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Post by liberthas on Feb 11, 2007 8:08:03 GMT -5
Well, mainly this is so I can remember what I have been doing and what progress I make, so I can look back and say "Wow, if that worked for me that day, why don't I try this?" Maybe it will help me figure stuff out, maybe it won't.
Yesterday, I didn't get very far, i tried making a psi-ball, and felt something, but not much. So, no progress there yet, guess I should keep trying really.
I also looked into methods of AP, because I thought about it, and decided it would be something that I would enjoy, and that would definatly come in useful. After trying one of the methods on "Higher Vibrations" i felt sort of wierd, hard to describe really, part of me felt lighter than the rest of my body, however I am not sure whether that is progress or not. If anybody could tell me if it is, that would be great.
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Post by liberthas on Feb 11, 2007 14:28:28 GMT -5
Well, I just made more progress with psi-balls, I can definatly feel the energy moving around, and pooling in my hand. So I'm in a rare good mood, as I know I've made another step along the road.
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Post by liberthas on Feb 11, 2007 18:11:28 GMT -5
I've just followed a guided meditation from Higher Vibrations, it is meant to let you meet with your spirit guide. I am unsure whether it was actually my spirit guide or just my imagination, but i did feel something, but I'm not sure what it was. I'll try it again soon.
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Post by liberthas on Feb 17, 2007 17:38:23 GMT -5
I got that Hemi-Sync thing yesterday, tried the first part of wave 1, apart from feeling slightly sleepier than normal, it didn't seem to affect me at all.
I made a few more psi balls, im happy with them, they seem properly formed, unlike the ones i used to make.
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Post by liberthas on Feb 19, 2007 13:34:03 GMT -5
Well, turns out the Hemi-Sync does work now, actually works great im rather happy with it.
I haven't made much progress with anything at all recently, I need to practise more often I think.
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Post by liberthas on Feb 21, 2007 16:20:19 GMT -5
The night before last I am not sure what happened. I think i woke up, and when I did, the top half of me felt like it was floating away, held still only by my legs, which felt really heavy. If somebody knows what happened I would love to know.
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Post by liberthas on Mar 14, 2007 17:51:38 GMT -5
i know most of you dont even care why I have not been posting in here.
But the large amount of coursework I have had to do, aswell as work I did for a game mod, the work which was scrapped, and the built up crap of the past 4 or 5 years of my life, have just burst the dam basically. Now im quite possibly in the worst mood ever. Ive managed to make one of my few friends get angry with me, just because I have such a negative attitude towards everything.
And to make matters worse, I have nobody to confide in, nobody i trust enoguh to tell what has happened in my life.
I don't even see a point in carrying on with anything, I'm just a waste of space.
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