Leon's written log.

[Lady Takara]

It isn't that bad. She seemed more open to people having abilites than that of paganism. Developing your abilities is very important. She went a psychic convention with your sister. That doesn't mean a bad thing.

[Leon]

No, but she also said it felt a little wierd...

[Lady Takara]

Ah! Well has she come to terms with your sister being pagan? I know your mother seemed accepting about your father's abilities. It isn't like you are following a 'pagan' path. You are still following God, while learning to utilize what you are capable of. There is nothing wrong in that.

[Leon]

I Still say either you or Karen should talk to her...

[Lady Takara]

Why do you think your Mother would disagree? In the end she seems all about embracing a person's God given gifts, or psyhic abilities.

[Leon]

Because you don't know my mom, she's not a bad person, and if I'm making her out to be some kind of phsyco, she's not. But I don't think she would lighten up too fast. That's why I want somebody to talk to her. But not with my step-dad in the room cause he might think I'm crazy. But I'm sticking with my original post, I think you or Karen should talk to her. And not tonight, she's asleep.

[Lady Takara]

Okie. Have Karen, my parents would flip about the phone call, unless I am 18.

When I first talked to mother, that was really hard, she thought me crazy for a lot of years. Then she learned of Reiki, sort-of ish. It's what showed her...I am not really crazy, besides my problems with seeing energy. She learned from the Reiki Master, that I wasn't that nuts after all!

[Leon]

Heh, but I don't think we have anything like that near me in Ohio...Ohio is the biggest state of nothingness...

[Lady Takara]

There should be something, Reiki is slowly getting around. If not that's okay. Mayhaps when you are older and traveling, you will be able to take Reiki. Reiki is a wonderful system avaliable to work with any number of spiritual paths one takes!

[JediKaren]

I don't talk to any parent or any non believer. They can come to me on their own will, but I'm not going out of my way to convince them of psi.

[Lady Takara]

That's rather understandable (= I think it's that he wants someone to explain it to her or something like that. His mother already believes in psyhic abilities and psi does fit right in there with it.

[Leon]

Day 6: My sister and my neighbor (close family friend, whom I consider family) were in the living room, they both know I do this and said they know a little bit about it. Surprise, surprise for me they know a little more than I thought. I meditated for about 15 minutes and conjured a psi-ball. I asked my neighbor Jessica if she could feel it, in addition to feeling it she said she could see it (but I had my eyes closed ) And I started to feel a little bit wierd, and ended up stopping. I felt a little tipsy, but no headache and no migrane. They both said I need to learn how to ground my excess energy. But now I know how much both my sister and neighbor know about this stuff. I still havn't told my mom, maybe I never will, but I'm going to keep going with this and see where it takes me.

[Leon]

Last night after the psi-ball that i showed my sis and neighbor, I went downstairs. I got dressed, then laid down. Then I felt something I've never felt before in my life. I felt as though my "Astral" or "Spiritual" body was trying to get out, but my physical body was trying to stay put, my chest arched up like a cat's back, but not so intensley. It scared me alot and I was saying "No, what is this!" I tried to resist the feeling, and it went away after a while. Karen says she thinks I may have bi-located for just a moment.

Day 7: I came home from school sick to my stomach, and went down stairs to meditate. I tried using energy from the earth, and created a psi-ball, and it felt a little weaker than when I use energy from the moon, but it was deffinatley there.

[Lady Takara]

That's coolios about the earth ^^. Energy is around all of us and inside of us, much like the Force. X3 some's abilies to use energy outside of them are better than some in certain areas, I find it easy to draw from the earth or sunlight.

[Leon]

Not sure what day it is anymore (oh well) When I first felt a strong psiball, I had meditated for a good 25 minutes before I started to take the energy I gathered into a psiball. Now, depending on if I meditate to open my chakras, or if I meditate to gather energy, I can make a psiball in anywhere from 8-13 minutes. It's still not what I'd like it to be, but I'm closing in on my goal. I'm still unable to shield or make a shell for my psiball, but I've taken a small step towards it. 2 days ago, I created a psiball, and spread it over my knee, and I felt the energy surround my knee, like a sort of tightening sensation. As I reach the end of the month, this marks almost the end of my 2nd week (maybe longer). I vowed that I would practice psiballs to the end of January, and with each new month practice a new ability. This next month of febuary is going to be shielding, making a shell, AP, and of course telepathy and empathy. I still have much to do with schooling, and I need to finish reading a book so that I can go to get my temporary driving permit if I want my lisence by my 16th birthday in June.