Anuboern's log

[psidan]

I won't be going to psiworld except for the odd time once I really get into my Magic practise but I might keep a log of it on Psiworld. I will not be focusing on Psionics however some of the things I practise in my log will have a name in Psionics. I will avoid talk about violence and combat but I will be dwelling in other Metaphysical topics.

[psidan]

Over the past few days I've halted my Metaphysical research to find out more about my mind. I'm trying to find out, and deal with some of the problems which I've had before, but never realized the cause until now. Once I'm done that for the moment I can get back to my research.

I thought up a new idea for a basic shield. It is made up of dense tubes of energy, about half as thick as a piece of hair, which are formed into a loop. These loops are arranged in such a way that it appears to be a sphere compiled of them. Inside the loops you can put any substance you choose although the basic filler I've found decent is two opposite energies, which intermingle, flow, and repel each other to create a pulsing effect. May get into more efficient tubes, or fillers after I'm done dealing with the above.

[Brilenus]

You might want to try wrapping the strands of energy around other strands with different useful properties, then weaving those into tubes, which you then place into the same design. Then try weaving more of these strands through the final design. This will make it much harder to pierce through, increase the elasticity when hit with blunt shock, and make it much harder to cut. In addition, you can form much higher concentrations of useful properties through the compression caused by weaving large numbers of strands through the shield.

[psidan]

Hmm. Sort of took your suggestion but not as complex.

So last night I improved that shield by taking 'fire' energy, which isn't fire but has the 'essence' of it, and sending it surging through those tubes. The material I used for the outside of the tubes is Qi. After that I twisted a bunch of those tubes into one rope, and surrounded that rope with the fire energy. I then took that main tube, created a bunch more, wrapped them into a rope, and surrounded it with Qi. I kept on repeating this process until I had a decently thick enough rope. I left the final ropes un-tubed so as to give more protection. (A stripped wire hurts more then a covered one for those who know electronics) Then I weaved those ropes together so that there is absolutely no entrance. Sure someone who knows the right energy to use or how to do something else can easily slice through this but I thought it would be cute, and a well defender against other, lesser attacks.

Yes I am using other energies for this, which I probably will be continually doing, but you can also use the force even for the tubing, and psi for the inside. It doesn't matter.

[psidan]

Well I have been lately thinking up on ideas to practise and experiment with but until I come up with one I would like to do I have done something else. I have reduced the amount of food, and sleep I get each day by a little bit each time. At the moment I can get past with 3-4 hours of sleep, and around someone's normal supper for food, spread out around the day. Despite this I still am wide awake, not tired, and can focus. So I am planning on continuing this and if any signs show that I am not getting enough I will stop at that limit, wait a few days, then try again but with less reduction. If I still show that I am not getting enough then I will stop.

[psidan]

Not much happening as I am distracted by exams, but I have been doing Qi meditations regularly. I told my mother about Qi and she's going to try a meditation. Although there is some other things then meditations I'll keep on the safe side and keep her to them before revealing other uses.

[psidan]

Yes. I've changed my name and yes I have a reason for it. For about a year now many events leading up to now have caused me to go into mental turmoil, cause a severe split personality, and much more which will be explained when It comes to be my turn in the spotlight. I have found my true self and now will be a lot happier and more focused.

~Anuboern

[Fearn]

I do like the new name though. How is it pronounced, because I'm saying 'ah-noo-born.' Although that's probably not right.

[psidan]

An-oo born. Read my introduction post.

[psidan]

Nothing new happened over the past few days. Meditated regularly, did some more self realization, and continued my 7km walks. I took another one today and found out the incredible fact that walking 7000m in -50 degree, highly windy and snowy weather is NOT a good thing. I should remember that...

[psidan]

Feb 11.
I decided to start working on instinctual metaphysics, with the basis of just do what feels right and what works. From various testing methods I found it improved some of my areas in Metaphysics greatly. I will soon be working on using this methods for other things starting with shielding, and stronger telepathic communication.

Feb 12.
I don't think I'll be doing much Metaphysical today, except meditating, but I may think up plans for self defense, using the instinctual basis.

[psidan]

Well I thought to myself I should start building on a decent defense. The one I'll use is a bunch of 'spheres' which interact with each other through sensors. Each individual sphere will have a small core, which is made up of high frequency, powered energy. Then surrounding that there will be a thick fluid, encased in a shell which will be some sort of shield or armour later on in the project. On the outside of the sphere there will be 26 sensors on the top center, bottom center, middle left, middle right, 3/4 up left, 3/4 up right, 1/4 up left, 1/4 up right, middle back, 3/4 up back, 1/4 up back, middle front, 3/4 up front, 1/4 up front, middle left front diagonal, middle right front diagonal, 3/4 up right front diagonal, 3/4 up left front diagonal, 1/4 up right front diagonal, 1/4 up left front diagonal, middle right back diagonal, middle left back diagonal, 1/4 up right back diagonal, 1/4 up left back diagonal, 3/4 up left back diagonal, and 3/4 up right back diagonal of the sphere. I may add more if needed but these should be enough for a basic structure. The sensors will create a flow of energy between each other, to balance it out, or to direct energy to one which needs it when attacked. It will also be used to create other sphere's to strengthen the shield.

The sensors will know when a sensor from a different sphere then the one they may currently be linked to, is in line with them and will create a link for as long as possible. Each sphere may only be connected once to each sphere, so that the links are relatively balanced.

I will be working more with this structure, but basically it will form a self molding shield to defend whatever attack goes against it. I'll work with how this is done on the spheres later. The size of the sphere's I'm hoping to make molecular, since the smaller they will be, the more can fit, and the faster they can adapt or reproduce.

[psidan]

Hmm. Today I got thinking that the above idea would be good for a complex energy AI mesh, but for a basic shield I could get something fairly good right now. So I'm thinking of taking 3 of those spheres, and when the sensors see each other, cause them to send out a certain type of energy in a field. Each sphere can only link to different ones around it, never the same. Therefore, when connected they will form a triangular field. When an attack passes through the field will get send back to three other spheres which are meant to receive it. They will quickly take what the form of the attack was, and make a field to neutralize it accordingly. The two sets of 3 spheres will be different types so the spheres will not try and connect with each other, except for the field being sent back to the defense spheres. But considering that has nothing to do with the scanning spheres it won't be a problem.

Of course both of these designs are far from, and most likely will never be complete but this is the basic idea I have now.

[psidan]

I've decided to instead of having two sets of shields, one for scanning, one for shielding, I'll merge them as one and use basic AI to decide which one it needs to be. Not doing much else on it though as I've found out I have been able to close to fully AP for about a year, in just a moments notice. I thought it was just daydreaming but it's exactly how people say aps are. So far I've only gotten to my mindscape although I've also walked around on the 'etheric' plane.

[psidan]

I'm taking several hours tonight to consider what I want to do in life, and despite myself thinking I've found it I've realized that is only a small part, which makes up what seems to be constantly changing. Hopefully I will get something from it other then missed sleep.