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Post by Jaxek on Nov 16, 2007 12:55:09 GMT -5
Hello
I just had the sudden realisation that i've been nearly astral projecting since i can remember. What i mean by this is that, from whence i was younger ive always had sleep paralysis. At night, when im in bed i cannot get to sleep straight away, and when i do it is only on rare occasions. So, when i was younger i decided i was gonna use this random time to try and think things through with my life. So, i would just lay there motionless, thinking about life, school, girls, stuff like that. And then BAM! My body starts to numb and i get this sudden feeling that theres some sort of evil presense watching me. I get nervous, my hearts pounding, im freaking out and then it feels like my body is swaying back and forth. This whole things goes on for about 5-10 minutes until i can pul myself out and get out of the room out of fear of death. So yeah, ive only just put 2 and 2 together. This happens almost every night, so ive got quite a big chance of obe some time soon, yay! Yeah this is quite pointless but im just so happy that ive already experienced the hardest part without even knowing.
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Post by sleepyhollow94 on Nov 23, 2007 20:43:39 GMT -5
Wow, sounds somewhat like what happens to me most nights. It takes me about 30-90 min to fall asleep usuall, so I just think about my life, play with my imagination, etc. But sometimes, out of nowhere, I seem to think that something evil is near, usually in the form of the ultimate evil/evil ghost. Usually I can coax myself out of it, but it seems to scare me so much that I don't even move because I'm so scared. All I want to do is turn on my lamp (because I find light comforting) but sometimes I'm to afraid to even do that.
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Post by Jaxek on Nov 26, 2007 13:44:55 GMT -5
Oh wow, somebody replied yay! Anywho, i know what you mean. I have to turn my lamp to, when im not running out of my room like a headless chicken, that is. I find light comforting too, its just so wierd sometimes, coupled with the fact that my mum constantly going on about spirits and ghosts, doesnt help. lol.
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Post by sleepyhollow94 on Nov 26, 2007 18:42:41 GMT -5
Yeah, I know, it's like when I'm scared out of my brains, and all I want to do is turn on my light. Somehow I know that as long as I turn on my lamp everything will be safe, even if that doesn't make any sense. Sometimes I just totally freeze up out of fear. I think that if I move, it's going to see me.
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Post by Jaxek on Nov 28, 2007 16:10:59 GMT -5
Yep, i get the moving thing too. Im under my cover, frozen in fear, not moving trying to hear out the entitie or whatever i think may be there and try not to move because i think if i move it will see me, take the cover off me and either attack me in some way or try to kidnap me.
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Post by sleepyhollow94 on Nov 30, 2007 18:55:19 GMT -5
I know. Its gotten worse since I've started watching CSI.  |
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Post by Jaxek on Dec 1, 2007 12:13:02 GMT -5
Aww, too bad. Mines been less frewuent latley, thats only becuase ive been working my butt of with school and arranging my money for when i go to san fransisco, basically everyday i come home tired, eat, then sleep.
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Post by lonewolf on Dec 9, 2007 8:19:54 GMT -5
there is usually a higher percentage of experiences around the ages of 11 to 17. this is because they are going through puberty and there body is chemically unbalanced. i had alot of freaky things happen to me when i was going though puberty. like things moving around the room, doors opening and closing. lol. i can even remember opening my eyes and seeing 3 angelic purple watches hovering around me in a circle. later on i found out that one of them was me from the future trying to wake me up quicker. wake up as in, spiritually  . ive been projecting all my life, i can remember the earlyest ones from when i was around 4-6. you can learn alot from your past experiences, i believe the best way to remember is to ask to be shown in a meditation. your friend lonewolf p.s i can remember seeing karen when i was like 5 or so in the phenix temple. lol. oh well. |
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Post by Jaxek on Dec 10, 2007 18:00:01 GMT -5
Yeah, that makes sense. What ive described so far isnt psionic in a sense more psychological than anything. However, things do happen to me and thing happen around me. For instance, people report experiancing shivers around me, if im in a bad mood my phone, mp3 player, computer, house phone will refuse to work and will either start making weird noisies at me or decide to show errors. I have precongnitive dreams and i am still trying to expand my empathy, which is there, but weak. But thats off-topic i guess and not in the right section,sorry.
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