Verdin's journal

[verdin]

This journal I'm putting together is designed to truthfully and logically put psi's use into perspective for anyones use. To start I am trying to find ways that people use psi such as their focus(a thought or memory or visualization, including point of view) or point of origin(like someone draws energy from their surroundings or from their mind). This is the one problem most people have so It will go in front of the journal. Next will be ways to gain control of psi and keep it under control.

[verdin]

I have finished with step one so as I write it out I will start step two. Will post first page when done for viewing. Next is to find how people control their psi and keep it in control. Then I will ask for request on things to put in the journal.

[verdin]

For the subject of how people use psi I have concluded that the main point in use is to visualization. There are two main ways that people can use visualization in their work. One is to see the flow of psi and learn to control its flow. Another is to open one's self to allow an outside source of psi flow through in order to have manipulatable psi at hand. This is also known as drawing psi, which is in some cases known to be a psi vampire's unique trait. An alternative way is to feel the psi and how it moves so you can learn to control its motion. In most cases psi comes from an origin point. One way to put all these skills together is to imagine you origin point at the location you want to affect. visualize and feel the flow of psi in that area and move it around to preform the desired effects.

I thank knight, Cu, ccey88, Brilenus, and zedd for their participation in this study.

[verdin]

I decided to practice controlling my other dimension in my head. I realized that my control improves with the music I listen to and the darkness of the room. I managed to create a room with a table and a candle. The problem was that when I enter the room my consciouse split in two and there was a dark energy in the room. I was only in control of one energy so I had to get the other side out before the door shut. I don't believe I'll go back sense when I left a clocked figure gave me a key to lock the room. I found that any thing I draw is brought to life in this dimension which scares me sense I have drawn a lot including that room. For now I will practice controlling this dimension. while doing my studies.

[verdin]

I found that I can only enter my dimension when I am wearing the accessory I put it in. I have created a library and a garden in it so that I can enjoy myself while in there. I also found out that until I can AP I cannot enter completely and cannot move on my own. My other consciousness can use a few skill I cannot but he helps me in the library. In the library there where many books that I didn't draw so I'm guessing that they where originally there, but I still wonder how. The only book I looked at showed many different ways to make a psi ball which was neat, and I know it is real because each one worked. I now want to make a practice room but I wonder how it should look?

[verdin]

I took a break from dimensions to study empathy a little more, Just more fun ;D, and learned a way to block all empathic feelings, this included pain, emotion, and sicknesses. I call it the EMO effect because it literally blocks all psi flow. It means Energy Motion Out. ;D. What I did is forced all the psi around and in me to stop. The other effect though was that it made me pass out for two hours after a sad assembly.

[verdin]

finally recovered from my stopping of energy. It seemed to block my psi flow longer than the assembly, so I haven't been able to feel anything. I would like help training my Empathy, but I need to learn each stage of it first. I figure that the initial stage was feeling people's emotions. Then there is feeling what they physically feel. Next is emitting emotions based on strength. ???I need to find what is next. This may take a while!