Post by ate on Nov 22, 2006 15:27:05 GMT -5
of some sort. I'm typing this about 5 or 10 minutes after I awoke, I'm still groggy.
I recalled a part of the dream that was with me the moment I awoke, then another part which I seem to not be able to remember now, and after that it lead me to one other part.
And after that I remember the largest portion, which could have been the first dream or after any amount of other dreams I can't remember.
I was specifically thinking of meditation, psychic/kundalini energy, trances, mental ability, and going to sleep and then working with others to build skill and awareness. This is what I woke up thinking about, and found myself thinking about after I got up for a second, and then went back to lie in bed. I thought about this, and a few specific scenarios that ran in my head. Now I just remembered another aspect of the dream, can't remember if it came before or after the one in focus, yet it seemed irrelevant and "normal", if I can call any dream that.
The subject of the specific dream I am talking about now, is that I remember people, lot's and lot's of people focusing on me, as well as with another person focusing on them.
Basically people were either paired together, or I was being observed by at least one or more, usually between what I think was 3 people at a time.
It was a familiar setting, I remember feeling awake and ready, and I remember speaking a LOT to the people, but I don't remember talking. I remember that I had no fear, that the whole "dream fear", of it being a nightmare or a weird dream was gone, it was like I was awake and I had a little lesson I had to focus on.
It was basically about mind of matter. About will power and intent. Absolutely everybody there was focusing on that. I actually appeared naked once.
Yet, I was not out of my body, like, in other dreams say I was naked in school (which hasn't really happened, despite all the examples people use of it) a portion of the dream would be, say, from the ceiling looking down at the class laugh and watching me react, while my specific point would just be the observer of the whole thing.
But in this dream I had a point of view through the entire participation. Everyone there was involved with either the same task, or someone helping them work with the same task.
I appeared naked once, and I was either remembering things that I read (like i was just normal thinking, right here and awake or something) or the information was being fed to me. But I had to decide how I would appear. I remember a man and a women I think saw me naked the first time.
More of it is coming back to me, they smiled, yet they didn't react, and I got the message that I had to clothe myself, and they told me I, kind of, they they already knew that I knew, pretty much as I was about to tell them that I already knew.
It was very strange. The portion of the dream that just came back to me, is I was outside, the area before was just like my kitchen, yet it was like I was awake, the lightening was strange, and the moment felt like real time, yet it happened in a flash. But I was outside running about the lake, keeping clothes on my back, happily now, knowing how, and passing people as I jogged. I believe I saw one other person, and then I was alone in the area because I was supposed to focus again.
I lifted off the ground, about once and fell, and realized that some motion would be necessary because my will wasn't working alone, so it was a kind of jumping/flapping arms motion (lol), and then I soared. Then it was too much will and I simply shot straight up into the atmosphere which scared the butt out of me, and I think I went into another dream, or woke up because of that.
There are parts that I haven't remembered, they consist of being in a very familiar place, kind of like sitting down and taking information from someone on how to control my will, how to "want" without using my body, and how to control the present situation and become aware of all the forces active in it, including my mind and will.
The whole thing was very strange, yet it seems just too real and too perfect, like a movie to be a normal dream. I don't know if it was a dream or not, but it definitely wasn't normal.
For instance in the other dream I remember, it was just a few friends in my house, and the people came to fix something, which turned into a monster some how being underwater in my basement or area beneath my house ( i have none), while the mechanic/repair men were lazy and at the same time new about the monster;
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So that dream is very different, and felt different from the other one. The people of the other one are the focus, it was like they were real, they knew me, and I knew they did, I didn't try to think of anything else, my thoughts were so LUCID, nothing was in their way, no worries, I knew it was time to have fun, I knew nothing could go wrong, I knew I was away from my body because I remember thinking about not worrying about whether I remember this all or not!
The state of awareness was strange indeed, and I hope I reach and experience that many times again, sadly, it fades now, but I remember, the last message I had, was that I need to learn to "arrive" back into my bodies state of awareness, instead of "crash", or I'm going to continue forgetting everything.
I just wanted to share that sorry if it's long, typing or recalling always helps one remember, if anyone's had any similar experiences please speak out; thanks.
I recalled a part of the dream that was with me the moment I awoke, then another part which I seem to not be able to remember now, and after that it lead me to one other part.
And after that I remember the largest portion, which could have been the first dream or after any amount of other dreams I can't remember.
I was specifically thinking of meditation, psychic/kundalini energy, trances, mental ability, and going to sleep and then working with others to build skill and awareness. This is what I woke up thinking about, and found myself thinking about after I got up for a second, and then went back to lie in bed. I thought about this, and a few specific scenarios that ran in my head. Now I just remembered another aspect of the dream, can't remember if it came before or after the one in focus, yet it seemed irrelevant and "normal", if I can call any dream that.
The subject of the specific dream I am talking about now, is that I remember people, lot's and lot's of people focusing on me, as well as with another person focusing on them.
Basically people were either paired together, or I was being observed by at least one or more, usually between what I think was 3 people at a time.
It was a familiar setting, I remember feeling awake and ready, and I remember speaking a LOT to the people, but I don't remember talking. I remember that I had no fear, that the whole "dream fear", of it being a nightmare or a weird dream was gone, it was like I was awake and I had a little lesson I had to focus on.
It was basically about mind of matter. About will power and intent. Absolutely everybody there was focusing on that. I actually appeared naked once.
Yet, I was not out of my body, like, in other dreams say I was naked in school (which hasn't really happened, despite all the examples people use of it) a portion of the dream would be, say, from the ceiling looking down at the class laugh and watching me react, while my specific point would just be the observer of the whole thing.
But in this dream I had a point of view through the entire participation. Everyone there was involved with either the same task, or someone helping them work with the same task.
I appeared naked once, and I was either remembering things that I read (like i was just normal thinking, right here and awake or something) or the information was being fed to me. But I had to decide how I would appear. I remember a man and a women I think saw me naked the first time.
More of it is coming back to me, they smiled, yet they didn't react, and I got the message that I had to clothe myself, and they told me I, kind of, they they already knew that I knew, pretty much as I was about to tell them that I already knew.
It was very strange. The portion of the dream that just came back to me, is I was outside, the area before was just like my kitchen, yet it was like I was awake, the lightening was strange, and the moment felt like real time, yet it happened in a flash. But I was outside running about the lake, keeping clothes on my back, happily now, knowing how, and passing people as I jogged. I believe I saw one other person, and then I was alone in the area because I was supposed to focus again.
I lifted off the ground, about once and fell, and realized that some motion would be necessary because my will wasn't working alone, so it was a kind of jumping/flapping arms motion (lol), and then I soared. Then it was too much will and I simply shot straight up into the atmosphere which scared the butt out of me, and I think I went into another dream, or woke up because of that.
There are parts that I haven't remembered, they consist of being in a very familiar place, kind of like sitting down and taking information from someone on how to control my will, how to "want" without using my body, and how to control the present situation and become aware of all the forces active in it, including my mind and will.
The whole thing was very strange, yet it seems just too real and too perfect, like a movie to be a normal dream. I don't know if it was a dream or not, but it definitely wasn't normal.
For instance in the other dream I remember, it was just a few friends in my house, and the people came to fix something, which turned into a monster some how being underwater in my basement or area beneath my house ( i have none), while the mechanic/repair men were lazy and at the same time new about the monster;
??So that dream is very different, and felt different from the other one. The people of the other one are the focus, it was like they were real, they knew me, and I knew they did, I didn't try to think of anything else, my thoughts were so LUCID, nothing was in their way, no worries, I knew it was time to have fun, I knew nothing could go wrong, I knew I was away from my body because I remember thinking about not worrying about whether I remember this all or not!
The state of awareness was strange indeed, and I hope I reach and experience that many times again, sadly, it fades now, but I remember, the last message I had, was that I need to learn to "arrive" back into my bodies state of awareness, instead of "crash", or I'm going to continue forgetting everything.
I just wanted to share that sorry if it's long, typing or recalling always helps one remember, if anyone's had any similar experiences please speak out; thanks.
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