. And then, and then, and then.... I went baibai
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Post by neopsychic on Sept 20, 2006 12:17:03 GMT -5
Log entry Number 5 Day 9-20-06
After looking at my last post I kind of realized that I'm doing a lot of stuff in just one night. But anyways back to the log. Last night I had my first OBE with only music!! And I also began to see the astral plane in the back of my eyelids like my real eyes were really open. Unfortunately it was just a small dot and not full vision but whatever, its progress right?
Ever since 2 days ago, I seem to be more in tune with my sub-c/spirit guides. I can now tell which ones are talking to me and it seems like they talk more often. Everything seems to be doing real great. Right now I have been getting back to energy manipulation again. Usually I don't practice at all or at the most 2-3 days. But for some reason I just really want to become good at it. Maybe some day I could flare psi bodies for my guides from the spirit side (<--lol I rhymed).
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Post by neopsychic on Sept 27, 2006 21:15:36 GMT -5
Log entry Number 5 Day 9-27-06 It's been such a long time since I posted but I really haven't had anything interesting happen lately until now that is! Well I haven't been OBEing in a long time (a few days but for this skill it feels like weeks). So now that I'm trying to get back into the swing of things I came up with some more OBE tips! One of the important things I learned was to keep a real good link/line between you and your sub-c, that way it makes it easier for them to help you out. Secondly, I think that charging your body full of psy sometime while numbing your body helps a great deal. It numbs the body faster and it might give you a better success rate in coming out. Other then that nothing else real interesting going on . But now that I think back, today I wanted to see if I was really charging psy to my hand and not just imagining it. I moved my hand while super charging the psy. Eventually, in like 30 seconds, my hand started to numb! Talk about psy overload. Also, I did make a pretty useful psiball with all that energy...
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Post by neopsychic on Oct 30, 2006 11:59:28 GMT -5
Log entry Number 6 Day 10-30-06 Took the chakra test today here are the results: Root: open (25%) Sacral: under-active (13%) Navel: over-active (81%) Heart: open (63%) Throat: over-active (88%) Third Eye: open (56%) Crown: over-active (94%) Still trying to OBE again, it's been over a month since I had one and I tried countless times to go back. I have figured the problem though, it seems I can't keep a single state of mind for a long time, therefor I can't achieve that release I need. The release is basically allowing my mind to day dream. After that comes the snap then I'm out. I might have to meditate to gain that steady train of trance that I need. But then again, I never had to meditate for anything that required experience in psy so I'll probably just make a few psiballs each day. Never did flare a psiball on command... This could be a very important experiment if I am able to figure out how a OBE works in a more in depth way. As soon as I test out the play with psy, maintain a trance thing, and test it... I just can't wait, I've been playing with psy for the past few hours and am ready to start. Just call me NP the psy-balla lol
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Post by neopsychic on Nov 14, 2006 21:52:53 GMT -5
Log entry Number 7 Day 11-14-06 Well there's good news and bad news. Bad news: I keep falling asleep and rolling over while listining to the hemi-sync program on my ZEN player. Note: Rolling onto earphones makes them break very very fast. Good News: Now I get to learn how to OBE without the Hemi-sync prog *sigh* this is not turing out very good for me. One a different note, I tried to trance using some music and just let natural thought take over. It seems to be working pretty well. Hopefully this will help me AP tonight
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Post by neopsychic on Dec 4, 2006 9:56:51 GMT -5
Log entry Number 8 Day 12-9-06 Everythings starting to get a lot better now. I have had an OBE without music!! I used Robert Monroe's Method which actually worked better then I thought it would. I've reposted the excript from a thread I made to make it easier to find as well as to help anyone else that might be interested ;D Note: The second and third paragraphs are extremely helpful Robert Monroe's Method In his book Journeys out of the Body [Mon71] Monroe describes a complicated-sounding technique for inducing OBEs. In part it is similar to other imagination methods, but it starts with induction of the 'vibrational state.' Many spontaneous OBEs start with a feeling of shaking or vibrating, and Monroe deliberately induces this state first. He suggests you do the following. First lie down in a darkened room in any comfortable position, but with your head pointing to magnetic north. Loosen clothing and remove any jewellery or metal objects, but be sure to stay warm. Ensure that you will not be disturbed and are not under any limitation of time. Begin by relaxing and then repeat to yourself five times, 'I will consciously perceive and remember all that I encounter during this relaxation procedure. I will recall in detail when I am completely awake only those matters which will be beneficial to my physical and mental being.' Then begin breathing through your half-open mouth. The next step involves entering the state bordering sleep (the hypnagogic state). Monroe does not recommend any particular method of achieving this state. One method you might try is to hold your forearm up, while keeping your upper arm on the bed, or ground. As you start to fall asleep, your arm will fall, and you will awaken again. With practice you can learn to control the hypnagogic state without using your arm. Another method is to concentrate on an object. When other images start to enter your thoughts, you have entered the hypnagogic state. Passively watch these images. This will also help you maintain this state of near-sleep. Monroe calls this Condition A. After first achieving this state Monroe recommends to deepen it. Begin to clear your mind and observe your field of vision through your closed eyes. Do nothing more for a while. Simply look through your closed eyelids at the blackness in front of you. After a while, you may notice light patterns. These are simply neural discharges and they have no specific effect. Ignore them. When they cease, one has entered what Monroe calls Condition B. From here, one must enter an even deeper state of relaxation which Monroe calls Condition C -- a state of such relaxation that you lose all awareness of the body and sensory stimulation. You are almost in a void in which your only source of stimulation will be your own thoughts. The ideal state for leaving your body is Condition D. This is Condition C when it is voluntarily induced from a rested and refreshed condition and is not the effect of normal fatigue. To achieve Condition D, Monroe suggests that you practice entering it in the morning or after a short nap. With eyes closed look into the blackness at a spot about a foot from your forehead, concentrating your consciousness on that point. Move it gradually to three feet away, then six, and then turn it 90 degrees upward, reaching above your head. Monroe orders you to reach for the vibrations at that spot and then mentally pull them into your head. He explains how to recognize them when they occur. 'It is as if a surging, hissing, rhythmically pulsating wave of fiery sparks comes roaring into your head. From there it seems to sweep throughout your body, making it rigid and immobile.' This method is easier than it sounds. Once you have achieved the vibrational state you have to learn to control it, to smooth out the vibrations by 'pulsing' them. At this point, Monroe warns it is impossible to turn back. He suggests reaching out an arm to grasp some object which you know is out of normal reach. Feel the object and then let your hand pass through it, before bringing it back, stopping the vibrations and checking the details and location of the object. This exercise will prepare you for full separation. To leave the body Monroe advocates the 'lift-out' method. To employ this method think of getting lighter and of how nice it would be to float upwards. An alternative is the 'rotation' technique in which you turn over in bed, twisting first the top of the body, head and shoulders until you turn right over and float upwards. Later you can explore further. With sufficient practice Monroe claims that a wide variety of experiences are yours for the taking. A thanks to this site for helping find the article. www.web-us.com/oobe/oobe.htm#Ophiel's%20'Little%20System
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Post by neopsychic on Dec 13, 2006 22:17:20 GMT -5
Log entry Number 9 Day 12-13-06
After using the above method I now realize how important it is to control the hypnogogic state that is required to OBE. Control is harder then I thought it would be after falling asleep becuase I thought I could prevent myself from doing so. It also seems I'm wasting a lot of time trying to practice to get the ability to OBE. *grr* I am going to have to be more through and carefull when training with this ability. One month of training should be way too long let alone three. I am ashamed that it has almost been a year and I have had not had the results I want. Two more months and I should be pro. I better be...
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Post by neopsychic on Jan 11, 2007 23:42:44 GMT -5
Log entry Number 10 Day 1-11-07
Well not much to write about, but I guess I'll just write down most of my psionic exeriences since the last month. Well a lot of lights flickering on and off is about the extent of my psionic abilities at the momement. I just don't have a lot of time to go around and work on TK even though I worked on it the whole summer. I feel as if I should train on something otherwise why call myself NeoPsychic if I can't distingish myself as something different then everyone else.
Since my parents aren't the type to celebrate my accomplishes in psionics, I think I should go back and try making psiballs again. (Yes again, this has got to be the 100th time I've said that. The problem is I'm basically deaf to the feelings of psiballs.) There's got to be something I can do... Gah, I hate this. Maybe I'll try what peabrain did in his log at psipog and let my sub-c do a few logs. Now that would be interesting!!
If anyone thinks they might need help with an expirement or needs help to solve a problem or anything like that let me know. I'm deathly bored.
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Post by neopsychic on Feb 3, 2007 13:11:40 GMT -5
Log enty Number 11 Day 2-2-07 I've got a lot of things to say and all of them are good this time. First of all me and JediK worked together and came up with the AeroKinesis Article (yay). For those readers out there who frequent the site, go check it out on the main page. This kind of leads me into what I've been up to lately. I've been retraining on my AeroPK and getting some very good results. I've also been talking to my sub-c and thats also going pretty good. Here's the link for the 30 ways to AP: groups.msn.com/HigherVibrations/30waystoachieveastralprojection.msnwthat way I won't forget it. One last thing, I've been working on a shielding artcle so expect it before Monday. After this I'm taking a break. JediK can be a real pain in the arse if you know what I mean. ie. What about this add more, Well what about those that haven't done PK?!?! *sigh* the list goes on and on.... (Just don't tell her that >.>) I went to psipog earlier this week and learned that they archieved and peabrain is working on his new site. Once it's done I'll post it up here and give it a little review. And finally, later this week I'll let my sub-c write a post.
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Post by JediKaren on Feb 3, 2007 13:47:56 GMT -5
lol
aww stop whining. The time you get the article looking really good, you've become a better writer, you learn more about the topic you're writing about, and you get the article on the front page. Yes I'm tough in what I'll accept in an article for the front page, but don't think I don't do all those things I'm making you do. I probably end up doing more.
I'll research the topic to death, I'll take notes, I might come up with an outline, I'll handwrite a draft, I add more notes to te draft. Then I'll type up the draft, proof read it a few million times, then give it to people to proof read it and check content, then send it to a site or two to test it and THEN finally post it on here. sometimes I have to practice the topic before I can write it. For my ap article I had to ap about 20 times in a row, trying to describe each step in my head. For my tk article, I did about two weeks of the psi wheel, and kept a diary, before I wrote about it.
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Post by neopsychic on Feb 4, 2007 1:39:20 GMT -5
I've had some experience writing. I've got like 500 pages in my room from writing two books. So I'm used to that style of writing. Manuals and guides are somewhat of a new thing for me. I make sure that when I type something, that it's right the first time. So there you have it folks, now you know something extra about me! Now if you excuse me... I've got an article to type.
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Post by neopsychic on Feb 6, 2007 23:27:45 GMT -5
Log entry Number 12 Day 2-6-2007
Here's a post by my sub-c enjoy. The second paragraph is Sukamoto talking the rest is Sabastion.
NP's sub-c here, um humm, what to say, I really don't know. Well let's start with me and Np. We've been friends for quite awhile. we love each other like the best of friends (in a very non-gay way of course). Well, I like snakes, the posion yellow ones ftw!! (I love that saying)I don't really have much to say. Me and NP are cool buds!! Uh, I really love GTO, great show.
Apples are good, they remind me of the sakura leaves during the winter. That reminds me of stitting in my house with a kimono, like a movie. Sugoi na. I really wish I was there. I trully miss the place. I think about Japan alot.
I love NP, such a cool guy, I wish I could have a drink with him in a pub. Head be so cool when he would drink, I would laugh. Then we could go out side in the mud and have a good old fist fight with some random people. I can already feel my knuckles on their face!!! I to be young again. That's me im a little awsome but hew what are you going to do abou it. I like Gorrilaz, great band. Oh and my name is Sebastion. I was a knight for those of you who didn't know. Well, thats it for know...
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