Leon's written log.

[Leon]

For some reason, I seem to have trouble concentrating to create a shield. I tried making a psiball and they too are weak. I'm gonna keep trying, and later tonight attempt to astral project.

[Leon]

Today I found out that my girlfriend, one whom I keep very close to my heart (despite the distance) was basically molested in the middle of class. She said a classmate was touching her, staring at her chest and making dirty comments. I was so mad, mainly because since she lives an hour drive away, I can't do anything about it, and if something worse were to happen...I don't know what I'd do. So I went to my room to meditate, but I was so angry that I couldn't get anywhere, I begged and asked for somebody/anybody to take me to the astral plane for just a few minutes of peace. I even asked for my spirit guide to give me an answer for what I should do. What my girlfriend told me made me so angry, I'm physically sick, because I can't do anything about it if it happens again. I don't know how this is going to affect me for the next few days.

[Ezekiel]

how old are you Limptaco?

[Leon]

I'm 15. And I've known this girl for about 4 months now. But we just now got into a serious relationship a week ago.

[Ezekiel]

I was thinking more on the driving side....got any close friends that can drive?

[Leon]

Well lets see...I'm technically not supposed to be dating till I'm 16 anyways, but as people say "Love knows no boundries." So out the window with that rule. While I was growing up my sisters had many friends, who I grew to know alot as well. So basically, all my sister's friends are mine as well. I could call almost any one of them and have them drive me, but I have to tell me mother about this first, because my step dad would think it's good that I'm dating, but my mom I don't think would take to it so well.

[Ezekiel]

ya know...you could lie and say it is a close friend or soemthing of the sort...dunno, your mom deosnt want you to get hurt your her lil baby( i take it) but i bet if you sat down and had a talk with her she may listen...

[Leon]

I could do that, but I think the reason she has that rule is she actually ran off with her boyfriend at 14, and had a sucky life until she was in her 20's. But yea, I'm gonna talk with her sometime soon.

[Ezekiel]

thats is a good reason that tell her you wotn run off XDDDDD

[Leon]

Last night I had a dream that I was in school. I'm not sure what was happening, but whenever I wanted myself to see differently, a golden tint would cover everything in my vision. I remember in my dream that I was trying to use that ability to find something, and when I found it, it would be covered in a reddish/pink tint. Is this ability actually possible?

[Ezekiel]

I myself think it is...it would take more knowladge then i have and a sight ability...but thats all my knowladge goes too...

[Leon]

I think I'm getting better at remembering dreams. Last night I had a dream that a bunch of friends and I were at a plaza, I was dressed in black pants, boots, white wife-beater, with a hat, and a chain of gem-stones hanging from my pants. I dreamnt, that I was going to a bookstore to pickup a book on astral projection, but it still wasn't in. I remember then going into a restourant with my friends and eating lunch. Then I remember going back later that night, and my cousin's son was being picked on, about to get beaten up by kids who go to my school, and by the way they acted I can only guess they were drunk (it was late at night) after I got my cousin's son (I think he'd be my second cousin?) we went to the bookstore, and finally got the book I had ordered. I remember the taste of the food at lunch, I remember the feel of the book store, and the feel of the cold wind late that night. I remember all these details, so I think I'm getting better at memory, witch will help in remembering when I have my first Astral Projection. Also, in the past 2 weeks, all I've constantly wanted to do, is go to a quiet relaxing place and meditate, like just a place where lots of people get together to meditate. And I don't really find myself listening to the harder rock like I used to (although it still has an appeal to me) I feel overall enlightened in the past 2 weeks. It's a great feeling.

[Leon]

I remember having another dream last night, but only a few parts, I remember being in an open area of grass, and cliffs, then I also remember fighting somebody from my school, but that's the most I can remember. I also started TK today and tried on a crayon. I felt like I was kind of connected with the crayon, and that it wanted to move, but couldn't just yet. I think this means that I'll be able to nudge a crayon or something small very soon.

[Leon]

I know I had a dream last night, but I can't just remember any of it, but I know I had one. Bigger update coming later tonight.

[Leon]

Well this is really good news to me. I am remembering dreams more and more now. So I think this means, that the first AP I have, will be a full conscious OOB, and I will be very well aware of what's going on.