Aanlaien's Log

[Aanlaien]

Okay. I've been trying for over a month on and off to get my TK(Telekinesis) skill developed. I finally got some movement tonight.

November 19 2007, 4:05AM PST

I managed to make the pin wheel move. Just a shake, and slightly turning. It lasted for about 10 minutes, then I couldn't get it to move. I think it's time to give it a break, being so early in the morning and since it was my first movement.

The sensation was very interesting. I felt pulses coming from the back of my mind and the pulses were pushing on one side of the wheel making it shake. I was just relaxing and letting my mind do all of the work (This is how the subconscious works....FAITH) I knew that it was going to move, and it moved. It's like it had a life of it's own. Like an invisible pet. The feeling was wonderful. All of the doubts I ever had, destroyed instantly. Now that I've passed the first step, I must move on to the next step. The next step is developing control, and beginnging to turn it. I must remember how I got to step 1, however, or I could be starting over.

Now what inspired me to move this wheel was the relief of knowing if I take my time, be patient, work hard, and I will see results. This relief worked immediately. I can't believe it at how fast it started working. All of a sudden, I went for a try and it worked with ease. I hope this will help somebody, for I had a hard time with it myself. I only wish I would have known it sooner. I'll keep posting as I advance. Thank you.

[Aanlaien]

November 20, 2007, 8:43 PM PST

I tried to show my mother this technique, but I couldn't get enough focus. I was too distracted because the dog was scratching his ears, and my mother was focusing too much on me to move it. I'm sure with more practice I'll be able to do it, but for now, I must concentrate alone until I strengthen my psi.

Later tonight I am going to try again, by myself and see if I can get it to move. If I can, awesome, if I can't, then I'm going to blow my heater up with a bazooka.

I turned my heater off last night and moved it well after the heater turned off. Was I manipulating the air projected, or did I move the pin wheel by myself? Also, I wonder if a smaller pin wheel would guarantee more success...

I wonder if I should focus on easier talents, talents that don't require physical movement. before I move onto this. Yes. Structuring my subconscious would prepare me for this.

For now, I'm going to focus on shielding, healing, empathy, and telepathy. Once I get those worked on, I will work on remote vision, and astral projection.

After that, I will work on the physical works. Any psychokinesis involved. Thank you.

[Aanlaien]

November 20, 2007, 4:13 AM PST

I made a smaller wheel, 1inx1in as Karen's article suggested. I decorated it with 4 swirly's on each side. The decoration does help me see if the wheel is moving or not.

Not even five minutes of getting relaxed, I managed to move the wheel for about 15 seconds. I think that I overworked my mind the first time I got it to move. It says it's going to be a while before I get any durastic movement. So what I need to do is take it easy for a while, let my mind regain it's strength, and stop trying to make it move so hard. I didn't get a headache, I just felt drained.

So tonight I managed to tap into it. I just woke up not very long ago, and my subconscious was with me. It says humans only use 10% of their brains. Imagine if all 100 was unlocked. I'm sure it's very difficult to do, but imagine the strength someone would have if they unlocked it all. They could raise the dead. That's interesting.

Not saying I would want to, but just who knows to what our limits are? It's definately some food for thought.

[Aanlaien]

December 6th, 2007 9:40PM PST

So I've been back to health for almost a week now. I made a dramatic transformation last night with Telekinesis. I can't believe what I did, it was so amazing.

Last night, at about 1 am I was downloading something off the internet. It was going at a good rate, about 25kb per second. That's an okay speed, but I wanted it to go faster. So I put my hands over my computer, pretending to think that something would happen, then it freaking JUMPED.

It started at 25, and if it goes faster naturally, it goes up 1 or 2 kb's when it decides to speed up. When I did this, it went from 25, to 50, to 70, to 90, to 120. And it stayed there. When I took my hands off, it slowly went back down to 25.

Now if you think it's a coincidence, I let it download for a full hour and it got no faster than 30kb. And as SOON as I put my hands over my laptop, it goes crazy like that. Coincidence? You decide.

So tonight I try to move the pinwheel. The heater was on again when I was doing it, but then the heater turned off and I was still doing it just as strong. I managed to get a little turning going, but mostly I was getting it to move noticably.

I think this is the beginning to my telekinesis power. It feels wonderful. I feel so at ease knowing that I can do it.

[Aanlaien]

December 15, 2007 1:18 AM

So, I found out exactly what I needed to do. Over the years, my faith has been shaken. I need to pray, get closer to God, and he'll give me what I need. Telekinesis was and still is an obsession for me, and it will come when He's thinks I'm ready to have that talent, then I will continue.

For now, I'm going to practice Healing, Psi Manipulation, and Spiritualism. That would be the best way to start off.

[The Adfeng]

aanlaien said:

December 15, 2007 1:18 AM

So, I found out exactly what I needed to do. Over the years, my faith has been shaken. I need to pray, get closer to God, and he'll give me what I need. Telekinesis was and still is an obsession for me, and it will come when He's thinks I'm ready to have that talent, then I will continue.

For now, I'm going to practice Healing, Psi Manipulation, and Spiritualism. That would be the best way to start off.

Yeah, that's what happened with me. I'm staying close to God, and trying not to do anything against it. I don't believe Psionics against Him.

[bigdognick6]

Religoun to me is pointless, it may be my atheism(Solid belief in no god) talking but i find god a frivelous subject.I was not raised this way, my entire family is Christians.

If you want to get into Spiritualism then look into spirit guides if you want invisible entities putting limits on you( i have no problem Ap'ing because they dont put limits on you, they help)

[Aanlaien]

Your faith must be in something, and my faith is in the Lord. No faith means you can't do any of this. Doesn't matter what your faith is put in, as long as it's faith.