Post by jeirmeister on Feb 22, 2007 18:40:46 GMT -5
From a Newbie to a [you]Psion[/you]
I'm going to update this journal everyday for the next few years (maybe not everyday, but often). I'm determined to become a good Psion someday, and I hope this journal will help me keep track of my progress and motivate me to keep going.
[you]Time past since beginning of training:[/you]
www.timeanddate.com/counters/customcounter.html?month=1&day=1&year=2007&hour=&min=&sec=&p0=148
Journal Entry 1:
Date: January 7th, 2007
Dear Journal,
In these past 3 days I succesfully created my first psi-ball. However I'm still having some trouble in changing it's temperature... Actually, once that you know what that "feeling" feels like, it's very easy to recreate. I tried programming it to chain to my head at night and wake me up at 3am...
Didn't work XD
I also tried making a construct in the shape of an airplane, pretty darn interesting to play around with. I think I'll try making a construct that can follow me around and alert me when my friends are near, but meanwhile I learn how to do that I'll stick with airplanes to get the hang of it.
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Journal Entry 2:
Date: January 8th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Wow, today was a awsome day. Since I came back from winter vacation, my friend brought me a souvenir from Orlando. I was commenting him about TP, and he said "try to guess what I brought you".
So, I concentrated on a mental picture of him, and then on his locker. In my mind a small brown figurine started to form, sorta ressembling the Disney World castle. I told him "It's a brown castle figurine".
Man the guy shat his trousers XD
It wasn't really a disney castle, it was the hollywood hotel, but how could I know lol, I didn't know there was a hotel shaped as a castle. This must of been my best attempt at TP so far.
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Journal Entry 3:
Date: January 9th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Yesterday was a pretty intense day. On IRC, just for plain curiosity I tried out some combat. Man, I gotta admit I got my butt kicked XD, but enliest I know what it feels like to be psychically attacked. I was wondering why my attacks didn't work, so I asked my opponent to temporarily lower his shields so I could see if I was actually combating or it was all in vane. Guess what? It worked! Results that he got a headache after I sent a psi-ball set to explode on impact! Now I know that I CAN do it! But as for combat.... well, I guess I have to learn how to scan first, or it's pretty much useless. I also tried reading some more random articles I found scattered on Google, such as Psi-Vamps and Astral Projection.
It just keeps getting more and more interesting... I've also found that it is pretty much IMPOSSIBLE to get some good working psi-balls at school.
Too many distractions... *sigh* I guess I'll have to wait before I can make my teacher get a headache XD
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Journal Entry 4:
January 10th, 2007
Today was a pretty normal day I must admit, although I did try practicing some scanning today. I was surprised about how easy it was to shift your awareness (I’ve done it all the time, but I never knew that the term was called scanning). It was fun trying to guess the color of the next car that’s coming, or what T-Shirt my friend was wearing under his jacket. I must say that it was fun
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I also tried scanning some constructs with a friend in IRC. I got it wrong on the first try, but I got the color and shape of it on my second try.
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Journal Entry 5:
January 11th, 2007
Well, I've been recommended to toy around with more advanced constructs, and so far it's been going pretty well I guess... Only one I've made that's actually been of personal use is a construct I call a "Precognitive Watch". What it does is that it can inform me by changing the temperature of my wrist if I am about to do something right or wrong on a moral situation. I've also found that the original programming I used can remind me of something I have to do. It's like my mini-guardian angel sorta thing.
Besides that fyrehart taught me a way on how to recall on constructs. It works pretty well, but I find that each time I recall a construct it seems to be weaker, so I'm trying to invent my own way to bring back one of my used constructs.
Besides that, I've been practicing my scanning as well today and last night. I attempted to be the referri of a psi battle on IRC. Results I did pretty well on scanning the combat, however I didn't do what I was told. I was told to scan one person at a time, but it worked for me to visualize a battlefield and look at it from the top. I laughed hard when I discovered one of the guys didn't have a shield XD
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Journal Entry 6:
January 12th, 2007
Dear Journal,
I am having a difficult time right now. For some reason, I just can't seem to grasp on to psi today, I feel totally weakened. Many times I attempted to make a simple construct or recall one of my past constructs... I CAN make them, but they just simply seem weak, like me. I cold not feel the intense warmth of my psi balls, nor could I scan as accurately. SOMETHING must be wrong with me...
I think it might be the result of continuously practicing psionics everyday, but then again, I'm sure many other psions do not encounter these types of problems... Could it be that I cannot generate as much energy as before?
Hopefully I'll be better after a good nights sleep.
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Journal Entry 7:
January 13th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was my first break day at psionics. I must say, before learning about this subject my free time seemed very mundane without a proper hobby to keep me occupied. I went out with some friends, socialized, watched a movie, worked on some websites, etc. Basically trying to keep psionics off my mind (it's too darn interesting to stop thinking of it).
However, even though I was conscious that it was my day off, I felt an urge to ping random people at the mall, just to see if I got a reaction.
I feel sorry for one guy, I never stopped bugging him =D
I was also reading some articles about Remote Presence, and I decided to give it a try. It basically worked, but not accurately. For example, while walking around the corner, I decided to stand for a minute and try to RP and see who was sitting on a bench. Basically, it worked, I was able to see a woman with a orange shirt, however, I pictured her alone. She was there alright, but there was a big crowd of people instead of just the one person I figured was going to be there.
Oh well, we never get anything right on our first try, now do we?
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Journal Entry 8:
January 14th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Last night was the weirdest f*cking night I ever had. Since I was on my break, I decided not to try to have an OBE for once.
However, while I was sleeping, I noticed that I was in the awake-asleep state, perfect timing to have an OBE. So, I decided to try it.
At first I felt as if though my mind was going to burst out.
Then, I started to hear very small sounds, I could even hear my dad snore from the other room. But then all of a sudden, I started seeing through my eyelids.
darn, my heart started beating faster than it ever did, it beat SO FAST and SO HARD I swear to god I thought I might of died of fright or a heart attack.
Since I had read in articles that one should stop at this moment, I did. I'm not going to do this if I feel death approaching. I'll do it again tonight, and
hopefully I'll be much familiar with the feelings. That way I won't get that scared and my heart won't start bumping so fast.
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Journal Entry 9:
January 14th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was an awesome day!
Since it was my break day, I didn't really think about psionics much until the afternoon. I decided to change my visualization of psi to a sort of metallic liquid. And guess what? IT SO FREAKING WORKED! I tried using it while attempting to TK a pencil, AND IT WORKED! However I've had a huge headache all day because of that...
Wow... OBE's, Telekinesis, constructs... all in one week. I don't know if I should consider this a good thing or a bad thing, am I going too fast? I know I have a larger potential than this, and I KNOW I can do it. But I think trying to do everything at once could really harm me.
But then again, who knows, maybe my head hurts just because that was my first time.
I'll still keep my routine, but try not to over excess myself.
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Journal Entry 10:
January 15th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Well, again I've had another telekinetic experience. I've been able to move my ring (yeah, I wear rings, so what?). And I believe I also moved my mouse today, however I'm never very sure since I use peripheral vision combined with aura vision to do this. I've also sorta discovered the "just do it method", it's basically visualizing the object moving, and expecting it to do so no matter what.
Now, aside from the TP phenomena I've been experiencing lately, theres another ability I've discovered in me recently. While attempting to move my mouse, I actually felt it with the center part of my hand. I felt it exactly as if I was touching it, but I really wasn't. I sincerely do not know what this ability is called, and I'm hoping my dear journal readers could answer this for me.
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Journal Entry 11:
January 16th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was extremely mundane. Last night was also a pain in the butt, since I was trying to have an OBE. Unfortunately, at one point I thought I was ready, but since I wasn't I really woke my physical body instead of my ethereal body XD.
Other than that I've been just toying around with random constructs today. The most useful one I made is a flying saucer that scans the area searching for somebody. I've also charged my other ring with a very interesting function.
My ring has four symbols on it, and each of those symbols stores my most useful of constructs, ready to be summoned. This way, [if] in a combat I can easily summon my previous constructs.
I've also been practicing my TK, and it is annoying me like hell. I CAN do it, however it always happens when everyone turns away.
For example, I was trying to nudge my ring this morning, and my two best friends (who support me in this subject) were staring at me and how I was concentrating. Then, the bell rung, and they left; but I stayed 20 more seconds. And then BAM, the ring moves 2 inches and falls over when the class room is empty. Believe me, I find this EXTREMELY annoying.
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Journal Entry 12
January 17th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was a not so mundane day as yesterday. I learned how to slightly communicate with my sub-conscious, and some useful construct techniques. I also gave RP a shot, which was pretty darn weird. Although I couldn't get any clear view, I did indeed feel my mind being stripped from my body.
Talking about constructs, I made some pretty useful ones, but some pretty not so useful ones. Between the useful ones, there are some shields and emergency attacks, also a construct that alerts me when my mother is near. Among the not so useful ones, I knitted a sweater for my pencil (xD), and I plugged a psi ball to my computer. I really don't know why I did that though, I was just looking for alternate ways to charge. Currently, it's been charging for 8 hours and it's still going! With some proper programming, it could probably go for WEEKS!
...as soon as I think of what to do with the darn thing...
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Journal Entry 13:
January 18th, 2007
Oh boy, unlucky 13 xD
I would consider it slightly unlucky, since I did in fact get sick today. Really, I didn't practice that much today since I never stopped sneezing.
So, instead I'll talk about last nights experience.
I was on the chat, testing out my new emergency shield construct. So far, it works pretty well, it kinda worked on a fellow psi-vamp friend of mine.
Other than that, the same psi ball that was plugged into my monitor seems to have run away. Not died, but just disappeared. I guess it eventually absorbed too much energy and it decided to live on it's own without me :cry:
*sniff*
Dammit... I should of stored it in one of my quartz stones...
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Journal Entry 14:
January 19th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today I attempted storing a psi-ball in my quartz stone, it seems to have worked perfectly. Also, I was trying out some new area scanning constructs, they helped me out a lot when I lost my friends in the mall.
However, I still can't get non-sensitive people to feel my psi-energy.
Although my dog does seem to notice the constructs floating around the house every now and then
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Journal Entry 15:
January 22nd, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was pretty interesting. Since my membership was finally approved, I was able to read some articles. I was trying out a technique to visualize the psi ball spinning over the object, and I was able to TK the pen almost instantly! I was pretty darn surprised lol, this must of been my record time on TK.
Other than that I've charged 7 quartz stones with plenty of energy. I've programmed the shell that keeps the energy inside to expand and then compress again constantly, thus only letting good energy in and filtering out the bad one. Now I just have to say "Rock Energy Heart Chakra" and my blue quartz stone will give me energy, and so on so on.
Pretty neat, eh?
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Journal Entry 16:
January 23rd, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today I tested out my new theory on Direct Dreaming. I've discovered that it is much easier to begin day-dreaming, and then attempt Direct Dreaming. Almost fell asleep [instantly] in recess, but the bell rang.
Other than that I have figured a new visualization that works perfectly for me.
What I did is that I projected a string of psi coming out of my third eye. Than, I change my perspective to the point of view to the head of the string. Then, I picture myself surrounding the object and feeling it, once I feel I'm one with the object, I push against the object. It really works, since by changing your point of view you direct all your attention to your other eyesight. Very effective.
Other than that I practiced some shielding as well. It's pretty useful, especially in this cold weather.
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Journal Entry 17:
January 24th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was a very interesting day. I've finally got the hang of TP projection, and I've been able to fool a few people. For example, today we had a fire drill, and we "evacuated" to the gym. So, I was pretty bored and decided to test my projection. In the middle of the gym, there was a group of lunch-ladies talking, very close together.
So, what I did was project a very big, fat, man eating kentucky fried chicken and covered in grease, in the middle of the crowd.
Surprisingly, they moved away from the middle! No one ever touched the fat man!
I was pretty astonished by this, and I thought of a few other ways to practice.
On my way home from schools, I prepared an onslaught of gooey psi-balls shaped as balls of excrement (lol). Then, I dispersed them on the sidewalk, and observed.
A few people never sensed them, others dodged them, and a few unlucky ones stepped on them and staggered. Very interesting I must say.
Also, I've seem to have created a multi-purpose construct, that works for linking, TK, TP, vamping, grounding, and much more. I'll explain it later, I'm tired now.... Zzzz....
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Journal Entry 18:
January 28th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was very interesting indeed. Me and my mother we're walking to the movie theater, which was around 7 kilometers away from our home. The movie we we're going to see was about to start in 30 minutes, and we knew we wouldn't make it. If things couldn't get any worse, my cellphone ran out of credit, so our only hope was that my dad would call us and pick us up.
This is where it gets interesting; my mother is a very skeptical person, and frankly did not believe in psionics. BUT, today I proved to her once and for all the existance of so!
I linked with my father, and concentrated on a psi-ball with the words "call me" on it; then, I sent it to my father.
And yes, you guessed it. One minute later after sending the message, he called me! This must of been one of my greatest telepathic achievements so far. =)
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Journal Entry 19:
January 31st, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today I recently finished programming a not-so-useful trigger. Now whenever I pat my stomach two times with my left hand, I yawn.
Haha, you might be wondering "What the hell could you use that for?".
...well, if you think up any important use than tell me xD.
I was only just testing out a trigger, this must be my second one. My first one is the obvious cup-your-hands-to-make-a-psi-ball one.
Other than that I tried out some new methods to attempt TK. I found that creating a solid wall of psi and slamming it into an object works for me. Although I didn't get a huge effect, I did manage to slightly roll my pencil, but not enough to impress myself.
Although I may know the 'how' of telekinesis, I believe I have to mentally "buff" my subconscious, make it stronger so it can move larger objects; or move smaller objects with facility.
I wish lifting a psi-barbell could help/
Then again, who knows...
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Journal Entry 20:
February 1st, 2007
Dear Journal,
Last night was indeed very interesting.
I was bored of my usual psi-wheel and pencil practice, and I decided to try something new. So, I got myself a box of matches and I tried some flame dancing.
After 20 or so matches, I finally was able to extend a tendril from the flame! Although I only did it once, I managed to have some of the flames reach a little further down the match.
...and I burned myself a few times xD.
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Journal Entry 21:
February 1st, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was a pretty average day in psionics, except for the fact that I seem to be getting stronger. Not only can people feel the temperature and texture of my energy, but now some of my friends can feel magnetism between their fingers! This really is an achievement for me, since I'm finally positive that I am getting stronger each day.
Aside from that, I tried practiced shifting my awareness to other places, pretty successful.
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Journal Entry 22:
February 2nd, 2007
Dear Journal,
Man I am so f*cking stressed... we did this huge school project today and all I can think of is REST.
Despite my tiredness, I experimented with this technique called "bone breathing". Worked well on my fingers, didn't try it on the rest of my body yet, but for today I think I'm going to rest and play some video games...
Right now I'm trying to ground out my bad energy, see if that works...
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Journal Entry 23:
February 3rd, 2007
Dear Journal,
WOW, today I really had a lot of progress!
I was practicing a shielding construct with a friend today, and I asked him to attack me. It results that the shield was SO strong, that it hurt him like freaking hell! He could never get past the shield! Aside from that I've had a huge jump of progress in both TK and I was able to achieve aerokinesis!
I also practiced TP projection (using a hacked security camera), and boy, I scared the darn out of the poor Japanese kid!
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Journal Entry 24:
February 3rd, 2007
Dear Journal,
Ok, I know that it's still the same day, but two veeeery freaky things happened today.
1st freaky thing:
I time warped. While concentrating on slowing down time, I walked 4 laps around a 300meter square park at a slow pace, and in 4 minutes.
2nd freaky thing:
Me and Garenzo were having a little combat on MSN. I was inflicted by my own weapon due to that Garenzo put up a reflecting shield. While healing myself, I somehow pulled out a black psionic creature from my chest, which knocked me over (and caused me to twitch). Then, it started attacking Garenzo, clawing at his shield, but then we both vaporized it.
Veeeery freaky day indeed.....
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Journal Entry 25:
February 4th, 2007
Dear Journal,
At last, my mother stopped bitching XD
Well, the reason she's always complaining is because she is a diabetic and she's undergone surgeries, suffers from pain sometimes, etc.
She has two main veins removed from her legs, and can't exactly walk very fast.
So, last night she was again moaning about how her whole body was aching; so I decided to try healing her.
Now here's the curious part:
The next morning, she came to my room happier than I've ever seen her, JUMPING. FREAKING JUMPING. I have never seen her jump in my life!
And for the rest of the day she was pain free, she even seemed 10 years younger.
Well, it makes me glad that her pain was healed.
Now, aside from that, I had another funny experience today.
I was walking in the mall, and decided to try freak out the cats at the pet-shop. So, I walked over there and whipped up a psi-ball.
Then, I threw it at the cat, but it seemed to not bother because of it...
HOWEVER, the rabbit in the cage next door SLAMMED against his cage towards the cat cage when that happened.
Could this mean that I accidentally hit the rabbit instead of the cat?
Is it possible to "miss" when throwing a construct?
Nah.
The cat probably just decided to ignore me...
But I gotta admit, it was pretty darn funny XD
I'm going to update this journal everyday for the next few years (maybe not everyday, but often). I'm determined to become a good Psion someday, and I hope this journal will help me keep track of my progress and motivate me to keep going.
[you]Time past since beginning of training:[/you]
www.timeanddate.com/counters/customcounter.html?month=1&day=1&year=2007&hour=&min=&sec=&p0=148
Journal Entry 1:
Date: January 7th, 2007
Dear Journal,
In these past 3 days I succesfully created my first psi-ball. However I'm still having some trouble in changing it's temperature... Actually, once that you know what that "feeling" feels like, it's very easy to recreate. I tried programming it to chain to my head at night and wake me up at 3am...
Didn't work XD
I also tried making a construct in the shape of an airplane, pretty darn interesting to play around with. I think I'll try making a construct that can follow me around and alert me when my friends are near, but meanwhile I learn how to do that I'll stick with airplanes to get the hang of it.
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Journal Entry 2:
Date: January 8th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Wow, today was a awsome day. Since I came back from winter vacation, my friend brought me a souvenir from Orlando. I was commenting him about TP, and he said "try to guess what I brought you".
So, I concentrated on a mental picture of him, and then on his locker. In my mind a small brown figurine started to form, sorta ressembling the Disney World castle. I told him "It's a brown castle figurine".
Man the guy shat his trousers XD
It wasn't really a disney castle, it was the hollywood hotel, but how could I know lol, I didn't know there was a hotel shaped as a castle. This must of been my best attempt at TP so far.
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Journal Entry 3:
Date: January 9th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Yesterday was a pretty intense day. On IRC, just for plain curiosity I tried out some combat. Man, I gotta admit I got my butt kicked XD, but enliest I know what it feels like to be psychically attacked. I was wondering why my attacks didn't work, so I asked my opponent to temporarily lower his shields so I could see if I was actually combating or it was all in vane. Guess what? It worked! Results that he got a headache after I sent a psi-ball set to explode on impact! Now I know that I CAN do it! But as for combat.... well, I guess I have to learn how to scan first, or it's pretty much useless. I also tried reading some more random articles I found scattered on Google, such as Psi-Vamps and Astral Projection.
It just keeps getting more and more interesting... I've also found that it is pretty much IMPOSSIBLE to get some good working psi-balls at school.
Too many distractions... *sigh* I guess I'll have to wait before I can make my teacher get a headache XD
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Journal Entry 4:
January 10th, 2007
Today was a pretty normal day I must admit, although I did try practicing some scanning today. I was surprised about how easy it was to shift your awareness (I’ve done it all the time, but I never knew that the term was called scanning). It was fun trying to guess the color of the next car that’s coming, or what T-Shirt my friend was wearing under his jacket. I must say that it was fun
.I also tried scanning some constructs with a friend in IRC. I got it wrong on the first try, but I got the color and shape of it on my second try.
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Journal Entry 5:
January 11th, 2007
Well, I've been recommended to toy around with more advanced constructs, and so far it's been going pretty well I guess... Only one I've made that's actually been of personal use is a construct I call a "Precognitive Watch". What it does is that it can inform me by changing the temperature of my wrist if I am about to do something right or wrong on a moral situation. I've also found that the original programming I used can remind me of something I have to do. It's like my mini-guardian angel sorta thing.
Besides that fyrehart taught me a way on how to recall on constructs. It works pretty well, but I find that each time I recall a construct it seems to be weaker, so I'm trying to invent my own way to bring back one of my used constructs.
Besides that, I've been practicing my scanning as well today and last night. I attempted to be the referri of a psi battle on IRC. Results I did pretty well on scanning the combat, however I didn't do what I was told. I was told to scan one person at a time, but it worked for me to visualize a battlefield and look at it from the top. I laughed hard when I discovered one of the guys didn't have a shield XD
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Journal Entry 6:
January 12th, 2007
Dear Journal,
I am having a difficult time right now. For some reason, I just can't seem to grasp on to psi today, I feel totally weakened. Many times I attempted to make a simple construct or recall one of my past constructs... I CAN make them, but they just simply seem weak, like me. I cold not feel the intense warmth of my psi balls, nor could I scan as accurately. SOMETHING must be wrong with me...
I think it might be the result of continuously practicing psionics everyday, but then again, I'm sure many other psions do not encounter these types of problems... Could it be that I cannot generate as much energy as before?
Hopefully I'll be better after a good nights sleep.
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Journal Entry 7:
January 13th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was my first break day at psionics. I must say, before learning about this subject my free time seemed very mundane without a proper hobby to keep me occupied. I went out with some friends, socialized, watched a movie, worked on some websites, etc. Basically trying to keep psionics off my mind (it's too darn interesting to stop thinking of it).
However, even though I was conscious that it was my day off, I felt an urge to ping random people at the mall, just to see if I got a reaction.
I feel sorry for one guy, I never stopped bugging him =D
I was also reading some articles about Remote Presence, and I decided to give it a try. It basically worked, but not accurately. For example, while walking around the corner, I decided to stand for a minute and try to RP and see who was sitting on a bench. Basically, it worked, I was able to see a woman with a orange shirt, however, I pictured her alone. She was there alright, but there was a big crowd of people instead of just the one person I figured was going to be there.
Oh well, we never get anything right on our first try, now do we?
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Journal Entry 8:
January 14th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Last night was the weirdest f*cking night I ever had. Since I was on my break, I decided not to try to have an OBE for once.
However, while I was sleeping, I noticed that I was in the awake-asleep state, perfect timing to have an OBE. So, I decided to try it.
At first I felt as if though my mind was going to burst out.
Then, I started to hear very small sounds, I could even hear my dad snore from the other room. But then all of a sudden, I started seeing through my eyelids.
darn, my heart started beating faster than it ever did, it beat SO FAST and SO HARD I swear to god I thought I might of died of fright or a heart attack.
Since I had read in articles that one should stop at this moment, I did. I'm not going to do this if I feel death approaching. I'll do it again tonight, and
hopefully I'll be much familiar with the feelings. That way I won't get that scared and my heart won't start bumping so fast.
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Journal Entry 9:
January 14th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was an awesome day!
Since it was my break day, I didn't really think about psionics much until the afternoon. I decided to change my visualization of psi to a sort of metallic liquid. And guess what? IT SO FREAKING WORKED! I tried using it while attempting to TK a pencil, AND IT WORKED! However I've had a huge headache all day because of that...
Wow... OBE's, Telekinesis, constructs... all in one week. I don't know if I should consider this a good thing or a bad thing, am I going too fast? I know I have a larger potential than this, and I KNOW I can do it. But I think trying to do everything at once could really harm me.
But then again, who knows, maybe my head hurts just because that was my first time.
I'll still keep my routine, but try not to over excess myself.
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Journal Entry 10:
January 15th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Well, again I've had another telekinetic experience. I've been able to move my ring (yeah, I wear rings, so what?). And I believe I also moved my mouse today, however I'm never very sure since I use peripheral vision combined with aura vision to do this. I've also sorta discovered the "just do it method", it's basically visualizing the object moving, and expecting it to do so no matter what.
Now, aside from the TP phenomena I've been experiencing lately, theres another ability I've discovered in me recently. While attempting to move my mouse, I actually felt it with the center part of my hand. I felt it exactly as if I was touching it, but I really wasn't. I sincerely do not know what this ability is called, and I'm hoping my dear journal readers could answer this for me.
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Journal Entry 11:
January 16th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was extremely mundane. Last night was also a pain in the butt, since I was trying to have an OBE. Unfortunately, at one point I thought I was ready, but since I wasn't I really woke my physical body instead of my ethereal body XD.
Other than that I've been just toying around with random constructs today. The most useful one I made is a flying saucer that scans the area searching for somebody. I've also charged my other ring with a very interesting function.
My ring has four symbols on it, and each of those symbols stores my most useful of constructs, ready to be summoned. This way, [if] in a combat I can easily summon my previous constructs.
I've also been practicing my TK, and it is annoying me like hell. I CAN do it, however it always happens when everyone turns away.
For example, I was trying to nudge my ring this morning, and my two best friends (who support me in this subject) were staring at me and how I was concentrating. Then, the bell rung, and they left; but I stayed 20 more seconds. And then BAM, the ring moves 2 inches and falls over when the class room is empty. Believe me, I find this EXTREMELY annoying.
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Journal Entry 12
January 17th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was a not so mundane day as yesterday. I learned how to slightly communicate with my sub-conscious, and some useful construct techniques. I also gave RP a shot, which was pretty darn weird. Although I couldn't get any clear view, I did indeed feel my mind being stripped from my body.
Talking about constructs, I made some pretty useful ones, but some pretty not so useful ones. Between the useful ones, there are some shields and emergency attacks, also a construct that alerts me when my mother is near. Among the not so useful ones, I knitted a sweater for my pencil (xD), and I plugged a psi ball to my computer. I really don't know why I did that though, I was just looking for alternate ways to charge. Currently, it's been charging for 8 hours and it's still going! With some proper programming, it could probably go for WEEKS!
...as soon as I think of what to do with the darn thing...
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Journal Entry 13:
January 18th, 2007
Oh boy, unlucky 13 xD
I would consider it slightly unlucky, since I did in fact get sick today. Really, I didn't practice that much today since I never stopped sneezing.
So, instead I'll talk about last nights experience.
I was on the chat, testing out my new emergency shield construct. So far, it works pretty well, it kinda worked on a fellow psi-vamp friend of mine.
Other than that, the same psi ball that was plugged into my monitor seems to have run away. Not died, but just disappeared. I guess it eventually absorbed too much energy and it decided to live on it's own without me :cry:
*sniff*
Dammit... I should of stored it in one of my quartz stones...
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Journal Entry 14:
January 19th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today I attempted storing a psi-ball in my quartz stone, it seems to have worked perfectly. Also, I was trying out some new area scanning constructs, they helped me out a lot when I lost my friends in the mall.
However, I still can't get non-sensitive people to feel my psi-energy.
Although my dog does seem to notice the constructs floating around the house every now and then
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Journal Entry 15:
January 22nd, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was pretty interesting. Since my membership was finally approved, I was able to read some articles. I was trying out a technique to visualize the psi ball spinning over the object, and I was able to TK the pen almost instantly! I was pretty darn surprised lol, this must of been my record time on TK.
Other than that I've charged 7 quartz stones with plenty of energy. I've programmed the shell that keeps the energy inside to expand and then compress again constantly, thus only letting good energy in and filtering out the bad one. Now I just have to say "Rock Energy Heart Chakra" and my blue quartz stone will give me energy, and so on so on.
Pretty neat, eh?
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Journal Entry 16:
January 23rd, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today I tested out my new theory on Direct Dreaming. I've discovered that it is much easier to begin day-dreaming, and then attempt Direct Dreaming. Almost fell asleep [instantly] in recess, but the bell rang.
Other than that I have figured a new visualization that works perfectly for me.
What I did is that I projected a string of psi coming out of my third eye. Than, I change my perspective to the point of view to the head of the string. Then, I picture myself surrounding the object and feeling it, once I feel I'm one with the object, I push against the object. It really works, since by changing your point of view you direct all your attention to your other eyesight. Very effective.
Other than that I practiced some shielding as well. It's pretty useful, especially in this cold weather.
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Journal Entry 17:
January 24th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was a very interesting day. I've finally got the hang of TP projection, and I've been able to fool a few people. For example, today we had a fire drill, and we "evacuated" to the gym. So, I was pretty bored and decided to test my projection. In the middle of the gym, there was a group of lunch-ladies talking, very close together.
So, what I did was project a very big, fat, man eating kentucky fried chicken and covered in grease, in the middle of the crowd.
Surprisingly, they moved away from the middle! No one ever touched the fat man!
I was pretty astonished by this, and I thought of a few other ways to practice.
On my way home from schools, I prepared an onslaught of gooey psi-balls shaped as balls of excrement (lol). Then, I dispersed them on the sidewalk, and observed.
A few people never sensed them, others dodged them, and a few unlucky ones stepped on them and staggered. Very interesting I must say.
Also, I've seem to have created a multi-purpose construct, that works for linking, TK, TP, vamping, grounding, and much more. I'll explain it later, I'm tired now.... Zzzz....
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Journal Entry 18:
January 28th, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was very interesting indeed. Me and my mother we're walking to the movie theater, which was around 7 kilometers away from our home. The movie we we're going to see was about to start in 30 minutes, and we knew we wouldn't make it. If things couldn't get any worse, my cellphone ran out of credit, so our only hope was that my dad would call us and pick us up.
This is where it gets interesting; my mother is a very skeptical person, and frankly did not believe in psionics. BUT, today I proved to her once and for all the existance of so!
I linked with my father, and concentrated on a psi-ball with the words "call me" on it; then, I sent it to my father.
And yes, you guessed it. One minute later after sending the message, he called me! This must of been one of my greatest telepathic achievements so far. =)
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Journal Entry 19:
January 31st, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today I recently finished programming a not-so-useful trigger. Now whenever I pat my stomach two times with my left hand, I yawn.
Haha, you might be wondering "What the hell could you use that for?".
...well, if you think up any important use than tell me xD.
I was only just testing out a trigger, this must be my second one. My first one is the obvious cup-your-hands-to-make-a-psi-ball one.
Other than that I tried out some new methods to attempt TK. I found that creating a solid wall of psi and slamming it into an object works for me. Although I didn't get a huge effect, I did manage to slightly roll my pencil, but not enough to impress myself.
Although I may know the 'how' of telekinesis, I believe I have to mentally "buff" my subconscious, make it stronger so it can move larger objects; or move smaller objects with facility.
I wish lifting a psi-barbell could help/
Then again, who knows...
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Journal Entry 20:
February 1st, 2007
Dear Journal,
Last night was indeed very interesting.
I was bored of my usual psi-wheel and pencil practice, and I decided to try something new. So, I got myself a box of matches and I tried some flame dancing.
After 20 or so matches, I finally was able to extend a tendril from the flame! Although I only did it once, I managed to have some of the flames reach a little further down the match.
...and I burned myself a few times xD.
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Journal Entry 21:
February 1st, 2007
Dear Journal,
Today was a pretty average day in psionics, except for the fact that I seem to be getting stronger. Not only can people feel the temperature and texture of my energy, but now some of my friends can feel magnetism between their fingers! This really is an achievement for me, since I'm finally positive that I am getting stronger each day.
Aside from that, I tried practiced shifting my awareness to other places, pretty successful.
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Journal Entry 22:
February 2nd, 2007
Dear Journal,
Man I am so f*cking stressed... we did this huge school project today and all I can think of is REST.
Despite my tiredness, I experimented with this technique called "bone breathing". Worked well on my fingers, didn't try it on the rest of my body yet, but for today I think I'm going to rest and play some video games...
Right now I'm trying to ground out my bad energy, see if that works...
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Journal Entry 23:
February 3rd, 2007
Dear Journal,
WOW, today I really had a lot of progress!
I was practicing a shielding construct with a friend today, and I asked him to attack me. It results that the shield was SO strong, that it hurt him like freaking hell! He could never get past the shield! Aside from that I've had a huge jump of progress in both TK and I was able to achieve aerokinesis!
I also practiced TP projection (using a hacked security camera), and boy, I scared the darn out of the poor Japanese kid!
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Journal Entry 24:
February 3rd, 2007
Dear Journal,
Ok, I know that it's still the same day, but two veeeery freaky things happened today.
1st freaky thing:
I time warped. While concentrating on slowing down time, I walked 4 laps around a 300meter square park at a slow pace, and in 4 minutes.
2nd freaky thing:
Me and Garenzo were having a little combat on MSN. I was inflicted by my own weapon due to that Garenzo put up a reflecting shield. While healing myself, I somehow pulled out a black psionic creature from my chest, which knocked me over (and caused me to twitch). Then, it started attacking Garenzo, clawing at his shield, but then we both vaporized it.
Veeeery freaky day indeed.....
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Journal Entry 25:
February 4th, 2007
Dear Journal,
At last, my mother stopped bitching XD
Well, the reason she's always complaining is because she is a diabetic and she's undergone surgeries, suffers from pain sometimes, etc.
She has two main veins removed from her legs, and can't exactly walk very fast.
So, last night she was again moaning about how her whole body was aching; so I decided to try healing her.
Now here's the curious part:
The next morning, she came to my room happier than I've ever seen her, JUMPING. FREAKING JUMPING. I have never seen her jump in my life!
And for the rest of the day she was pain free, she even seemed 10 years younger.
Well, it makes me glad that her pain was healed.
Now, aside from that, I had another funny experience today.
I was walking in the mall, and decided to try freak out the cats at the pet-shop. So, I walked over there and whipped up a psi-ball.
Then, I threw it at the cat, but it seemed to not bother because of it...
HOWEVER, the rabbit in the cage next door SLAMMED against his cage towards the cat cage when that happened.
Could this mean that I accidentally hit the rabbit instead of the cat?
Is it possible to "miss" when throwing a construct?
Nah.
The cat probably just decided to ignore me...
But I gotta admit, it was pretty darn funny XD