ILuvEire's Log

[Fearn]

I think I'll start a log...although I may not post in it too often...lol.

[snowind]

You should, about your achievements, Everytime I achieve something or have something important to say I post it on my log, although I doubt anyone reads it...

[shaolinwutang]

i do

[snowind]

Really? Wow I've got a reader *wipes tear away* *someone from the audience yells, "dude that's so gay!"*

[Fearn]

So, my life and psionics...Today I played with constructs in my Spanish class mainly ones with random telepathic messages.

I got into the Master Class at my Tae Kwon Do school. It's effing HARD!! I mean gosh, we were doing side kicks over these like three foot obstcles, and if we touched they we had to do 10 push ups, with one hand and our feet up on the obstacle. My teacher was like "I guess you'll either get good at push ups, or side kicks." Needless to say I got really good at push ups (I think I did like 150 of them lol).

Although I could have used psionics, I decided against it.

I'll try to do two posts per month, that won't be too hard will it? Plus that'll give me opportunity to talk about my psionic prowess...lol,

I'm trying to do AP, anyone have any suggestions? I'm not trying until I have every article on AP I can find read and memorized. It just sounds really cool, and so I'll obviously be more active on that forum.

Is anyone active on all the forums? I am generally reading the News and Rules (when there's new stuff), General, General Psionics, Help/Suggestions, Links, Empathy, Telepathy, AP/OOBE, Constructs and Shielding. All the rest I leave alone unless I just get totally bored and decide to read it.

Merry Christmas lol!

[Fearn]

Well, today in Science, Matt (my friend) was getting sick, and so was I...lol. So I tried shielding from him, but I couldn't do it very well (which scared me!). Then in US History I was overloading, because he gave back a paper that no one passed...ugh.

At that point I tried a skin shield (programmed the same as usual though). It seemed to work pretty well, but fell apart after a bit...lasted about half the time my regular shield did.

I have noticed a trend in my days, by 4th period I am overloading really bad. I guess I should start shielding during first period or before I go to school...

I ordered some new CD's the other day, YAY! (La Chemise par Kyo, and Attraction par Paris Combo).

School is really getting in the way of my practising, and it gets really annoying after a while. So I practise at school, which may, or may not be a good idea. Don't worry it's not like using telepathy to cheat on people in maths class! I throw psiballs at a couple of my friends who practise psionics to get their attention, and use a couple of constructs to take notes (they hold the memory of what was going on and help me recall it).

[Fearn]

I have been creating skin shields a lot, I really like them. I also got a new (and better functioning) visualization for my strip shield.

For some reason people say I look like I'm zoning out when I use psi. This is odd because I generally just stare off into space...although I am getting better at moving psi around and talking, but I have trouble talking and programming at the same time.

At Taekwondo we were sparring and I thought it was interesting that I just zoned out and could anticipate his moves, and I also was aware of everyone around me. He only hit me once (at the hip with a round kick) but I hit him with like three punches, and a reverse side kick. Keep in mind that I am a green belt and he is a blue belt.

I also take notes really well because my US History teacher thinks really really loud, so I can write stuff as he thinks it (maybe three seconds faster than everyone else).

This is fun! Although it would be nice if people would comment me.

[bigdognick6]

sounds like a kool way to take notes, i can never remember my notes so this may be effective, any other school help tips?

[Fearn]

bigdognick6 said:

sounds like a kool way to take notes, i can never remember my notes so this may be effective, any other school help tips?

Good ones? Lol...I can think of some methods to cheat on a test but I'm not posting them.

Psionic School tips...

Are you in any language classes? when I was learning English I used a mixture of telepathy and empathy to help me understand what was going on.

[Fearn]

I haven't updated since...September. Nice.

Well, I've been practising for all this time, just not posting anything because my life has been sort of...hell. ;D

But now it's all cleared up! YAY!

I've been working a lot on telepathy and micro pk. They are both really easy to work on.

I'm trying to get telepathy ingrained into my mind, so that I don't have to zone out to do it. The zoning out seems to be a bit of a problem. My once mastery of micro pk has somewhat left me. I can't believe I let it get this far. So now I'm back to practising, and trying to relearn it.

I don't really want to attempt anything new. I'd rather focus on progressing my micro pk and my telepathy. I think I want to be one of those people who become great experts in one or two skills, rather than try to be 'Jack of all Trades' like I have been.

So that's current me. Life isn't so hectic any more!!
-ILuvEire

[Fearn]

Me again.

I've been reading others' logs, and I have noticed that they do an about me to start it. I sort of missed that. Oh well...I don't want to do it ;D

So...psionics. I have been thinking a lot about what psi is. I haven't come to any conclusions, but when I do...they'll end up here.

I have been working a bit on my micro pk. I've got the stop lights bent to my will again. Empathy is sort of suffering. I can't find anything else t do with it!!

Telepathy is what I'm focusing on now. I have been messing with TPS, and when I went to the grocery store I tried to go the whole time without talking. It was a success! Yays!

So my question for you, the reader: WHAT CAN I DO WITH EMPATHY!! It's boring me out of my mind.

[Fearn]

Well blechh...I changed my name, so I guess I should probably change the title of this post, eh? Oh well, I am way too lazy.

Thanks to Stolide, my training is now taking a totally different path. He has opened the door for me to other energies, which I am now studying.

Astral projection is beginning to pop up more and more in my daily life. At first it would only happen on line, but I'm seeing books, TV shows, even news stories about OBE/NDE's. I had an NDE about 4 years ago. It is what prompted me to get into psi, however the first psionic community I joined was PsiOnline, who are very against OBE/AP, so they totally scared me out of it...which is starting to p*ss me off.

I read the article about MindScape a few minutes ago, and found out that I have been doing this all along. I have a workshop in my head, that I use for something akin to an awake LD. Where I can try out new construct ideas and all that.

So...as of now I am moving my psionic focus onto studying AP, and advanced energy manipulation. Especially manipulation of other energies than psi.

And I helped come up with a name for a form of energy! Colloid energy, is energy that feels like sand or granulated sugar, and breaks away easily.

[Fearn]

I've been scanning the chi ball Stolide sent me, and I'm working on making my own chi. I hope to use this for healing and the such.

My Mindscape(s) are coming along quite nicely. I have been working on my original one when I'm falling asleep, or getting bored...and of course in Algebra. I have seen things in my Mindscape, which is disturbing to me. According to the article other people can AP into your mindscape, but who would do that to me?

I'm working on a map of my mindscape. I'll post a pic as soon as I'm done.

[bigdognick6]

also remember lonewolf said you can find things in your mindscape that you didnt put there. by the way what is your mindscape?

i have a sandstone colesium(i know i didn't spell it right) with ten dorrs that lead to different places each time

[Fearn]

It's an open room, with pads on the floor. It's basically modelled after my MMA school. I use it for playing with psi, because in my Mindscape I don't have to scan for psi, I can just see it.