Leon's written log.

[Leon]

Ok, I'm new to this site, and I was reading up alot on this stuff for about a month. I tried once and I'm not sure what happned, but I didn't get a chance to try it until today. It's exam week at my school, so I have free time on my hands. If I meditate sometime at school, can I hold that energy until later that night? Feel free to leave comments .

Day 1: After about a month of not practicing (no time) I finally started to meditate at school after 3rd exam, but to no avail of a psiball, I felt nothing. So when my sister and I went to the car, we had to wait about 15 mins to leave the crammed parking lot. I meditated for about the 15 mins, then I tried my luck at psiball. I felt a tingling on my palms when I formed my hands together, and was confidant it was a psiball. Even after I stopped trying to make a Psiball, it took about 10-20 mins for the tingling feeling to go away. So earlier today at about 5:30pm EST, i tried meditating again. But I was impatient and meditated for less than a minute for each of 5 psiballs. I tried taking energy to make a Fire, Ice, Water, Earth, and Air psiball. I made a chart, so over 24 days, I can chart wich element gives me the strongest feeling, and wich one knocks over a game case when shot. I recently tried to nudge a pop can, but without practice on a psi wheel, I accomplished nothing. Psi has inturiged me very much, and I aim to learn all I can and hope I can learn very much from everybody here.

[JediKaren]

Welcome to the site. May I suggest that you go to the "Introduce your here" and introduce yourself.

[Leon]

Day 2 (Morning): Last night I told my friend about this stuff and he said "How do you know your hands aren't just tingling" Because when my hands felt weird before, it went away after I relaxed, but this feeling stayed with me for about 30 mins. I take a shower every morning, and since my water psiball had the weakest effect on me yesterday, I tried it in the shower. While I was absorbing the water energy, I started to form a small one, and I could tell a big difference, it felt as strong as earth did yesterday, almost stronger. I think I need to experiment with the different elements at different times of day.

Evening: I took a chakra test, to see how my energy flow is, these were the results.

Results from Chakra test

Root: open (25%)
Sacral: open (13%)
Navel: open (25%)
Heart: open (25%)
Throat: open (25%)
Third Eye: open (38%)
Crown: under-active (0%)


Percentages go from -100% to +100%

Most of my chakras are open, allowing better energy flow. But the percentage is low, so I'm still going to work on the meditating. I'm not sure, but i think my psi feels weaker, although I have not had time to practice a psiball yet today, I tried to make a psi-wheel move with no luck.

[Leon]

This is close to midnight so I'm starting this as day 3.

I got home from the store about 40 minutes ago, and I started to meditate for about 20 minutes. While meditating my right shoulderblade and breast-bone started to ache. But after another 10 minutes, I managed to manafest a weak, faint shield. I know I have to go to sleep, but I refuse to. I often have daydreams of something in our house. My mom and sister said they have seen a ghost shadow of what looks like our grandfather. I've yet to see it but know it's there, my parents are out of town this weekend for a funeral, and I am honestly scared to go to sleep... I'm scared to go anywhere that there isn't light.

[must]

nice keep at it.

[Leon]

Last night I tried my luck at astral projection. When I was lying in my bed relaxing, I tried to lift my spirit up and out. I felt a rising sensation in my legs, but nothing anywhere else. I tried again, and still the sensation in my legs, but nothing more. Even though I didn't get anywhere, I think this was a big step towards being able to astral project.

[Leon]

Today was a study day. I looked around the web, talked with people, and wrote down some notes, mainly on astral projection. I am writing down 2 methods from www.astralsociety.com and will practice them until I manage to AP.

[Leon]

I tried AP last night and this morning. Last night I got to the stage of rapid eye movement, and tingling sensation all over my body, when I felt my legs start to lift, my foot twitched and I opened my eyes. This morning I got to the same stage, but my knee twitched. I'm close to doing it, and I'm going to keep on it every night.

[Leon]

I went to my room at about 9:30 to meditate. As I meditated to open all my chakras, I tried to feel the psi. It felt like cold water running down my palms. When I finished trying to open my chakras, still listening to my meditation music, I just concentrated, and focued. Then I tried it. I felt something in my hands so I moved them closer, then the magnetic feeling got stronger, like it was pulling my hands together. I know now what psi feels like. I know how to channel it. But stupid me was so excited that I broke it off. About 10 mins ago I got a head ache that has went away. I think something may have happned and I need somebodies imput on weather I should stop for a day or 2. But after 4 days of practicing and meditation, I finnally made a strong psi-ball. Please though, I'd like somebodies advice on if I should stop or just wait to see how I feel tommorrow and what I should do.

[Lady Takara]

Maybe rest for a day or two. But keep at it! If it begins to create many headaches, then you might need a rest, or you are trying to hard. Trying isn't a bad thing. But rest can be a good thing ^^.

[Leon]

Well I tried again today, and I didn't get a headache. I think it was that I meditated to open my crown chakra, the site said that if I didn't have a strong root chakra then it might cause pains. I guess my root chakra wasn't as strong as I thought it was.

[Lady Takara]

Mmhmm. You need to work up from the base up. That's generally how it works. Because each strengthens the one above. I don't know that much about charkas, but that much I do know.

[Leon]

Yea, that's basically what I do. But for some reason it seems harder for me to concentrate on the chakras as of recent...but I can still make a psiball all the same

[Lady Takara]

That's a good thing. ^^ About the whole having troubles concentrating, I am unsure about that. Maybe you are just really distracted. I can't really say about that.

[Leon]

I know why I'm distracted, it's cause I don't know how to break it to my mom that I'm doing this, she freaked when she found out my sister was doing peganism...