Am I crazy?

[Leon]

This was my first day practicing. I made a psiball of the elements of Fire, Earth, Water, Ice, and Air. I felt a tingly feeling on all of them, and am sure that I was succesfull on all my attempts, but the strangest thing occured. When I was making the water psiball, it felt steady, but the feeling died down, I'm a cancer and was told my element is water. So I moved on. I started an Ice psiball. Low and behold as I was forming it and felt the sensation in my hands, I started to see a faint, faint light blue tint in the air. Though I have to use glasses to see, and I may have just been zoning out. But the same thing happned with air.

I made a chart about wich elements had the strongest sensations. 1 is weakest and 5 is strongest.

Water = 1
Fire = 2
Ice and Air = 3 (tie)
Earth = 4

I can't say any of them had a meraculous feeling at all, but earth was the strongest, and I could feel it with my hands about 6 inches apart. But I never saw anything with earth, only ice and air. So do you think I'm crazy, or what is your opinion.

[JediKaren]

First off you're not crazy. No one here is (no jokes please)

"I started to see a faint, faint light blue tint in the air."

You're seeing the aura of the psi ball.

"I can't say any of them had a meraculous feeling at all, but earth was the strongest,"

That sounds like you connect well with nature.

[Leon]

But I don't connect with nature well. Sure I like hiking, I don't mind taking a hike in the woods or mountains with other people (not by myself) But I can't stand to just go outside and lay in the grass, it bugs me.

Edit: And I weigh 170 and I'm 5' 7". So yea I'm chubby, I try to work out at home, but can't stand staying outside when it's bright alot. I like being out at night better...

[Lady Takara]

It's okay, you aren't crazy. It does happen. I'm a Capircorn and my element is earth for that, but really, it isn't that much for me. I am not very connected to earth at all, I am somewhat. I am more connected to wind ^-^....but I do prefer earthy people over most other elements subconiously.

I know it doesn't help. But practice makes better. The more you practice, the better you get!