Post by llean on Dec 9, 2007 5:31:44 GMT -5
Welcome to my progress blog.
Previously to day one:
As a kid I had a mother who was sick quite a lot, and I wanted to help her, which I think is the reason why I developed a kind of healing power, which I haven't told a lot of people about, because well.. most people'd think I am rather nuts. But here, such ideas are welcome and even encouraged, so I find this is a place I can discuss these topics, and that's great - but this was a quick digression..
I developed the ability to "attune" myself to other peoples aches and pains, and by touching them, these aches manifested in me, to some degree, and I used this as a diagnostics tool to try to relieve that pain using a method where I focused hard, and tried to picture life energy flow to the areas which were aching, and my hands would get very warm, and later on, people said it had helped (most of the time), but I never really knew what went on, to be honest.
---Day 1 of Psionics---
I couldn't sleep, so I went up and started browsing around on the net, went to totse.com which has all sorts of great articles on practically everything. I am curious about conspiracy theories, etc and hypnosis and psychic abilities, allthough I did not really believe in it at that point.
I read some articles, and try to make a psi-ball which I first believed had failed. I did not feel it, see it or sense it in any other way, so I assumed it hadn't worked - but I did feel something.
What I felt was that my right hand bicep(s?) were aching some, and I was warm and my fingers felt all tingly and whatnot, which I then read were signs that I had channeled the energy, tried to force it, then let it flow correctly, and manifested a psi-ball. I was quite excited about this, and kept on practicing a lot for the rest of the night, whilst reading more articles - which lead me to this site where I registered and started posting at.
---Day 2---
I started thinking of psychic abilities, about vamps and all the other bad stuff that might come from psionics, and I remember thinking certain people were able to read my mind, because they had on dozens of occations seemed able to know what I was thinking, and I thought to myself that the same was true for my roomate which I detest deeply (and he hates me).
So I thought.. Could this guy be into psionics? is he a psion? wah? and tried forming a psi-ball, and got the by-now quite familiar signs that I had succeeded, and I tried programming it with the feel of a pin-prick, and tried hurling it at him - he did not appear to react, but I got a bad headache immediately afterwards. : \
... Later that day, I hung out with a friend of mine, and his girlfriend, who were playing "The Longest Journey" which is a puzzle game of sorts, and he was stuck several times, and one place where you have to get past a laser fence - he was stuck. He was thinking aloud, and I thought "Hmm.. let's try something.."
I formed a Psi-Ball and programmed it with the word "MIRROR!" (because you have to use a piece of mirror to get past the lasers) and perhaps a milisecond after I hurled the ball at him he suddenly said in the middle of another sentence - THE MIRROR! which astonished me, because I thought that had to have been one hell of a coincidence, that he just figured that out just as I hurled the word at him.
Later that day, he told me that he loved to play that kind of pc-game, but that the magic in the game made him wish that it existed in real-life as well, so I started telling him about Psi and how I was currently trying to practice it, and he was very curious about it and wanted to learn as well, to see if it was possible / true and if he could do anything useful with it and so forth. He was very interested in telepathy and so forth..
After some long discussion, we agreed to practice together at various abilities to get better and develop certain abilities.
---Day 3---
Currently writing this article, haven't done anything today except perform some basic psiballs that did nothing at all. Will probably try to teach that friend of mine to make his first ball.
Previously to day one:
As a kid I had a mother who was sick quite a lot, and I wanted to help her, which I think is the reason why I developed a kind of healing power, which I haven't told a lot of people about, because well.. most people'd think I am rather nuts. But here, such ideas are welcome and even encouraged, so I find this is a place I can discuss these topics, and that's great - but this was a quick digression..
I developed the ability to "attune" myself to other peoples aches and pains, and by touching them, these aches manifested in me, to some degree, and I used this as a diagnostics tool to try to relieve that pain using a method where I focused hard, and tried to picture life energy flow to the areas which were aching, and my hands would get very warm, and later on, people said it had helped (most of the time), but I never really knew what went on, to be honest.
---Day 1 of Psionics---
I couldn't sleep, so I went up and started browsing around on the net, went to totse.com which has all sorts of great articles on practically everything. I am curious about conspiracy theories, etc and hypnosis and psychic abilities, allthough I did not really believe in it at that point.
I read some articles, and try to make a psi-ball which I first believed had failed. I did not feel it, see it or sense it in any other way, so I assumed it hadn't worked - but I did feel something.
What I felt was that my right hand bicep(s?) were aching some, and I was warm and my fingers felt all tingly and whatnot, which I then read were signs that I had channeled the energy, tried to force it, then let it flow correctly, and manifested a psi-ball. I was quite excited about this, and kept on practicing a lot for the rest of the night, whilst reading more articles - which lead me to this site where I registered and started posting at.
---Day 2---
I started thinking of psychic abilities, about vamps and all the other bad stuff that might come from psionics, and I remember thinking certain people were able to read my mind, because they had on dozens of occations seemed able to know what I was thinking, and I thought to myself that the same was true for my roomate which I detest deeply (and he hates me).
So I thought.. Could this guy be into psionics? is he a psion? wah? and tried forming a psi-ball, and got the by-now quite familiar signs that I had succeeded, and I tried programming it with the feel of a pin-prick, and tried hurling it at him - he did not appear to react, but I got a bad headache immediately afterwards. : \
... Later that day, I hung out with a friend of mine, and his girlfriend, who were playing "The Longest Journey" which is a puzzle game of sorts, and he was stuck several times, and one place where you have to get past a laser fence - he was stuck. He was thinking aloud, and I thought "Hmm.. let's try something.."
I formed a Psi-Ball and programmed it with the word "MIRROR!" (because you have to use a piece of mirror to get past the lasers) and perhaps a milisecond after I hurled the ball at him he suddenly said in the middle of another sentence - THE MIRROR! which astonished me, because I thought that had to have been one hell of a coincidence, that he just figured that out just as I hurled the word at him.
Later that day, he told me that he loved to play that kind of pc-game, but that the magic in the game made him wish that it existed in real-life as well, so I started telling him about Psi and how I was currently trying to practice it, and he was very curious about it and wanted to learn as well, to see if it was possible / true and if he could do anything useful with it and so forth. He was very interested in telepathy and so forth..
After some long discussion, we agreed to practice together at various abilities to get better and develop certain abilities.
---Day 3---
Currently writing this article, haven't done anything today except perform some basic psiballs that did nothing at all. Will probably try to teach that friend of mine to make his first ball.