springzn
Psion
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Post by springzn on Nov 10, 2007 0:51:36 GMT -5
Day 1: At 9:00 pm GMT In front of Buddha statue Take a bow, saying "I bow all three true teachers" Sitting in Full Lotus form Focusing on normal breathing(relaxing all the tension body parts).Then, Closing my eyes. Didn't do anything that need to pay attention and focus too much. Letting flow the thoughts. (Sitting straight). Letting everything as they are, (which mean didn't do any focusing) In my thoughts: Reaching to the white ground. Can't see anything even my body parts. Wondering on that ground. No direction, No things, No human, No souls and No no no no nothing. (At that time, the smell of the air cleaning perfum that i just spray in my room disappear). Don't know the time. Don't feel anything. Don't know ........... Suddenly Black sticks fell from above filling the ground with mighty darkness. Drawing near and near to me. When it reach, i saw the pic of "The poster of famous monk which i put it on my wall". Now, i notice my eyes are opened. Slowly loosing my full lotus position. Stretch like a cat. This is the end of day one.In my clock it is 12:00 am. What i get..... still don't know Day 2 will prove it i hope...............
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springzn
Psion
thanks you everyone who gives me -karma
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Post by springzn on Nov 11, 2007 21:51:54 GMT -5
Day 2: Meditating as regular...........reaching to the deepest state........there he appeared;my Self. Asking about Day 1's events. Answering "You have some dark mind in your white thoughts. You need to get rid of it". And taught me lessons as regular and discussed. Then, out from my meditation. End of Day 2 left with many things to think. Phew...... so hard to reach my Self's knowledge.
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