Post by litl on Sept 18, 2007 23:49:37 GMT -5
Well, I'm not very good at recording things but I will try my best. I was pointed to this site by a friend and so, from his help and this site, I have been attempting to develop my skills.
First off I started about a week ago and things are going quite well, I think. I found out that I have actually been using psi without knowing about it. I could feel something weird that felt like blood rushing through my veins but I knew it wasn't because I could direct it and manipulate it. This was since I was about 15 or 16 that I felt this by the way, and I'm just now figuring it out now that I'm going on 21. Anyways, just for fun i would see how fast I could move it around. Then once of my friends comes up to me and tells me I need to talk to my other friend who is into this thing called psionics. So I talk to him and after about 2 1/2 weeks I broke down and tried it out. it helped that I used it without knowing it cause once I started feeling psi pretty well I could move it around like it was nothing.
Well that was a little about about myself and how I got into it, now Ill talk about what happened since I started. Like I said I started about a week ago, I started out trying to make a psi ball. I was excited when I made my first one but it was wimpy and I could hardly feel it. So while I was at work while walking around I would make them and throw them out, over and over and over again. I never made them big but it was enough to get me used to them. I didn't do anything for about 4 days or so and tried again to make a psi ball yesterday. It was decent but nothing fancy. Well I got home from work today and tried it again while talking to my friend. I made 4 each one larger in size. The last of which was larger than I am. it was strong enough to make my fingers twitch even at that size. I was proud, of course pride leads a man down the path to destruction but I got over it. I haven't decided where to go from here or even what I want to do, but I think I'm gonna head toward constructs. I'm excited to find out what my subconscious is like.
If anyone looks at this please leave a comment on it about anything. I would like any help or suggestions I can get. Thank you for your.........patience.
First off I started about a week ago and things are going quite well, I think. I found out that I have actually been using psi without knowing about it. I could feel something weird that felt like blood rushing through my veins but I knew it wasn't because I could direct it and manipulate it. This was since I was about 15 or 16 that I felt this by the way, and I'm just now figuring it out now that I'm going on 21. Anyways, just for fun i would see how fast I could move it around. Then once of my friends comes up to me and tells me I need to talk to my other friend who is into this thing called psionics. So I talk to him and after about 2 1/2 weeks I broke down and tried it out. it helped that I used it without knowing it cause once I started feeling psi pretty well I could move it around like it was nothing.
Well that was a little about about myself and how I got into it, now Ill talk about what happened since I started. Like I said I started about a week ago, I started out trying to make a psi ball. I was excited when I made my first one but it was wimpy and I could hardly feel it. So while I was at work while walking around I would make them and throw them out, over and over and over again. I never made them big but it was enough to get me used to them. I didn't do anything for about 4 days or so and tried again to make a psi ball yesterday. It was decent but nothing fancy. Well I got home from work today and tried it again while talking to my friend. I made 4 each one larger in size. The last of which was larger than I am. it was strong enough to make my fingers twitch even at that size. I was proud, of course pride leads a man down the path to destruction but I got over it. I haven't decided where to go from here or even what I want to do, but I think I'm gonna head toward constructs. I'm excited to find out what my subconscious is like.
If anyone looks at this please leave a comment on it about anything. I would like any help or suggestions I can get. Thank you for your.........patience.
