Silent's Progress.

[silent]

Entry 1 = 3:22am January 10th, 2007.

I've recently became very interested in psi and stumbled onto this site to learn about precognition.

Precognition - I believe I've had the gift of precognition since early childhood, it's as if I'm in a dream and the day goes by in what seems like an instant... I usually don't remember everything, but when it happens later on I usually get a hardcore "Duh, I knew that was gonna happen!" feeling. I'm hoping to learn to harness this ability and use it at will instead of just getting it at random times.

Kinesis - I'm not very familiar with this or the terms used in it, but the main thing I've heard about is the psi wheel. I'm VERY proud to say that the very first time I've ever attempted anything related to kinesis, I ended up sliding the psi wheel about 3 feet down my computer desk.

I was interested before, but I was suspicious about the whole subject... it just seems too amazing to be real. Now that I KNOW it's real I want to learn everything I can about it.

SAY HELLO TO YOUR NEW FORUM TROLL! I look forward to learning and expanding this skill with all of you in the future.

[silent]

Entry 2 = 10:23pm January 10th, 2007.

It seems the sliding psi-wheel was just me releasing my "psi-pressure". I've been able to spin the wheel rapidly counter-clockwise, fast enough for it to fall over almost every time I attempt it, but I've been unsuccessful at moving the tack again. It seems I'm unable to reverse the wheel and make it spin clockwise though.

Goals: I hope to be able to control the direction and speed of the wheel before tomorrow night.

[pressure]

well you've inspired me to find out what a psi wheel is. now i'm sitting here trying to make it move. it barely moves and vibrates. i can't get it to spin.

[silent]

Entry 3 = 1:55am January 11th, 2007.

I've partly achieved my goal in the last post, I am now able to stop the wheel within 3 seconds of trying. I got it reversed twice so far out of ten attempts, but both times it only spun once before stopping and going counter-clockwise again.

I'd like to thank Icerat for his posts on CryoK. It was very straight forward but I doubt I would have thought "cold" thoughts without actually seeing that posted somewhere. When attempting to lower the temperature of my hand I held a baking thermometer in my right hand and focused on it just as I do the wheel, just threw in some visualizations of snow/ice/hail/avalanches anything I found cold. I lowered the thermometer from 68* to 63*... 5* on the first go satisfies me!

What concerns me is that it felt REALLY cold, I had to stop after about 2 minutes of focus because I was afraid I would injure my hand. From body temperature {98*} to 63* would be a 35* difference, does that seem possible... I believe that's what I've accomplished.

EDIT :: I managed to move the psi wheel on video, I tried it covered but could only get it to wobble.

www.evilshare.com/04c58cf2-f295-1029-b2ec-00a0c993e9d6

It's a 14.94mb video, nothing huge/long, only 1min something.

[silent]

Entry 4 = 6:21pm January 11th, 2007.

I worked on the psi wheel for about 4 hours this morning, before my body gave out from lack of sleep and I had to rest. Just woke up and I think my mind has blocked me out or something, it just seems like I'm not moving anything right now.

It may be because what I saw when I slept, it's what woke me up. I was sleeping and I remember seeing the purple tendrils I use in my energy gathering technique, just flying past me like normal. As I watched and relaxed the tendrils turned on me and started grabbing at me and pulling at my clothes. Does anyone have any record of this "violent psi"? It scared me senseless and I'm wondering if I'm doing something wrong! Is it possible to draw energy from the wrong places and pissing something off?

As far as cooling myself again goes, I haven't tried it again... I don't really think I could right now anyway.

[pressure]

from what i've read fear can block telekinesis.

you should be in control of it though so unless something else is controlling it you should be safe. be careful where you get your energy from.

[silent]

Entry 5 = 1:29am January 13th, 2007.

So I've been reluctant to try visualizing again, after my encounter with whatever that "thing" was last time. I finally convinced myself that it was my imagination, and to sit down and get myself together again. It was very odd though, I seemed to go through my visualization just the same as always, but I feel different now. It's not necessarily stronger, but I think I have more control now. I was able to fully stop and reverse the psi wheel 3 times in a row within 3 seconds of willing it, as well as knock it over 2 of the 3 attempts.

Psi is most definitely a skill that is FAR from being mastered, I believe there's more to this than any of us have realized yet.

For now I'm going to move on to a straw and attempt to manipulate it, then hopefully on to pencils!

I do have one question that's been really bothering me, with psi it seems like you create your own reality... so would it be possible to fly? I want to achieve flight... more than anything in the world. It's always been my dream to be one with the wind and ride the skies.

If anyone has information on levitation/flight PLEASE share it, I'm researching it myself as we speak.

[silent]

Entry 6 = 3:02am February 7th, 2007

I apologize for the vast amount of time that's passed since my last entry here. I felt I'd chill out a bit since my last hardcore encounter while gathering energy I mentioned in the last post, so I haven't done much until now.

I had a huge headache earlier today, and it got me to move a significant object without much effort. It was one killer of a headache and I imagined giving the pain away to a can of coke I had sitting on my desk, without any meditation on my part or hesitation on the cans part... it CRUSHED. The painful headache was gone and the can was crushed as if someone had jumped on it!