NightShare Training Log

[Nightshare]

Havent done much. Getting bored with just psi. I want something new. A little more adventure you could say.

My shield is still growing in strength.

Vortexes are doing well.

I moved my pencil yesterday pretty well.

Still cant flare anymore.

I accidently made a spark 2 nights ago and havent been able to reproduce the effect.

Article still needs work I suppose.

[Nightshare]

Haven't dont much becuase of school. But I can open my door about one foot using only telekinesis now. I can't post much so this will be short.

TK-Doors

Psi-ball- closer to consistant flare

Shield-no clue

Life- ...

[Nightshare]

Still pretty busy.

TK- Forgot all about videos so I'll have to try and remember to do that one of these times.

PsiBalls- Still approaching consistant flares. I can instantly make them fairly visable to some people but still no flashes without effort.

Shield- It's strong as ever (stronger) but haven't got anyone to check it out for a while.

Healing-No need to comment, haven't done squat.

Tp- Heh, same.

Ap- Do I need to tell you? It's obvious right? Yeah yeah, not gonna happen...

Life- Umm...........

[Shadow]

your doing really well its funny coz your doing everything i want to be able to do keep it up


Shadow

[Shadow]

oh and i exhalted you

[Nightshare]

Well...Been quite a while huh.

So been kinda busy and whatnot. school leaves me not in the mood to deal with humankind, so I haven't come on in a long time.

I am not sure how strong I have become because I haven't done much.

I can slightly move my door with pk. That counts for something I suppose.

Still can't flare under 5 minutes.

My shield always grows on its own, even when I go into psionic summer. (LONG break)

Still waiting to break the 2nd gate Mr. X. Not sure if it has happened or not but I have done quite a bit. Instead of doing alot of working out, I just go out and run with my friend and we are wannabe assassins so we climb stuff alot. Gained alot of muscle.

I'd love to have someone do a routine checkout scan to see if I've progressed but it seems people are so busy these days.

So if anyone wants to talk you now where to get me. I have open telepathy shields if ya need me.

[Nightshare]

I can't do like anything. For weeks I have been in a total "psiless" phase. Can't do anything whatsoever...Feel free to give any thoughts on why.

[Nightshare]

Wewts! Finally got somewhere. Although its not directed well I can uncontrollably shake and slightly turn my psi-wheel. It feels great to uncrust the rusty hinges on my skills. *winkwink* ...Know what I mean

[Nightshare]

God it is so hard to think. For the past few months my head has felt like it was going to explode from thinking to much. I don't know what it is but I cant focus or stay on a single thought. My head is racing constantly and it makes it sometimes hard to sleep. It directly affects my ability to concentrate to do pk or make psi balls. Crap, I even thought maybe it wasn't a good I idea to constantly lug around the dense shield around me everywhere from something I read a while ago. So I took it down and stored it in my room where it can still gather energy. But regardless of what I do it won't stop. Sometimes it makes me a little sick.

[Nightshare]

Well..I don't know whats going on but I'm screwed.I don't know what happened I'm so confused.i cant reach out at all as if there is a glass wall on all sides of me. something is eating at me and i cant direct my energy properly. I'm not quite sure what to do and so i got rid of every construct including my shield in order to get all the energy away from me in fear that it was to much for me to handle. it did nothing to help my condition and i am still confused. i am apparently in a very low level of the astral. as all psionics is done in the astral i somehow ended up here and i don't know why. I'm trying to pull out of this downward spiral and i hope i may regain strength to beat whatever force is at work whether it be demons, gods, angels, reckless humans, or myself..